“My father”
“He didn’t look like this”
My role in the film is named Wen Xiaoyu
The Fallen Bridge
The film tells a story about humanity, salvation and friendship
She had been well-protected
Or even held captive
However, after she knew about the truth of her father’s death
Her life began to change dramatically
She escaped away from the protection
Desperately wanting to dig out the truth
In 2020, I dined together with Ms. Li Yu and Mr. Fang Li
In that meeting
They generally introduced the story to me
And I really liked it
Even before I read the script
I wrote a letter to her (Li Yu)
Telling her how I felt after finishing reading the script
And some private stories of mine
I probably handled the things which hurt me so much
In the same way as Xiaoyu did
The director might see the stubbornness in me
She told me she cried for that scene
Now I act in a different way
I totally got into the character
I don’t protect myself when I’m acting
When your heart really aches
You might don’t shed tears
And you maybe want to relieve the pain
By hurting your physical body
“Where’s your elder sister?”
“She’s dead”
They were two lonely people
Who huddled together for warmth
“Xiaoyu”
“You are my only daughter from now on”
Mr. Fan Wei is amiable
He made me feel secure
It took us 3 to 4 days to finish the last scene
I kept abusing Mr. Fan Wei
And I even kicked him and spat on him
The character was in a mad status
I forgot to respect him while acting
I only took him as Zhu Fangzheng
But after we finished it, I felt so sorry for him
We really felt relieved
And we hugged each other for long
Now I would jump out of the role after the shooting is completed to protect myself
But I started to do this around two years ago
Li Bala
I tried my best to win the role
The rehearsals lasted for over a year
I was refused and chosed repeatedly
I was totally different from the role
After I finished the shooting
My life changed dramatically
And my family couldn’t accept the new me
I had always been a good girl
But I changed to become rebellious
“Jiaming likes these”
“Jiaming just likes these”
Speaking of Soulmate
For Qiyue, what impressed me the most is her endurance
And her natural and unrestrained status later
“Su Rui, I’m gonna divorce you”
When it comes to Li Xiaonan
Perhaps during that period
I personally could understand the miseries of the role more
I used to be isolated
I liked staying at home
Acting is my only window
To the outside world
Now I have a lot of hobbies
I love exercising and climbing mountains
More outdoor activities
I also make nutritious food for myself
And get to know about more ingredients
I feel I’m interested in more and more things
Actually sometimes a woman can be stronger even than a man
There’s a place in my heart for each role I have played
When I’m dealing with my own problems
I’m more resilient and brave, just like them