I want to kill myself.
My future broke down.
I want to kill myself.
My future broke down.
Straying. The temperature dropping. Gushing regrets. A love without destination.
Violation. Stolen in spring. Crumbling promises. Meaningless rings.
All after this is meaningless because I was forsaken by you.
All after this is meaningless if you do not love me again.
Slipping through my palm, the only person I’ve understood
Ringing in the past the crack of denial
If all could reset, I wouldn’t need anything else
Being next to you would be my reason
All after this is meaningless because I was forsaken by you.
All after this is meaningless if you do not love me again.
With my trembling hands, I drink the pills for tomorrow
Soaking in the bathtub, my dead memories
I’ve lost hope in this sleepless dawn
Dirtied by your cruel answer
Flickering thoughts thrust into my skin with the wind
In the quiet moonlit night I’ve taken you away
Bearing the pain with this body
Nobody will ever support
As if what there isn’t is scattering
I wanna closing myself.
I will never see
Your tender smile again
It’s a bless that will make me mad
I will die in my hate.
I want to kill myself.
My future broke down.
I want to kill myself.
My future broke down.
All after this is meaningless because I was forsaken by you.
All after this is meaningless if you do not love me again.
I’ve lost my meaning, reason, everything to live
Reflected in these eyes you laughing as I grasp your hand.
I hate everything
I’m not so strong to forget
All those days
My tears won’t stop, falling on the ground
I wanna closing myself.
I will never see
Your tender smile again
It’s a bless that will make me mad
At the bottom of your new world
I throw myself in, as tomorrow vanishes at my back
Abandoned by you, this helpless life
Into the endless sky