- Hey guys, so we just finished the end and--
- There's a--
- There's a card game, yeah.
And this is good for the whole family.
So it's not just couples, you can get to know
that brother that
you even have an awkward relationship with.
- Andrew, oh boy.
Are you gonna take it home and play with your family?
- Oh, I wasn't talking about my family.
- He should.
- Do your best impression of me.
- Don't talk to me, don't look at me.
That's already obvious.
- No, it's not what I do.
- It really is.
You always have like, if we're not around each other,
you have that mean look face like, what you looking at?
- I'll do the one of you.
- Okay.
- This is you, this is you, right?
Walk in the hallway,
There goes your friend,
yo what's up bro?
In what ways did my diagnosis affect our relationship?
- Honestly, I feel like your diagnosis just made us like,
it made us go from like, when we were friends,
we were like this.
After we got to know each other, we were like this.
And I feel like your diagnosis made us like, boom.
Because it's like, boom, like, you know,
I feel like that's really all it did.
- Yeah, I agree.
It brought us closer basically.
The moment I realized
I can trust you was
when I told you I was sick.
And I told you, and you're like, okay
and you didn't ask no questions.
It was just, whatever I told you is what you took
and then that was that.
- Why that moment?
- Because that's like, I don't talk about that.
I don't tell anybody that.
So it's like for me to just tell you
and like to be like, yeah, this happened and whatever.
And you not ask me questions about it
and not go so in depth, that's like,
you know.
- Why did you share
your diagnosis with me and no one else?
When you shared it, why did you choose me?
- Because you're my best friend.
And like, you know, I
don't wanna tell nobody else 'cause it's not their business.
- When did I become your best friend?
- You became my best friend like two or three years ago.
Not freshman year.
- Yeah, 'cause I didn't like you and you didn't like me.
- Yeah, so
the following year, like when we started talking
to each other.
And like, what was it like global or something?
When you sat next to me, yeah.
- What do you love about our relationship?
- It's raw.
You know what I mean?
- Yeah, I know what you mean.
- It's like, it's naked.
Like, there's no secrets.
It's like, you know, like, if you ask me something
I'll just tell it to you, you know, like.
- Yeah, and completely unfiltered.
- Yeah, like completely unfiltered.
I tell you the truth, I'll tell you specifically
what happened, you know.
Like there's no secrets,
there's no hiding that.
And then there's like the genuine feeling
that we have for each other.
Like we care the same amount, like everything's mutual.
You know what I mean?
Like, it's not like this person doesn't want that person.
Everything is mutual.
- Okay.
- What do you think was the hardest thing for me after
I found out about your sickness?
- Maybe like you accepting it.
That it's like, oh, this happened to her.
Not like her cousin.
Like this happened--
- I was like why her?
- Yeah, so I think for you is like accepting it
was like a big thing.
- Feel like I have a hard time accepting things
that like I disagree.
And you accept things that you don't like.
You know like if that's what it is,
okay, it is what it is,
accept that and move on.
That's you, that's not me though.
Like if that's what it is and I don't want that to be
what it is like,
like I'm gonna put up a fight.
- But it's like there's nothing you can do about it.
- Like, even if I know there's nothing
I can do about it though.
Like I try to
put up a fight.
I think that's something you have like the ability to
accept that I wish I had.
- Yeah, I know what you mean.
- So, what was the hardest thing about
your fight with cancer?
And do you think I was aware of it?
- I'm pretty sure you were aware of it because
there were a lot of things that were hard.
But for me specifically would be my hair.
Because it's like, you know, I love my hair.
And I feel like I use my hair a lot
as like a security blanket.
So when I feel like I look ugly or whatever
at least my hair looks good.
So you were well aware of my hair.
- What are you hesitant to tell me?
- You pretty much know everything, so
something I'm hesitant to tell you?
- Yeah.
- I think you for everything.
You know, my past.
You know, like the future holds hopefully.
- Okay.
- You really wanna know something I'm hesitant to tell you?
- If you want to.
- I have to like build up the moment.
- Okay.
- So I'm like
in love with you.
- Stop lying 'cause I'm not playing too.
- I'm not, I'm like serious.
I'm like in love with you.
I'm not like in love with you, I am.
What's that reaction?
- Like I am too.
But I was scared to tell you.
- So yeah.
- It's my turn, right?
- Yeah.
- So what's something you never want me to forget?
- Something I never want you to--
- You don't want me to forget.
- I never want you to forget
about how much I care about you.
And sometimes I just want to shove my foot in your face.
Because you don't listen.
- Okay, okay, okay.
You wanna shove your foot in my face
because I don't listen.
- Yeah.
Because, like, I care about you.
And it's like when I tell you stop for your own good,
and I'm like...
And I'm like, I'm like, you know, maybe you shouldn't hang
around this specific group of people
because they do this, and that's not good for you.
And you're like, well,
I'm just having fun.
That's why I need to shove my foot sometimes in your face.
- Okay.
So those people
you tell me to stay away from,
I know specifically who you're talking about.
But they're like
childhood friends, like we went through everything together.
Like we grew up together, they're like siblings.
- Yeah and there older than you.
Which means
there you go 'cause you know where I'm going with this.
- I don't.
- Yeah, that even though they're older than you,
it doesn't mean that they should be acting
younger than you.
Exactly.
- If you say so.
- You know what I'm talking about.
- Okay.
- Yeah.
I'm trying to remember your question to see
if maybe I wanna add--
- It's what's something you never want to forget about?
- So what's something that you don't want me
to forget about you?
- I think it would be the same thing.
'Cause I really love and care for you.
Like, I'm not even talking about being in love,
like as a person.
I just genuinely love you as a person.
And I care for you as a person.
Like, I don't know what it was that did it.
But like ever since we like
got back in contact, we've been like that, you know?
It was just like everything just like
skyrocketed from there.
- Yeah, I know what you mean.
What are the next steps in our relationship?
- The next steps in our relationship I think
we definitely have some stuff to talk about.
I think we have some stuff to talk about.
But I think the next steps our relationship
we can't decide that.
- Everything's gonna stay natural.
Like nothing's gonna be forced.
- Yeah, of course.
- Whatever happens, happens.
And that's that.
But, you know, I don't feel like
anything wrong is gonna happen.
And if it does, then that's fine.
'Cause that's life.
Everything's not gonna be--
- Be perfect.
- Yeah, 'cause I'll be here for support.
You'll be there for support.
So we'll be fine.
We're unstoppable.
- Unstoppable.
- Hey guys, I'm really hoping you enjoyed that.
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