Honestly so it started, I had a little melody in my head, no lyrics.
And then came down to the next day I think I was freestyling in the bathroom and my homie
was recording me and I was like, "I got to think of something."
I was like, "Jenni-Jenni-Jennifer."
I was like, "Cool."
'Cause I had seen this girl Jenny that I thought was cute.
I told her.
I was like, "Ayy, I saw you walking" and I was like, "I used your name."
I told her I wasn't going to give her credit and then she started laughing and then her
boyfriend didn't like that.
After that never spoke to Jenny again.
Hopefully she knows but, she never came up to me and asked or anything so I don't even
think she knows it's about her.
It wasn’t a very good situation.
Great song though.
I wouldn't say it's the first girl that I hurt but I did
love that little girl.
It was one of those puppy loves.
So I wouldn't say it was like real, real love but I would say it's one of those, damn this
is a girl that I want to get high school serious with.
I want to hold her hand, I want to buy her stuff, and make Instagram videos.
I was like, "Man I love this girl."
Now here's the thing, 'cause I don't want to be labeled a cheater now.
We weren't technically together, so there was no dates.
So yeah there was a Caroline, but it wasn't nothing.
So I don't feel too bad.
I don't know I'm a relationship person.
So when I get with a girl I'm always like, If this works out we going to get married.
If that works out, we going to become kings and queens on our own little island.
And then it starts going all crazy from there.
But when I like a girl, I like that girl.
Here's the crazy part.
It's going to be jacked up.
So that part's about another girl that I got with after Jennifer.
Like I said I didn't have the verses written and me and her were milly rocking and I was
like, "Ayy, that fits nice."
I just threw it in.
Sorry that part's not about Jennifer.
I didn't realize that if I added another not it would cancel out what I was trying to say.
I meant to say, "I'm never gonna fear her."
Not, “Never not going to fear her.”
When reoccurring situations happen, you start to question the pattern and at that point
you stop putting the blame on everything else and you start looking inwards.
I was pretty wack at some points, in certain situations.
That's why you got to step back and actually take the blame at some points man.
You can't blame life.
You remember on Snapchat when they used to do the random stories from different parts
of the world?
Well I used to watch those, I always thought it was cool looking at other people's cultures.
Everything was always cool.
But Venezuela.
I mean it was 300 different women on that story and they were all gorgeous.
Black women of course.
Maybe that's just because I'm black and Mexican but Asian girls are cute.
Oh my God! Girls from Thailand.
You know what, I like everything this is going to turn out to just liking everything.
That's facts.
Got a little dirty right there.
Latina girl calls you Papi Chulo, you gon’ get hot like a sauna.
And then if she’s rubbing on it like she rub a rana.
So when I was growing up, my Mexican family would always tell me like when I cut myself
or something or if I got hurt, they’ll start rubbing the spot that hurts.
They’ll be like, “sana sana colita de rana.”
And you rub the little spot that hurts, grandma gave it a kiss, and I’m out about my business.
So I was like damn, she’s rubbing on it like she rubs a rana.
Sorry kids.