Two part question. What do I do that turns you on? And when do you feel most sexy with me?
Okay. Um...
You do a lot of silly things that weirdly turn me on, like when you speak in that
southern accent that's so southern that you can't really distinguish what you're saying
I don't know why that's so sexy to me, it's just,
maybe the fact that you can just make fun of yourself and be silly like that
it's the cowboy in me
yeah yeah, it's the Texan in you
it's the Texan
Yeah. Um...
and, I feel most sexy
[Laughing]
Oh no
Um...
When you tell me I am. That's when I feel most sexy.
Really?
Yeah
Cool
[Laughing]
What is a secret that you have been too afraid to tell me?
Um, I pick my boogers sometimes [Laughing]
No that doesn't count, everyone picks their boogers
Really? No!
Yeah!
No people have caught me and made fun of me!
Actually, oh my god! Wait I have to tell you something really great. When we were staying at my mom's house
oh my god, this is actually, I've been wanting to tell you this for so long and this is the opportune moment
Okay
You, um, I was in the bathroom
Oh no, this is going to be so embarrassing
No it's not no it's not. I was in the bathroom and you were in the kitchen and
there's this window, and it was dark outside so the window is like, reflective
and I was in the mirror and I thought I had a booger so I took, like, a tissue and I
stuck it up my nose and I was like, moving it around in there and then I look, I just gaze over
[Laughing] in the reflection and you're doing the exact same thing but you were just using your finger, but
we were doing the exact same thing and hiding from each other at the exact same time
Oh, wow!
Isn't that so funny? I told like, all my friends about that, too
Yeah?
[Laughing] Yeah
Great
What are you hesitant to tell me?
Um
[Laughing] Emily: Oh my god, I wrote it actually, in one of the letters I gave you for Valentine's Day,
and you haven't opened it yet obviously
Um, as a
kind of like as an incentive for me to tell you
Um, because I want to but
Um, I don't want you to feel like it's, um, pressure, or like you have to say something to me in return. But, um...
I think that I've never...
I think you know what I'm trying to say. I don't- you do know? Do you know?
Yeah I think so
I think you know, I don't want to say it, but if you know
Why?
Because, I don't know, I'm really scared to say this
It's something that I'm feeling that I haven't, it's just an intense feeling that I have that's,
what comes to my tongue when I say goodbye to you, when I like, I dont know when we're lying in bed
next to each other, like, it comes to my, it comes to the back of my teeth and I don't say it
You know, I don't know where I'm going to go to school
and I don't know if I'm going to move and you don't know where you're going to be
and it's like I just want to enjoy it, and I don't want that, but I also just want you to know,
like I want you to know so bad!
Well now I do! [Laughing]
Yeah but I didn't say it so you don't really [Laughing]
No
You know I think about it, that's what you know
Yeah, and I do too
Okay
And...
yeah, I don't know like, when, it's, but I care about you deeply, you know?
[Laugh]
What do you think is a weakness that I have, um, in this relationship?
Yeah to be honest like I'm really scared, like if we are, if you do move up to the bay or I like,
move away or something and we have to, like we have to break up or however it ends up working
um
I'm really, I'm really scared that it's going to suck really bad for you
And, I would never want you to be hurt, you know?
Yeah
[Sigh] I know that. I already knew that, you didn't have to say it
Because I know like, I know that about you, like I know how you just like thrive on moving around and
traveling and learning and I love that about you and I think I'm the same way but I think
If I find something good I'm more likely to hold on to it, and I don't think you are
What do you see as the next steps in this relationship?
The next steps, oh I don't, I don't like that question
I don't like it
I think the next step in this relationship is to leave here, get a drink
um, sneak little kisses, like
and cuddle [Laugh]
Great, I'm in
Yeah? You in?
Yeah, super down
Great
Okay