When you have just begun meditation and a stage comes
where you are almost dissolving away
and somehow the system interprets as if you are going to die
but that is not going to be death. In fact, you are transcending your own Consciousness
I have come across a few individuals, I mean,
out of one hundred,
I have noticed three to four individuals who would be afraid of going deeper within while they are meditating.
When you are
When you have just begun meditation and a stage comes
where you are almost dissolving away
and somehow the system interprets as if you are going to die
but that is not going to be death. In fact, you are transcending your own Consciousness
And that is when we get a feeling that, “I am dissolving completely.” It is like a flame which is lit up
and when it is moving so fast, suddenly you are afraid that because of the wind
the flame might get put off. But that is not going to happen.
This fear is there in many people. I have also had one such fear
when I was actually replicating the process of death
which is there described in one of the Yogi’s books and especially our Grand Master Lalaji Maharaj
has written what actually happens at the moment of death
And I was replicating how from Mooladhar , Swadhishtan
to Manipur, to this Heart Chakra and then Kantha Chakra
things get dissolved, little by little bit dissolved
And then the soul escapes from the Chakra that is here, they call Brahmarandra and
if you like to know about this Chakra many Jewish people wear this cap black cap or many Hindu
priests, they have a ponytail, that is the area
But when you have the bottom part of the ear lobes, you join a line here, and then from there
you take four fingers above,
exactly that is the point where from the soul leaves the body at the moment of death
especially for those people who are liberated during their lifetime.
So, I was withdrawing from the Basal plexus and allowing it to move to the heart and go
It started moving actually and I was almost on the last verge of escaping and leaving the body.
That is when this fear crept in, “What if I leave now?
Body will be dropped dead and what will happen to the family and what will happen to me next?
So I suddenly realised this and stopped this exercise
But during meditation, when we are withdrawing our attention to the Consciousness into the heart
and become single pointed, our habit is to remain aware, 360 degrees outside
But during meditation, when the Consciousness collapses within the heart
some people do find it frightening