hey guys so for today's video we are doing my second project pan update of this year it has
been another eight weeks and I'm here for update I honestly didn't want to film this video but I
did finish two products completely so like I feel like I'm just being really hard on myself right
now and I've also just kind of been in like a weird mood with makeup so I asked my bright
besties last night actually I was like should I still film a project pan update even if there
isn't much progress and they're all like yes do it like we want to support you so I'm doing this
update even though I'm not like I'm not feeling it right now so I want to get a little personal
here for a second and if you want to see just the project pan update like you just don't care about
me which is fine like I'll leave the times down below like personally I'm the type of person that
really hyper fixates on things and I've learned this over the past couple years about myself like
I just focus on one thing and that's all I want to do that's all I want to talk about and then I
move on to something else and in my life this is kind of like rotated between makeup Fitness my
relationship dog training like I just go through all these different like phases of things that I'm
just super interested in and that's all I want to do and so earlier this year that Focus was
Project pan like all I wanted to do was watch Project Pam videos I wanted to talk about it I
wanted to go through all my makeup look at all my pants and right now my hyper fixation or the thing
I'm just really focused on is like my health and fitness like my health and fitness is that it's
Peak right now like I'm getting all my workouts in my strength is improving I'm getting my steps
in I'm drinking my water I'm tracking my macros like my health is really great right now but my
want to do makeup and my want to like wear makeup isn't really there right now so over the past I
think it's been eight weeks since my last update I really haven't worn much makeup and I haven't
really been playing with makeup and I don't like that feeling because in my mind it makes me feel
like that I've kind of fallen out of love with makeup but I know that this is always just a
phase for me I fall in and out of it all the time I think part of it is too it's just like
the makeup Trend right now is very natural just very easy clean girl makeup aesthetic and I love
that aesthetic but because that's the trend and because that's the kind of makeup I want to wear
I don't find myself playing with eyeshadow anymore like honestly the last thing I want to do right
now is play with an eyeshadow palette and I hate saying that because I've like you know I kind of
Built My Career on using eyeshadow palettes but I just have to remind myself like this is a phase
it'll come back I still love eyeshadow deep down but like I just want to wear makeup looks like
this right now I just want to have like perfect Flawless skin and like today I did a little fun
green eyeliner to match my shirt because I was like oh that'd be kind of fun like this is as
much makeup as I want to wear right now and I think I just need to like accept that but it's
kind of hard for me to come up with video ideas when I've been so focused on eyeshadow tutorials
for so long and right now eyeshadow was the last thing I want to put on my face like I'm just being
straight up with you so okay so how does this relate back to project pan what is my point
I haven't really been focusing on my project pan items like yes I have finished up to the items and
I'm still getting some use out of the things but I'm not like super into it like I was before and
part of me was like oh I should just give up like I'm gonna quit but that's why I asked my bright
besties I was like what do I do and they're like film the video like we want to support you so here
we are so going off all the things I just said like if there's any kind of video you want to see
for me that's not eyeshadow related please let me know because I'm kind of open to suggestions right
now and just switching things up and you guys know like I have been switching things up this
year but I'm just I'm just in a weird headspace right now and this kind of happens like every
spring time when the weather gets warmer like I just want to focus on myself and my body and
my fitness just because like it's nice outside right like I want to tan I want to look good so
that's where my brain's at right now but let me give you my Partridge pan update okay let's start
on a high note here I completely finished my Sigma under eye color correcting Duo I've talked about
this in a few videos now so if you've watched my other videos you already know this but I finished
this like very quickly after my last update and I'm so dang happy I did open a brand new one and
like it's just so pretty to look at a brand new one right but I decided not to put this new one
in my current project just because I know that this is an item I'm going to grab for mostly
every time I do my makeup or if I'm just wearing like a natural no makeup look so here's my empty
one here's my new one and I'm happy with that like I hit my goal so I think that's something I should
be proud of you know I know in my last update I talked a lot about my Urban Decay hydromaniac in
my Nars a sheer glow Foundation I still have not finished either of them and this is like
the update that I'm kind of disappointed in and I was really hoping that I would have finished
one of these by now but honestly I have two New Foundations in my collection so I've been trying
out the new Too Faced Born This Way healthy glow and then the new say one and I really like both
of these I'm wearing this one today on my face but but it's like you know when you get something
new and exciting like this is what I want to put on my face not something that's like I've
had for years and years so I think what I might need to do is like low-key like hide these from
myself for like a week or two and just like make myself use this one or this one because I'm so
dang close like there's a little bit of windowing happening at the bottom here and it like it feels
like nothing it's so dang close and then same with this Nars one too again when I look at the
