hi everyone caroline here last month i went without wearing my crystals and i'm definitely
not going to be doing it again nope i won't be doing it again and i'll tell you why in a minute
but first if you are a crystal lover and you've been wearing your crystals consistently for
a long time how long have you gone without wearing your crystals what's the longest time period and
what did you notice what did you experience what did you observe let me know in the comment section
because i did it and oh my god oh my god never again you know i've been working with crystals for
a long time and they support me in many many areas including my spiritual life my physical life my
mental life my emotional life everything crystals have just been my thing especially when it came
to awakening and really evolving and growing in my own personal life but in spite of all these things
that i use crystals for the main thing that really drew me to start working with crystals
was my emotions especially anger which really used to affect my mood and i've talked about this in
several videos and events talked about specific crystals that i have used successfully to help
me bring this under control so it's an open secret and i must say i've really been successful at it
anywho last month i decided to do an experiment i decided not to wear any of my crystals on my
physical body for one month yup one month and keep this in mind i have been wearing crystals
on my physical body consistently for eight years without fail but i decided to take them all
off and experiment and see how my emotions would be affected remember my emotions were
one of the first things that drew me to start working with crystals so i wanted to see
how would i feel without my crystals after all these years how would i feel emotionally how would
i feel in terms of my mood my attitude how would i behave without my crystals on me helping and
supporting me in different situations that were challenging for me how would i feel would i feel
good all the time would i be moody would i feel bad all the time what kind of person would i be
you know i was curious i wanted to know whether my energy had gotten so used to having the crystal
energy on it to the point where i would feel something or nothing or whatever you know those
kinds of interesting things i just wanted to experiment with this so that i can know whether
it really mattered whether i wore the crystals on my body or not and oh my god let me just tell you
it was a long month it was a long 30 days it was a long four weeks and i am not going to be doing it
again i tell you that is for sure you know what i mean i am not going to be trying to exist without
my crystal babies my loving companions my healing friends those that work with me in this journey in
this lifetime and i'm even more convinced that these crystal beings are my definite support
system and they are on all levels at least for me the best spiritual tools and i am truly truly
blessed to have been awakened to their presence to their energy and to have fallen or risen in love
with them and if you love your crystals maybe you feel the same way as i do but let me also be clear
about this this specific video is about a specific observation that i made based on a specific aspect
of an experiment which is my emotions and how i feel or how i have felt without the crystals on my
physical being after having won them consistently for a long period of time so this is just related
to the emotional aspect of my experiment even though there's other things physical body mind
spirit which is all connected this specific one is just about the emotional observation
okay all right anyway the first week without my crystal started off fine everything was so nice
and everything was so calm and everything was so good and remember i was doing an experiment so my
observation and my keenness in terms of noticing what was going on with me was really on point
and if you've been watching my videos regularly you may have heard me saying several times how
it is very important for me to notice what's happening with my energy or how different things
affect me and i also always encourage you to do the same kind of notice what's going on with your
energy and how different things are affecting you because i always believe that it's just not
worth it at least for me these days to just do things for the sake of doing things it's very
important to know why we're doing certain things why we're working with certain tools and whatnot
because who just wants to fly around you know blindly or just kind of wing things and even
though it seems like it's the easiest option to just be asleep to a lot of these things sometimes
well for certain people it's not exciting it's not exciting for me so i like to pay attention
to things like this to know how my energy is being affected by different things and then i also truly
truly believe that once you have experienced something for yourself then you can truly share
those kinds of things in truth because they're coming from an authentic place where you have
walked the talk so you can at least share it and at least come from some genuine you know kind of
place which i think is such a really good place to come from when we're helping each other and
sharing information in different kinds of digital format or even in real life right who wants like
fake fake things everybody wants kind of truth speak the truth from your heart how you know it
and share it i believe it's a much more helpful place to come from right and i know many of you
agree with me yeah okay anyway week one was great and i was feeling like oh wow this is
great i feel awesome and i'm carrying the energy of the crystals that i usually wear this energy
is already well integrated in my physical body it's all well integrated in my energetic body
it's awesome you know thank god for the black tourmaline that i always wear its energies around
me my rhodonites my red garnets you know all those beautiful crystal combinations or whatever it is
