you know it's kind of hard to trust
someone when you don't know who that
someone really is
i had this um dream
that kind of seems normal at the time
but when you wake
what is your dream that i was an avenger
what is your story that i was
anything more than the assassin they
made me
i've lived a lot of lives before i met
you ross
are you okay why wouldn't it be you keep
being hard on yourself
i used to have nothing i was trying to
actually do something good
and then i got this to make up for all
the pain and suffering that we caused
this job trying to be more than just a
trained killer
and i was i was better because of it
well
then you were fooling yourself because
pain
and suffering is every day and we are
both still a trained killer
that one she has fire what was her name
natasha
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i tend not to weave over that i'm
russian where i was
little natasha all indoctrinated into
the western agenda
i'm a shield shadow once we knew you
were ill i was tasked to you by director
fury
i'm here on behalf of shield you are
mind-blowing
how do you do it there's not many people
who can sneak up on me oh no the truth
is a matter of circumstance it's not all
things to all people
all the time neither am i you just tear
things up you're a triple imposter i've
never seen anything like is there
anything real about you
you're a spy not a soldier well it must
be hard to shake the double agent thing
that
sticks in the dna it's a tough way to
live how long before you trust me
i chose to go west to become an avenger
the last five years i've been trying to
do one thing get to right here
you run away to fight in the wrong war i
have a very specific skill set
i'm in the middle of an interrogation
this moron is giving me everything
i don't give
oh everything find this amazing natasha
not just a spy not just toppling
regimes destroying empires from within
but why are you sliming don't take it
personal but uh
thank you for your cooperation thank you
for your cooperation with an avenger
you lie and kill in the service of liars
and killers when i first joined shield i
thought i was gone straight
before i worked for shield i uh
in the red room where i was trained
i'm sorry i made a name for myself
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you're made of marble never let me take
your heart idea you pretend to be
separate
to have your own code something that
makes up for the horrors
but they are part of you and here you
are not so sure
and they will never go away i thought i
knew as long as i was telling but
i guess i can't tell the difference
anymore have you ever had someone
take your brain and play pull you out
stuff something else in he takes more
every day get away from her
don't touch her you know deserve to be
unmade
you know that i do children who don't
have anyone to protect them
just like us when we were small maybe
one in 20 survives the training becomes
a widow the rest he kills
what if i fail you'll never fail
she had nothing the restroom is your
home now i gave her home
i gave her love to him we are just
things
they have a graduation ceremony and did
you ever wish for kids
did you bring any now why don't you hug
her and find
out i never
let myself be alone long enough to think
about it they sterilize you
yeah that's what happens when the
restroom gives you an involuntary
hysterectomy
makes everything easier even killing you
still think your little
monster on the team
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oh
uh
you got some nerve i'll give you that
we should know i'm a better shot than a
pissed off
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do we know if she had family yeah
us they treated me like family this
family
people who have friends don't call me
really family
rogers is on the run you got no friends
you let them go now
we played well where are they now
we're not really talking right now so i
hear things
something about the avengers getting
divorced yes where is
that family now you're coming for me
i'm not the one that needs to watch
their back you just didn't want your
baby sister to
tag along whilst you saved the world
with the cool kids
family back together i guess you weren't
really my sister
who cares that wasn't real and the
avengers aren't really your family
no leave it leave it leave it go wait in
the car i remember this day i knew all
the presents under the tree were just
empty boxes but
i didn't care i wanted to open every
single one so just for a second it would
feel real
our family was never real so there's
nothing to hold on to
did you ever look for your parents
you're not even the first mother that
abandoned me
my mom abandoned me in the straight like
garbage oh you weren't abandoned
what was my mother's name you were
selected by a program that assessed the
genetic potential in infants
where we buried her there was a tree
but your mother she never stopped
looking for you the pink
blossom beautiful she was
like you in that way she was relentless
and there was a tombstone
with her name engraved on it jacob had
her killed
what was her name i thought about her
every day of my life
ah no
you don't feel anything
tell me how did you keep your heart your
pain only makes you stronger
pain only makes us stronger i don't want
to go back there
stay in ohio and we'll tell you now who
do you want me to be
how about a friend what bullet does that
agent barton was sent to kill me bullets
arrows
he made a different call but you seek
lies
in front of you as does what you fear
i got rid of my ledger i got red in my
ledger
i'd like to wipe it out i'd like to wipe
it out
i'm still trying to be better can you
wipe out
that much red in order to take the stone
you must lose that which you love
what a loki do to you draco's daughter
is this your wanted past
really unclear you killed her
drakov's daughter was collateral damage
you find it difficult to look at her
i'm not the killer that little girls
call their hero you want to tell her
you're sorry and you you got out
draco made sure no one could escape are
you gonna say anything
a soul for a soul i'm gonna open the
door
you're gonna come after me it's okay
it's okay whatever it takes
even if there's a small chance that we
can undo this
i mean we owe it to everyone who's not
in this room to try that's all it's been
about bringing everybody back
i should have come back for you you
don't have to say that it's okay
your ledger is dripping it's gushing red
and you think
saving a man no more virtuous than
yourself will change anything
i'm trying to save your life you idiot
yeah well i don't want
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are you sure you're ready for the world
to see you because you really are
i don't judge people on their worst
mistakes maybe you should
you didn't if it can work out with the
four of us you know there may be
some hope for the avengers a little bit
this is gonna work steve
i know i will hi bruce what are you
doing
i'm running with it that with you
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where in the world am i not a threat
you're not a threat to me
our fight is over it was real to me too
now you sound like you but you don't
take care of yourself okay don't worry i
got this
you win
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what was i supposed to do you're the
only superhero person that i know
you hope for the best and make do with
what you get
well if you're leaving then i guess you
should take those stuff
does have a lot of fucking very handy
pockets yeah i got a great team
nothing lasts forever i took my
childhood
you took my choices and tried to break
me i'm
but you're sorry gonna do that to
anybody ever again
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it's funny my whole life i didn't think
i had any family turns out i got two
thank you
let me go you guys go
i'll stay please
sacrifice her life for that goddamn
stone she put her life on it
we have to make it worth it you know i
wish there was a way
that i could let her know
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are we one she knows
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you