bottom of the bottle I can see the bottom I can see that there's like you know only a little bit
of product left so I'm so dang close so I really hope my next update at least one of these will be
finished this dang cosis eyebrow pencil I swear I use this almost every single time I do my makeup
but I have been trying out two other new brow pencils I'll talk about those in a second too
but like I was using this as like my main eyebrow pencil in the progress is so tiny and I'm just
like look at my tiny paper it's just like not even it's like a centimeter of use every eight
weeks which is crazy to me so if you need like a lot long lasting eyebrow pencil like this is the
one to go for and again I still like to use it but the other two I've been trying out was the Lawless
eyebrow pencil and then give Beauty sent me a PR package and they have two eyebrow pencils that I
was just kind of trying out so I tried this one by give today it has like this weird tip to it and it
was kind of fun to try but it's like whenever I try something new I know I'm not using my project
pan item but it's like I still want to try new makeup obviously so it's just hard to find a
balance between that between getting use out of my older stuff but still enjoying the new things my
house loves eyeliner though it shows quite a bit of progress like I want to say it's like almost a
whole inch since my last update but I do gotta say when I was going to sharpen it recently like the
whole thing is like about to oh look at this I can pull it out is there only that much product left
so I don't think this is a good sign that the eyeliner is literally falling out of it
um I've definitely got more use out of it I mean clearly this might have to end its life
sooner than expected just because it's kind of falling out and getting all over the place but
overall I'm very happy with the size of this like this is probably the shortest eyeliner I've ever
owned like it's just it's a cute little nub now you know I love it but also going off that thing
how I want to wear a new makeup I also still use my old stuff is like I was using the Wonder skin
eyeliners for quite a bit there I love these in my tight line I have the black one just in
my tight line today and like these last really nicely and this is one that I use more when I
want kind of a smudgy smoky look but if I want something that's really long wearing I'll grab
for this so just kind of like depends on my needs that day you know what I mean but this also brings
me back to my point where it's like I want to wear more natural makeup looks now so I'm not
really wearing smudgy Smoky black eyeshadow and eyeliner right now so I mean I'm pretty dang close
to finishing this so I should be proud of that but that's that's my struggle right now and then
my Charlotte Tilbury lip liner an iconic nude Still Loving still using the progress again is
really slow on this one but I'm getting quite a bit of use out of this so I think it's just
kind of like a long lasting product I am wearing this today with a little bit of this elf lipstick
and no doubt on top for a cute little nude lip combo like I'm wearing this lip liner all the
time it's just taking forever to get through and then for my Nars soft matte concealers I didn't
really have like an end goal for this I think my goal is just to like use it for as long as I can
before it goes bad like by the end of this year I would definitely throw these out if I still
have product left just because I think I've had these for two or three years now and they're like
they're they're a little gross inside but I'm very happy with the size of progress and the holes on
these like they just get bigger and bigger each day I'm now just like using the product on the
side so that's exciting and I do use one of these at least every single time I do my makeup now in
the spring summer I'm gonna be more self-tanned so I'll probably use my tan shade more but this
one's good like under the eyes for just like a little bit of coverage so I still like these I
still love using it and I'm still trying to decide like once I want to get rid of these like would I
repurchase the same concealer because I do really love it but if you guys have a potted concealer
like this it's just like a good full coverage concealer let me know what else ones you like
I know like glossier has one in a pot but I think it's a like a dewy finish and I don't want a dewy
finish so honestly I might just repurchase these towards the end of the year another product I did
finish though and I hit my goal on for my project pan was my Too Faced hangover primer this is all
I have left of it because a bug crawled into the other end but I only had like two or three uses
left of the product if you want to see that whole story where I talk about this whole bug in my
primer thing I'll link it down below because that was in my empties video where I talked about it
but I like this primer I'm super glad I finished it and I did replace it with something I don't
know if I mentioned this in my last update but I did replace it with the Smashbox photo finish
primerizer apparently they don't make this one anymore they like redid their primers again and
they don't have like a primerizer but they have another really hydrating one anyways this one's
pretty similar to The Hang over one in my opinion this one was just kind of like thicker this one's
definitely more lightweight and I used it today I usually need about like two or three pumps so
I feel like I could go through this pretty quick I did Mark it when I first started using this in
my project pants so I haven't had much progress but there's a tiny bit and I'm not really sure
what my goal is for this product I don't think it's going to be finish it completely because
I still want to like rotate through my other products I think what I'm gonna do is just like
pick a spot and Mark it once I hit that that'll be my goal I thought I was almost done filming
but I'm literally forgetting about four products over here how could I forget my hourglass powders
I still have not hit pan on these I swear this hourglass bronzer is never ending every single
