I got real life paranoia,
so "On Sight" is really talking about my lifestyle
and how I live day-to-day and what I be going through
like in real things,
so it's just me speaking on things that
some people I guess would kinda be scared to talk about.
But it's really about my paranoia, my anxiety,
me not trusting people, you know what I mean?
Me feeling like I gotta protect my son from the world
'cause it's a ugly place.
I made "On Sight" before, I think it was before,
or maybe like right when my son was born.
I made it at like six in the morning.
I was at my brother's house and we was recording.
I did one song,
I like wrote a song 'cause I ain't wrote a song in so long.
I actually been just like going off the top,
just coming off my head.
And I wrote a song that became the intro to my album
and after that I heard this beat when I was leaving,
and I'm like shoot let me do this joint real quick.
And I just,
that was pretty much like a one or two take song.
It just all came naturally,
that's why I wanted to get it out and give it to the fans
'cause everything was just real.
I didn't really think about anything making it.
I mean I thought about stuff
but I wasn't like too much deep thinking and everything.
It was just coming off
of what was in my head at the time literally,
so, it was just how I was feeling.
To be honest,
it's just how I was feeling towards a lot of people.
Like a lot of, I don't know,
just weird things be happening you know what I'm sayin'?
So like, at the end of the day
I'm still out here in this real life
and you got people that just wanna take things from you
or try to do something to you because of who you are.
When you're in it you don't even realize
like man I love this I love this stuff and all that
but it's different nowadays for rappers.
It's different nowadays for entertainers
like you really gotta watch your back.
Like, I've been tried for reasons I don't even know,
you know what I mean?
You gotta be on point because as you see,
like nowadays everything ain't a game.
It be hard sometimes at the end of the day
'cause people don't realize you're still a normal person
and you got anxiety too.
You know what I mean? You could just be at a store
and three people run up on you
like, Oh, shoot, like what's goin' on,"
and you're not even paying attention or something.
And it just feels weird.
At the end of the day you know what I mean,
you're still a person but it's just all
like adapting to it and everything you know what I mean?
I'm pretty much like adapted
to everything and what's going on.
It's just like to me I'm more woke than ever
like that's what I'm saying.
I feel like now the world needs to be more woke than ever
and just pay attention,
because it's clearly not a game out here.
I'm just saying like on my side,
I'm talking about my life, my way of living, my team,
my family this is how we live.
I don't know how the world lives
but this is how we live,
this is how we do it on my side where I'm from,
in my world and my universe.
'Cause I feel like every human
has their own world. Everybody's different.
Everybody, even though we're on this world
we all live in our own world.
See me, I be in my head a lot
so like I don't be paying attention to much
what's going on in the internet
and all that stuff around here,
I just like to pay attention to what's going on around me.
Me and my manager, Craig,
we used to, when we first started going to LA,
and we did it for a while,
we just to just like get the nice Air BnB's
and get the nice, you know, get the nice whip with it,
so that's what I was talking about,
really just like then, that time period,
like when I was really renting the cars
and getting 'em and having....
And then I had i8 before,
I bought a i8 but then I just sold it 'cause,
where I was living at the time
there was no way I could drive that car
and be like low key at all.
I'd probably get stopped by cops, people, all that.
So I was like, "Nah, I gotta switch it up.
Like, "Oh, who's that?
He don't look like he should be in that car," type time.
Everybody ain't your friend,
everybody has enemies you know what I mean?
I'm just talking about that,
I'm talking about people that be really hating
and da da da just like fuck 'em.
You stalking me like you ain't got a life,
go ahead and do something, I'm living, you feel me?
And I'm saying I don't trust nobody,
I'm out of sight because shoot,
that's just how I've always lived bro, I don't know.
I was very to myself even as a kid,
like I don't need people around me,
I'm fine with being alone.
I feel like a lot of people feel like that,
that's why I had to say it.
And they're not like on some fucked up time
and people making fun of all these kids or da da da.
But y'all don't understand,
y'all don't sit there and take time
to understand what the kids is actually going through.
And you think kids is just making up problems
'cause they listen to music,
and they're depressed
'cause they're listening to this artist and da da da.
It doesn't work like that.
Like people real life have problems.
We getting high together, let's get high together,
let's get fried up and we going to another world.
You know another world like we off here,
we somewhere, we in another zone,
we in another time planet.
Having a son, it was nothing to me.
You know what I'm saying?
Like having kids would never be anything to me
because like I cherish that shit more than anything.
And I always told myself if I have a kid
what am I gonna do, run,
I don't understand how a dad can have a kid
and just be off it.
I would never do that.
There's too many fathers out there like that,
I'm trying to change this shit around, you feel me?
Not even just change the shit around,
I just, shit I love my son, why would I not?
That's my kid, I made him.
Why not be there?
I don't understand that.
You know what I mean?
That's my boy, so,
me saying I might give him everything
I promise a better life
is just promising him he'll never have to do the thing
that daddy had to do.
He'll never have to you know sell drugs.
He'll never have to do this da da da 'cause I got him.
I'm gonna make sure he's straight regardless.
I love you forever son, hug you and hold you tight
is me like my love letter to him.
Like I love you forever no matter what these people tell you
that's why I said, "And fuck what these people saying,"
at the end. I was like no matter what people tell you,
they say about your dad, they put on the internet.
Whatever these vlogs, anybody whatever they put,
just know who your dad was. Stand on that.
Stand on daddy's name,
don't let nobody disrespect your pops
'cause dad wouldn't let nobody do that shit to you.
And he already knows, my son like that, he not playin'.
Nobody gonna mess with my boy, fasho.
He knows my music so that's tight.
He know when daddy's songs come on, he be dancin'.
He be doin' like he put his hands up
and he just be like this the whole time.
That's his little, he do the little bop.