that i've been working with are doing me good and serving me right well right now i feel awesome you
know that was the general vibe of the first week of not wearing my crystals but let me tell you
when week two came around things changed i started unraveling i started noticing how my emotions were
going off balance man i started being on edge i was edgy i was so tense i tell you something
completely changed in the second week of me not wearing crystals i was getting so irritated and
so angry at the tiniest little things and it was happening so quickly it wasn't like a gradual step
like oh on the second day of the second week i was noticing a shift in my energy or in my emotions
no it was just like i suddenly just noticed that i was angry on a specific day in that week
it was just like deep and intense anger irritation like mood swing and whatnot i was just like oh my
gosh what just happened it was like i suddenly just crashed and then it became like total crap
from that point and for the rest of the two weeks before the last week of the month those two weeks
were like horrible i felt like my hormones were totally out of balance and it's not periods okay
it's not okay but my mood definitely changed for the worst and i found myself hovering daily
between the emotions of anger negative mental thoughts about myself and especially about others
man it was crazy if someone crossed my path in a bad way i would just be automatically going on the
wrong side of things it was just like oh my gosh carolyn what are you doing what are you thinking
it was well do you know what i mean the thoughts were like oh
well it's not me it's them and they're really really bad not me them okay
i tell you you know these things happen so i really had to kind of bite my tongue as well
you know because i was really getting pissed off at people in fact someone made the mistake of
kind of noticing my mood and asking me whether i was feeling depressed oh my gosh i jumped on
that person so bad i was like oh sure well it was really really something else so that was part of
my experiment so i had to continue through the process and meanwhile i was trying to really get
myself like emotionally together but it was a real real struggle it was hard for me to really
focus on my emotion and bring things in balance meanwhile i still kept doing every
other thing that i had to do daily it was a struggle but i wasn't really enjoying those
things thankfully the results were still there because you know you put in the work at least
you get the results but it was just so so hard and i was really really shocked at myself to be quite
honest at how i was not able to really really bring myself in balance because i kind of felt
like there was so many things that were coming into my life experience at that particular time
that i didn't like and because i was having all these negative emotions and they kept piling up
and i was trying to control myself and control other people and control my emotions and feel
good i was not really wild but inside me there's all these raging feelings about different kinds
of things and i was thinking about things negatively and it was kind of hard for me
to come in balance and i of course i wanted to but anyway it was an experiment and i was just
like okay let me see how much more i can take of this so week two and three were really really
tough weeks for me and that's the honest-to-god truth and i was really really shocked i was like
caroline what's wrong with you okay whatever whatever whatever anyway that's what happened
so now week four comes along this is the final week and week four is very very different from
week one which was amazing week two and three which was horrible week four of my experiment
ended up not being so bad which was such a huge relief for me i noticed that i was still on edge
but i was better able to manage my emotions i was better able to balance things out i was better
able to calm myself down quickly it was much much quicker kind of my mind had cleared a lot
more in that time frame and things were just a little bit better i was more tolerant with others
tolerant with myself and i even managed to have a few genuine laughs with some people i managed to
enjoy myself i managed to have some very inspiring conversations with some people i was generally
feeling good in week four so in reviewing this little experiment of mine what i think made week
four a good week was the idea maybe that in my mind i knew that the experiment was about to
be over and i was about to be reunited with my crystal babies i could feel the energy and the
pull of my crystals also calling me and the fact that i knew that well in a few more days this is
going to be over and me and my crystals would be reunited you know it's almost like my crystals are
my babies and they have been away from home and they're coming home to mama and i feel that pull
and i feel they call and i want them and they want me and it was just that whole psychology of
the whole thing that made me start feeling so much better and in the meantime what i had done is that
i had cleansed my crystals and had placed them out to charge for one whole month and they were
looking nice and happy and renewed and recharged and honestly i really couldn't wait for the fresh
reunion and continued love and friendship between me and my crystal babies i couldn't wait and i am
not planning to do this experiment again unless i am guided to i'm not planning to part with my
crystal babies they're always always going to be somewhere on my physical body this is just how
wonderful i feel when i'm wearing my crystals and i'm just being honest about this i love love
love love love love love my crystal babies being on my being either as pendants or as bracelets
that's it the baby's got to stay with mama you know what i mean so crystal lovers what's
the longest time you've ever been without wearing your crystal babies and how was it for you let me
know in the comment section and until next time crystal love forever okay i love you guys bye