- We used to talk through our windows.
(gentle music)
Myra didn't wanna wake up her dad
so she made us use a code.
(birds chirping)
- This memory.
Why do you think it's coming back now?
- I don't know,
I never drove down as much as I should have.
And now after we saw the house,
I won't see that window anymore.
- So you feel like you're losing her again.
Stefani, I know losing someone to suicide can be hard
and I know it's even harder to say goodbye.
- I've said goodbye.
- Have you deleted the voicemail?
- Yeah, a long time ago.
- Okay, look, maybe before you leave the house,
it'd be a good idea to sit down and write Myra a letter.
All right, you can say all the things you wanted to,
say goodbye.
- I'll try.
(gentle music)
(car whirring)
(door banging)
(birds chirping)
(keys whirring)
- [Myra] Hey Stef, this is Myra
would you believe me if I said I'm calling
from the basement, knowing how scared we used to be?
- Myra, I'm sorry I didn't pick up.
I could have.
I could have...
Could have saved you.
(gentle music)
(pen clattering)
Hey.
I miss you.
(person sighing)
(dog barking)
(light whirring)
(person breathing)
(car beeping)
(light whirring)
(insects chirping)
Hey Myra.
(dramatic music)
(person breathing)
(light buzzing)
(door clattering)
(objects clattering)
(phone buzzing)
(door creaking)
(dramatic music)
Myra?
(phone buzzing)
- [Myra] Hey Stef.
Would you believe me if I said
I'm calling from the basement
knowing how scared we used to be.
- Stop it.
- [Myra] The way you swore
that flashlight protected us.
(dramatic music)
- [Stef] Stop playing this.
- [Myra] We couldn't take it anymore.
We ran into my room
and flashed those lights through the windows.
Do you remember that?
I did that last night.
Shined a light into your window.
- Stop playing this.
- [Myra] Heard me, half expecting you to flash back.
(footsteps clattering)
(lights buzzing)
It's your fault, Stefani.
- She didn't say that.
- [Myra] You could have saved me.
You could have saved me Stefani.
- [Stef] I couldn't.
- [Myra] You had just picked up.
- [Stef] That's not what she said.
- [Myra] Didn't pick up.
(objects whirring)
(person crying)
- She just said bye.
(torch clicking)
(birds chirping)
(boot banging)
(gentle music)
(footsteps walking)
- [Myra] Anyway, I've been talking too long.
All I really wanted to say
was this is nothing to do with you.
I need you to believe that someday.
I love you Stef, bye.
(person breathing)
(gentle music)