over the break I just do practical things and I was um also focusing the eye in the heart
and then I sat down and focused more on that and could really feel an energy expanding
from that then the thought came to me oh I can feel I and then it's like no there is
no Duality you know there was that's what came to me at that moment and when I focused on the
how now I can't feel anything so more understanding please yes um
yes the eye is not a Feeling
the eye is that which is aware of the feeling so in in the self's knowledge of itself
in our being in the awareness of Simply being there is no content
no objective experience not even a an expanded feeling
so you're right that the
our knowledge of ourself or the awareness of being it is a unique knowledge it's
the only knowledge that does not take place in subject object relationship
all other knowledge and experience
it takes place in subject object relationship but our knowledge of ourself our being's knowledge of
itself uh that there's no distinction between that which knows and that which is known
it's direct knowledge immediate knowledge and there's no there's no feeling there
if
when we say I know that I am everybody can say from their experience I know that I am
the eye that I am and the eye that knows that I am are the same
if we say I know my thoughts the thoughts that are known and the eye that knows them are different
if I say I perceive a tree the tree that is perceived is different from the eye that
knows or perceives it but when we say I know myself or I know that I am I that I am and the
eye that knows that I am are the same there's no distance between them it's knowledge in identity
it's a unique knowledge absolute knowledge
and it is in fact everybody has this knowledge everybody knows their being everybody has the
sense of being myself but not everybody knows their self clearly why because most people's
experience of their self or their being is mixed up with the content of their experience
and so whilst everybody knows this their being not everybody knows their self they're being
clearly in other words for most people most people think I am this or I am that
instead of just understanding I am
I am is our fundamental experience
and in that experience there is no knowledge as we as some
Gwen demonstrated that there is no knowledge of being a person a man
or a woman or a particular age it's just the pure awareness of being that's God's presence