hey guys welcome to a new video
I was just looking for the sports channel Gary so I want to let you guys know that I'm not
like counting calories I don't have any like rules for myself just like simply don't binge
um eat normal people portions if you will So today we're gonna do like a what I ate today moment
um I have lost over 100 pounds now um in about 14 months so I think that's pretty amazing
for my first meal we have a homemade breakfast burrito this is just like this
um wrap I don't really know so we have some egg we have some cheese we have a hash brown
moment and we have a veggie burger patty situation type deal so this is what it looks like up close
I also love to drench it in Tapatio because I'm a Tapatio girl
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yeah this is so good like it's hard to recreate meals because
I've seen people on here like try to recreate my meals but it's like you
don't get the real deal unless like you try it from the chef which is me
wow this is so good so I'm gonna go enjoy this and I'll see you guys for my next meal like
so I want to show you the ingredients for my breakfast Burger so Burger this is the
Dr prager's I don't know if that's how you pronounce it but this is the one that I use
it's black bean quinoa Mexican shredded cheese obviously eggs this is the hash brown which is
the same brand as the the veggie burgers which is awesome and then this is the wrap that I was
using extreme Wellness uh spinach and Herb carbling keto friendly okay so we have been
doing hellofresh for like a week again there is three options that we have left cheesy smothered
mushroom chicken with mashed potatoes and roasted carrots epic nacho mac and cheese with a tortilla
chip topping green pepper and Smoky red pepper Crema chicken ramen in a shohu show you show you
style broth but carrots chili garlic oil and crispy onions I don't know baby you want to do
the thing where we like both point to one on the count of three okay one two three
oh she chose Ramen okay we're gonna do Ramen and then we'll do this one tomorrow okay because she's
the one who's making them because she's such a sweetheart so the last two days we did the one
pot turkey and white bean chili verde and vegan sweet chili tofu bowls my girlfriend did not like
this so we have discovered she does not like tofu I loved it because I do like tofu this one was
okay I feel like she liked this one a lot but my whole thing is when I have chili I like something
crunchy with it like tortilla chip I don't know and I didn't have that so that kind of sucked
right now we're actually playing some Mario Party and we're gonna have a little bit of snack moment
we're gonna have milk chocolate flavored covered almonds so I'm gonna have just like a normal
amount so just about this many so hello okay so we have the ramen I ate it already it was so
good I'm gonna post a picture here I didn't film eating it um but right now I'm in a snacky mood
I want some so I'm gonna have some part of eating disorder recovery my psychologists teach me
teaches me that if you don't allow yourself then you're gonna binge for a minute there I was uh
not allowing myself snacks or anything that I was craving at all remotely even
in moderation every four days I would like binge like a crazy person it was so bad
I think we finally got it open now that if I allow myself to have a small bag of Cheetos I'm
not gonna binge on a whole family size isn't that weird how even just getting up to walk
all the way to the fridge I get out of breath I'm gonna be eating food like this then
but
there's so many options we have Cheetos chili uh Cheese Fritos sour cream and onion Lays might
have that honestly oh besties this is it cheetah Puffs that's like one of my absolute favorites so
now I do the part that everyone hates but I'm clean my hands are clean
Ruffles you want one um my girlfriend loves yum
where are my Bueno things what's up hey hey I'm also gonna have some of
these Bueno minis I love them so the next thing I'm going to have and the last thing
is one of these I'm obsessed Italian dry salami with natural gouda cheese and toasted rounds ooh
I forgot about our uh fruit platter I am obsessed with the pineapple baby what's your favorite
watermelon hers is watermelon there's cantaloupe strawberries the strawberries look a little
iffy so we didn't uh eat any of those pineapple grape watermelon did I say can a little party
so today was a very weird day of eating sometimes I have more meals sometimes I feel more snacky
and today I was just kind of snacky so I went with it so I wouldn't binge so yeah every day
is different I definitely want to do more what I eat today videos I don't want to bombard them
bombard them I don't want to bombard you guys with them so I'm not gonna like do a ton in a row
but there will be more I hope that you guys did enjoy it and I'll see my next one bye emotionally
cause I know that you've got so much more to give you made a real mess but I miss you though
cause I can go to sleep when I'm alone again
it feels like I've had too much of drama but I'm not ready to give in
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see a glimpse of your kids I start wondering how I could make it last a little longer
how long should I be waiting it feels like I've had too much of drama
but I'm not ready to give it foreign
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