**Holding on and letting go**
♫Is anybody out there?♫
Sam: We still have options...
Dean: What options?
♫Is anybody listening?♫
♫Is anybody listening?♫ Dean: Yeah, burial or cremation.
♫Is anybody listening?♫
Dean: And I know it's not easy.
♫Does anybody really know?♫
♫Does anybody really know?♫ Dean: But I'm gonna die.
♫Does anybody really know?♫
Dean: And you can't stop it.
♫If it’s the end of the beginning♫
Sam: I don't care what it takes, I'm gonna get you out of this.
♫A cry, a rush from one breath♫
Sam: Guess I gotta save your ass for a change.
Dean: Yeah...
♫Is all we’re waiting for♫
♫Is all we’re waiting for♫ Dean: You and Dad ...
♫Is all we’re waiting for♫
Dean: You're the most important people in my life
♫Sometimes the one we’re taking♫
♫Changes every one before♫
♫Changes every one before♫ Dean: I was dead.
♫Changes every one before♫
Dean: And I should have stayed dead.
♫It's everything you wanted♫
♫It's everything you don't♫
♫It's one door swinging open ♫
♫And one door swinging closed♫
♫Some prayers find an answer♫
♫Some prayers never know♫
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
Mary: It's okay
Mary: Angels are watching over you.
♫Sometimes we're holding angels♫
♫And we never even know♫
♫Don't know if we'll make it♫
♫But we know, we just can't let it show♫
♫It's everything you wanted♫
♫It's everything you don't♫
♫It's one door swinging open ♫
♫And one door swinging closed♫
♫Some prayers find an answer♫
♫Some prayers never know♫
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
Dean: I need you to be safe.
♫Yeah, letting go♫
♫Yeah, letting go♫ Sam: When are we, ever safe?
♫Yeah, letting go♫
Dean: This is different.
Sam: How?
Dean: Because of the three trials crap
♫It's everything you wanted♫ Dean: God's little obstacle course. We've been down roads like this before, man.
♫It's everything you don't♫
♫It's everything you don't♫ Dean: We both know where this ends
♫It's one door swinging open ♫
♫It's one door swinging open ♫ Dean: One of us dies
♫It's one door swinging open ♫
♫And one door swinging closed♫
Dean: I want you to get out.
♫Some prayers find an answer♫ Dean: I want you to get out.
♫Some prayers find an answer♫ Dean: I want you to have a life
♫Some prayers never know♫
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
Sam: You want to know what I confessed in there?
Sam: What my greatest sin was?
♫Yeah, we're letting go♫
♫Yeah, we're letting go♫ Sam: It was how many times I let you down.
Sam: I can't do that again.
Dean: Sam.
♫It's everything you wanted♫ Sam: What happens when you've decided I can't be trusted again?
♫It's everything you don't♫
♫It's everything you don't♫ Sam: I mean, who are you gonna turn to next time instead of me?
♫It's one door swinging open ♫
♫It's one door swinging open ♫ Sam: Another angel, another-
♫And one door swinging closed♫ Sam: another vampire?
♫Some prayers find an answer♫ Sam: Do you have any idea what it feels like to watch your brother just –
♫Some prayers never know♫ Dean: Hold on. Hold on!
♫Some prayers never know♫
Dean: Do you seriously think that?
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
♫We're holding on and letting go♫ Dean: Because none of it -- none of it -- is true.
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
Dean: come on. I killed Benny to save you.
Dean: I'm willing to let this bastard and all the sons of bitches that killed mom walk because of you.
Dean: Don't you dare think that there is anything, past or present, that I would put in front of you!
Dean: It has never been like that, ever! I need you to see that. I'm begging you.
Dean: A wise man once told me, "family don't end in blood,"
Dean: but it doesn't start there, either.
Dean: Family cares about you, not what you can do for them.
Dean: Family's there through the good, bad . . . all of it.
Dean: They got your back . . .
Dean: Even when it hurts.
Dean: That's family.
♫It's everything you wanted♫
♫It's everything you don't♫
♫It's one door swinging open ♫
♫And one door swinging closed♫
♫Some prayers find an answer♫
♫Some prayers never know♫ Dean: I'm proud of us.
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
♫We're holding on and letting go♫ Sam: Dean?
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
♫We're holding on and letting go♫ Sam: Dean!
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
Sam: You know, when Dean came to get me at school,
Sam: I-I told myself… one last job, you know?
Sam: One more job. And then when-
♫It's everything you wanted♫ Charlie: You were the Dread Pirate Roberts of hunting.
♫It's everything you don't♫
Sam: Yeah
♫It's one door swinging open ♫
♫It's one door swinging open ♫ Sam: I guess I really understand now that….
♫And one door swinging closed♫
Sam: this is my life.
♫Some prayers find an answer♫
♫Some prayers never know♫
Sam:But I can’t do it without my brother. I don’t want to do it without my brother.
♫We're holding on and letting go♫ Sam:But I can’t do it without my brother. I don’t want to do it without my brother.
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
Sam: And if he’s gone, then I don’t…
Charlie: I got it.
Dean: Sammy close your eyes.
Sam: Wait.
Sam: Take these.
Sam: Let these be your guide.
Sam: They can help you remember
Sam: what it was to be good...what it was to love.
♫Oh, oh oh oh oh♫
Dean: Forgive me.
♫It's everything you wanted♫
♫It's everything you don't♫
♫It's one door swinging open ♫
♫And one door swinging closed♫
♫Some prayers find an answer♫
♫Some prayers never know♫
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
Sam: I unleashed a force on this world that could destroy it . . . to save you.
Dean: I told you not to.
Sam: And I'd do it again. In a second, I would do it again.
♫It's everything you wanted♫
Sam: Dean and I, we've -- we've been through a lot of bad.
♫It's everything you don't♫
Sam: But this is different. .
♫It's one door swinging open ♫
Sam: This is my fault,
♫And one door swinging closed♫ Sam: and I don't know how to fix it.
♫And one door swinging closed♫
♫Some prayers find an answer♫ Sam: And if I have to die, I've made my peace with that,
♫Some prayers find an answer♫
♫Some prayers never know♫ Sam: Please. Dean deserves better.
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
♫We're holding on and letting go♫ Sam: Dean deserves a life
♫We're holding on and letting go♫
Dean: Let's go home.
Sam: You know what... We are home.