Still can't believe she said all that
Oh it's all right love like I say she under stress
Yeah but aren't we all
She really called Kerry a slapper
Like I say love she was upset
Oh great now all the sausage rolls are gone
like this day couldn't get any worse
I mean...
obviously in the scheme of things that's fairly minor
Lovely idea
I put something in there about Cathy's first riding lesson Katie was brilliant with her
Oh thank you
It's for Andy really
when he's ready
to help him to remember how loved she was
your fella did us proud
It's always difficult doing a service when it's someone you knew
I know how much Ashley loved performing the wedding ceremony
where's Andy now
He's getting an early night
He said he couldn't cope with all this
And after everything we went through to get him to the funeral I..
Well I felt I couldn't push it
I'm gonna go check on him
No I'll go
Maybe give him five minutes I think he needs some space
I've nothing more to say to you
Except the one thing that's gonna hurt your mum and Andy all over again
I can't live with this anymore
Aaron
Five minutes
Just live with it for five minutes more
please
Aaron please
Aaron
just think about it
This won't bring Katie back
This won't help Andy
It won't help Victoria it won't help your mum
It'll just bring more pain
You heard what people were saying today
People have so many positive memories of her
Don't take that away
It won't help anybody
yeah well it'll help me
Cause I've kept secrets before
and it just makes things worse
Right so you admit it then you're just being selfish
as long as you feel better
no Robert what I'm doing is telling the truth
So you don't care about anybody else just forget about everybody else as long as yourconscience is clear
My conscience is far from clear
What we did Robert was wrong it was sick
That's why we're not running away from it anymore
Wait
Aaron
Just wait
I'll tell them all it was me
I'll say that she fell and I panicked I didn't know what to do so I ran
Andy knows how messed up I am they all do so they'll believe it
oh yeah cause that's what you do isn't it
take the blame
makes you feel good doesn't it
no
no no I think it does
Playing the martyr that's why you cut yourself isn't it
Do you get off on it
all this suffering
poor tragic little messed up Aaron
What you don't realise is that it's not just you that you're hurting
You're hurting everyone around you everyone
Why's he left both the doors wide open
Hello
Oh God
What is it
It's a suicide note
Is that it then
Yeah are you ready
Keep an eye out for Aaron will you
I think today's hit him hard
Not the only one
Are you still okay to cover
of course It's a lovely idea
Proper send off
Do you think I should see if Andy's up for coming
leave him with a bit of luck he'll be fast asleep by now