I'm not a poor thing.
I have made it this way with my strength.
Everyone was talking about their
personal lives, but they saw my
thing because they would support a star.
So maybe I've become the breaking news
because of this and not because
I'm Naawaz's wife.
When I was passing during the divorce
process, that was also not that bad.
One woman was so insulted on a platform
just for a small saitary pad.
See the negativity in Pooja Ji
She could think like that.
See, I never thought that
I would have to come out in such a way,
but yeah, there is a small regret,
but it is a good thing that the audience
has written positive feedback.
So yesterday night I saw it for the
audience. Thank you
so much that you guys supported me so
I could say that even after losing,
I'm coming out as a winner.
This has happened well for me.
See, I didn't come to create an identity
like the way they have made me in the
house how I went was like that;
that was how my nature was, but yes,
I wanted the way people wanted
it—the way people write about me,
the way people think about me.
You know a lot of negative comments
used to come against me because
I chose the wrong voice. See,
I always have a problem with the things
that I feel are wrong.
I would tell them on the face so that
people would have a stardom that
it's a star's wife because
she can't do anything so she could
be targeted over there.
Also, the wrong things
I saw of Pooja Ji or of others,
I stood and spoke.
No one could raise their voices for them,
but I did because even today's audience
see it and believe she is doing the wrong
thing. See, Salman ji,
a star would support a star,
so there is no doubt in that,
I could expect this much from Salman sir
and the thing that he said,
he said it wrong because they didn't know
that in 12 days I just talked twice,
once about my personal life, and that too,
Abhisheks Abhishek said to that sister,
You tell me, I want to know about you,
maybe I don't know much about you,
so since he said to me,
"fine, we'll do some general talk.
We talked, and within 5 minutes,
we ended the conversation,
and one time, while preparing food,
I told him about your love story.
I think sir and many people were there,
so that time I had a small talk and
nothing more than that, and
I think I talked so much that
every person was talking about
their personal life, but he saw
my talk because he would support
a star because of course NawazUddin,
whoever he is, he has worked with him,
and he supported him,
and thinking about this thing,
I wasn't that upset because
I knew that was the support
I was going to get
so that didn't effect me,
but yeah, it was my mistake,
I accepted it, and I said sorry.
For me, the thing that Pooja Ji
has said is victim card, so first
victim card I have said this from
the first day that I'm not a poor thing,
I'm not a poor thing, and
I have made this thing with my strength,
and the first day since Salman ji
said or many people said you don't
have any followers, nor do people
know you, nor have you done anything,
so why have you come to this place,
and do you think between so many
people you can survive between them,
which people have a big name and have
a lot of followers?
I would like to say one thing that
I didn't get much time that time,
but whenever I saw a bad thing,
I raised my voice against it,
so maybe I have become the
breaking news because of this.
see in pooja ji what negitivity
is there she can think about
this thing only
I didn't have that negitivity
in me I wished her and before
wishing I had the cake because
cake was there and for many days
we didn't get sweet so in my head
it was like cake has come in so
if it is celebrated then everyone
will eat it its for all so
I picked up the plate and had it
within me it's not like this girl
has said this in me for me it
matters that its cake and for a
week or two
I mean for whatever it was for
how many days we didn't get sweet
in that greed I had that cake
and another in my brain there was
no intention or in wrong thoughts
that which pooja ji had said maybe
how pooja ji think maybe because
of that see would have to see it
that way the people around her
so I don't think like that
I don't have this in my head in
my head it was cake I picked the
cake and ate it That's it
encounter if I tell you the truth
you come in front of me you come
and know about me and maybe you
would love me you won't hate me
maybe I could turn your hate
into love I do have so much
strength that I can prove it maybe
I have given it to my friends so
maybe I know it so maybe I know
how many days I stay somewhere
or the other they would miss me
I have given them so much love
and if I was such a negative lady
then maybe
I would come into her space and
talk it out.
Maybe I have always run away
from such things, and they have
always complained that
she doesn't come, doesn't talk,
and hides. What should
I say in front of them who cannot
respect my talk, who cannot
understand my talk, whose aura
and energy don't connect me?
So how should I talk to him?
I'm not fake enough to say that
I'll sit with him and then sit
with him or gossip about him with him.
What I feel is wrong,
I say it on their face.
Of course, Avishek Avishek is the first
brother, like really I said it before that
it's been 30 years and I didn't tie rakhi.
I only had one brother,
and he passed away,
after that I didn't tie rakhi to anyone
and I have never tied rakhi to
anyone because it was not required,
but with him, I had good feelings,
and he also loves me a lot,
so I would like to keep a relation
with him. even jiya and akansha,
but yes, the closest relation that
you can say with whom
I feel most comfortable was Avishek.
Yes, for him, in my mind,
it's not hate, whatever it was in my heart
I said it on social media,
but now I don't talk about the past,
honestly telling myself
I'm so tired of that past.
The people reacting to that thing are
so emotional that I don't want
to talk about that past now,
and in the future,
I don't want to talk about it.
No, I have not met him,
but he talked on a video call.
We talked, but yesterday
I was so mentally tensioned after
leaving from there that
I couldn't talk for just 5 minutes
because I wasn't in the mood to talk.
I couldn't come out of that aura
because he had insulted a woman
so much on a platform for a
small sanitary pad.
For me, I didn't have such an intention.
If I had to put it in their face,
I wouldn't want to hide.
I really felt bad that it would
take me a lot of time for me to
come out so much. I mean,
while coming out of the divorce
process was also not that bad,
how much this is mentally,
I have become one woman who
can make another woman so bad.
I mean, they have shown it
so much in their character and
one good personality that
I mean, one simple life was going
to be spent by a lady,
and you are pointing out that
your like, this means what you
want to tell me so much that
things have hurt me,
but coming out of those things
has been tough for me a lot,
and I'll come out.
I don't think about it much,
but yes, it would take some
time because now
I'm still in its hangover.
My daughter asked mumma to
share your experience that
what happened to my daughter
is a bit like that mummy
she did like this
I feel angry she a this she
a that so I told her just one
thing child from negative energy
I came out in positive energy
so you just do one thing in
life that when there is a negative thing
you stay positive but she mumma
but negative people win
So she said this thing to me:
how many bad people are there
They win, they win, so
I said no, you see,
who would be the true one
That person will only win,
so she couldn't believe that
because she is seeing those things
that the person who is spreading
more negativity is getting more
importance, so I'll explain it to her
in my language, so I said to her that
I'll come, we'll go to the beach,
we'll both sit on the beach and
talk about it, and we'll have a
good discussion on it right now.
I'm not at this stage,
so I'll come and only talk.
Hi, this is Aaliya Siddiqui.
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