time I use this which is almost every time I do my makeup I like use it put on my face and
then I like stare deeply into the pan to see if there's like a little snippet of a pan or
anything and there's not I feel like I'm so close to hitting pan and it's like I've also been using
this on my eyes as an eyeshadow like I'm trying to get more use out of it I'm like bringing it
down my neck and bronzing my whole body with this I freaking love this bronzer I still love using it
it's actually kind of funny because there was one day where I just wanted to like grab a different
bronzer and I used my older Fenty ones the Fenty powder ones because I feel like everyone's been
talking about them recently and just kind of like rediscovering an old favorite and I kind
of realized I don't really like the Fenty bronzers like whenever I use those I would still put this
on top because this is my favorite powder bronzer so the progress is definitely slow with this one
but it's okay because it is my favorite bronzer in my collection and then in my hourglass blush
quad I still have not hit pan yet but I think the reason is because now it's like spring and summer
I want to wear more brighter blushes so like in the winter in the fall I usually grab for these
two shades but now I want more brighter Shades so I've been using these two shades more so or
even just like swirl them all together and kind of create a little pretty blush it's still going
to be a while till I hit pan on this but again I still love using it I love hourglass powders
they're just so pretty and lightweight and have a beautiful Sheen to them so I'm not that upset
about not hitting pan yet because I still like to use it you know and then I think I mentioned
in my last update that I did roll in the two rare Beauty powder highlighters that I have these have
literally been the only powder highlighters I've been using like I don't even think I have another
one in my drawer nope like this is it oh my gosh Angela scraped a little bit of it's like cheating
um anyways still love using these I use these pretty much every single time I do my makeup
as well I'm actually using the lighter shade a lot more than I thought the shade enlightened
so I use Enlighten a lot in my inner Corner my brow bone highlight and then I use Exhilarate
a lot kind of more like on my lid as like a little Shimmer eyeshadow shade and then on my
cheekbones I actually like to mix them together so I definitely get a lot of use out of both of these
Shades but I think I'm gonna hit pan on Enlighten first like I said I use this for my inner corner
and I always use my e33 brush for this and I have a really good sized Dent right in this
little spot so whenever I use it I'm like dipping my brush into that little spot and just a little
beautiful I love it I did also decide to roll two new products into my project pan just because I
would like to hit pan on them that's the goal pretty plain and simple one of them being the
Urban Decay stay naked The Fix Foundation powder I don't think they even sell this anymore but I
have had this for years at this point and I don't use this as an actual Foundation powder I really
don't like Foundation powders I like to use this more to kind of like brighten up underneath my
contour and blush or if I really need to like sit in the creases of my eyes I'll take a brush and
just like really dig into my crease to set it also use this to set my eyelids and I did hit pan on my
Charlotte Tilbury powder of this earlier this year in the shade number one and I kind of use those in
similar ways and I was like I think I could hit pan on this so I have a pretty good dent going
on again I'm just trying to hit that one spot in this product every single time I use it so
I think I think pan is possible it's definitely gonna happen and the other product I wanted to
roll in just to hit pan on is a cream bronzer just because I feel like I have a lot of cream bronzers
right now that I'm I'm using and loving and I did hit pan on my makeup by Mario one early this year
the soft gold skin enhancer this one's probably my favorite Korean bronzer that I have but like
that's a really good size pan right and I was like well let's hit pan on another cream bronzer so I
am rolling in the say sun melt cream bronzer in light bronze I do have a pretty good dip happening
in this product right now but like if you look at how tall the product is like it's gonna be
a while till I hit Pam but I think it's definitely possible especially now just going into the spring
and summer like I love wearing cream products and I feel like I used to love this cream bronzer but
ever since I started using other ones like the rare booty bronzer stick the makeup Revolution
cream bronzer I kind of just like forgot about this one so I wanted to bring it back and hit some
pan on this so we will see how long that takes oh I almost forgot about something the Fenty Beauty
gloss bomb and fussy this is another product I'm kind of disappointed in my progress I have not
been using this as much as I wanted to I've just been kind of more into like lip oils recently I
just haven't been wearing this as much um so I don't really know what to do I kind of might do
a similar thing with the Smashbox primerizer and just kind of like you know pick a spot on there
because I don't know if I'll actually finish this completely and I think if I set the goal of trying
to finish it completely it's going to turn into like a hate pan even though I do really like this
color maybe I'm just like do I need to like fall back in love with it I don't know I'll put some on
might as well get a use out of it right all right so that is going to wrap up my second
project pan update I will check back in in about eight weeks or so and let you
know how things are going I freaking hope I will finish one of these foundations by
then I think that's gonna be like my main goal the next eight weeks finish one of these if I
do that I'll be pretty dang happy if you did listen to me ramble in the beginning of this
video about my struggles and just my hyper fixations thank you I appreciate you but I
hope you enjoy this video thank you so much for watching and don't forget to like And subscribe