Ah Good day everyone
and welcome to today's video
so today I look a bit crazy
because I had a crazy accident happen today with my eyes
and- definitely look a lot better um than how
they looked when the inncedent happen but
my eyes are still very sore and very sensitive I
talked um little bit about on twitter
but I haven't really explained like what
exactly happened.. trying to See (if I can get a little close up.)
my eyes are very sensitive to light right now
yeah they're looking so much better
this ones not as... this one is a lot darker
these were very puffy and very large. Very
weird thing that happened so I went to
the gym today and I was there not even
that long.
And we're going to get some light, so you guys can see me. Okay, I turn on some light
Um, my vision is so blurred it honestly looks like there's
fog in my house
it's so weird so bizarre so anyways I
was at the gym today and I was doing an
exercise with you know those like
elastic band cables that are used for
like stretching, my pupils are also
extremely dilated because I went to the
eye doctor and they put these drops in
to make them very big, eh maybe their not as
big. So anyways, I was doing the stretch thing
and I was going back with it and I had it on
a pole so I had um... restraint on
the elastic band with the pole and then
I went to an exercise up here and the
elastic band rolled up the back of the
whatever it was the pole that was on so
it was very tight in the back when it
happened so a huge like. I feel like a little out
of it right now so I'm sorry that this
is kind of like I don't really feel
myself right now so the elastic band had
a lot of tension on it and then it
smacked back in my eye
it happened so quick that my eyes weren't
reflexed enough to shut in time so the
elastic band slapped against both my
eyeballs
and immediately I fell down to the
ground and I like I was in shock I was
like what the freak just happened I think
I swore and then like my eyes just
immediately start watering and they hurt
so bad it was like being- i've never been
punched in the face but it felt like
being punched in the face but like
I guess slapped like having your eyeballs
slapped. Is not a good feeling it was so
strange and so bizarre I like didn't
understand what was happening for like
the first like 30 seconds i was so
confused and then I was just like trying
to open my eyes and like they were just
so sensitive and like I like hurt to open
and I felt like I was like going to pass out. Um
like I was like I wanted to sleep like
that was like one of the first things
that I want to do is they just want to
like pass out. I didn't I stayed awake and
I was just like trying to like calm
myself because I was getting like really
worked up and freaked out because I was
like oh my god am I going to be blind
like what's gonna happen and I just
didn't want to have like a panic attack
on top of everything my eyes are like
watering and I just started training
with this trainer who like is the one
who set this up for me he like felt so
bad and was just like trying to help me
and he just kept saying that he was
sorry and then he got me some paper
towels because literally my face was
like dripping down with tears and it
wasn't like crying tears was just like
what is it called
I don't know it I couldn't control it
basically the tears were just coming and
I had like snot coming down my face on
unvoluntary it was unvoluntary. So he
gets me like a wet towel and just like
letting it sit there and just trying to
soothe my eyes and then I stood up like
maybe 15 minutes later and I was like
okay like I can I can see now and then when it happened I was like kind of like I
was like seeing stars an like fuzziness
like I don't know if you've ever been
hit in the head kind of know what I'm
talking about
so all that dissipated I could kind of
see a little bit more clear but my
vision started to blur a little and so
I was like okay I feel like I can
continue working out like I don't wanna
feel like or seem
like a baby so I
started walking on the treadmill
felt fine and then I was like "ok my
vision starting to go a lot more blurry."
so then I was done with the treadmill and then we we're going to
start working out like normal
and I was like ok I'm just curious like at this
point I haven't looked in the mirror and
I went over and looked in the mirror and my eyes were
bloodshot, the bags under my eyes were so
like big and puffy like this you can't even
tell anymore but like they were
literally so thick you could grab the
bag and just like pull on it like it was
that like crazy
I look at myself and I got really
scared i was like oh my God I've never looked so scary in my
life
it's like I need to go home so I was like I
am going to go get my stuff i'm going
to leave so I don't scare anyone by how
I look and then I'm glad I left because
like as I was leaving I like started
like feeling like I was going to have a
panic attack
I just felt very weird and like not
myself I don't know why or what caused
that but I just started getting in my
head I think just it was just like" oh my God is this
gonna be like a permanent damage like my
eyes still really hurt like to feel
really sore" um so I'm like looking on
my gps and my visions like so hard to see
my screen
I'm just like asking siri I'm like is there
a vision care service around here like
Siri help me and so I find this vision
place and I call them like" Hi do you
have any walk-ins right now." And they're like
"yeah actually we do." So I go in, i'm texting Daniel
like sending a picture of like my eyes
and like I'm going to the eye doctor to
figure out what's wrong with me
hopefully nothing wrong and so he's like
he was at lunch and he's like "Do you me to
come meet you ?" and I was like okay
cause I was really scared and I didn't know like
if this is going to be like a permanent
thing or what was going to happen so I go in to the doctor and I have
sunglasses on at this point because my
eyes are very sensitive to light
so I fill out all of paperwork it was so
annoying they're like "Here's five pieces of paper
that you fill out", and I'm like I can't even
like see straight and you're having me
fill out all this paperwork like can we do this
afterwards so like i'm like scribbling on the
papers i'm just upset that i have to
even do this so none of it was legible
sorry about it and finally I get called in
they do all these tests and she looks
in with her magnifying glass and she's
like oh yep your cornea is scratched
oooh yep and I'm like oh my god I start
like breathing really heavily oh my god
oh my god like this is really scary like
this is going to be permanent like she
wasn't saying anything else
she was like checking the other eye , so this is the
eye that's scratched the cornea is
scratched this is fine um it's still really
blurry but it's not scratched and she
was like yeah it's gonna take a while to
heal but it's going to be okay she said that I
got really lucky it was more on the
bottom side of the cornea if it had been
higher could've been a lot more damaging
and
oh my god would I have been blind like could thi- could I've like lost vision in that eye
or what would have happened? Maybe my
vision would be reduced? I don't know
so it was really scary moment because
like you're like having vision is so
like until you're like I don't know
I feel like people like- uh what is that word
like i still feel so out of it take it
for granted vision they take their
vision for granted i know there's so
many people who are blind in this
world but like to be faced with like
wondering like if you're vision is
going to like go away or something
really made me appreciate the fact that
can see I was just really scared and so
Daniel met up with me and we went home he
filled my prescription me, made me soup and I laid
down i couldn't watch TV because my eyes
were so sensitive to light we closed all
the blinds in the house
close that one and all the ones back
there so I just laid on the couch over
there put the fireplace on and just was
a lazy boy and just sat there its like
Daniel can you read my texts I really
can't see like the screen was so blurry
because the drops that they added made
it even more blurry for my eyes it
wasn't just the fact that my eyes got
slapped it was the fact that there were
these droplets for the tests
so anyways that is what happened when
my eyes nearly went blind
possibly so there you go there's the
story umm.. hope you all enjoyed it if you did
give it up thumbs up uhh... the picture from the
thumbnails like right after it happened
or not right after it happened maybe like 40
minutes after it happened because I was
in the gym laying down for a while so
that's an example of kind of what it
would look like
so I'm gonna go i I can't record
anything else
this is my video for the day because
my eyes are so sensitive there's no way I
could put ring lights up and film
video so thank you guys for all your
tweets and concerns about me umm I
love you I will see you all tommorow
Good damn, bye!
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