My sealed-away calmness can’t be seen
because I’m not showing you it.
My concealed warmth won’t disappear
because I’m not making it disappear.
Hoping to not be meddled with, I secretly wander, always.
This love song came to life and continues to live.
The dreams I was embarrassed of will surely amuse you a little.
Beneath the sky, in the wind, I soar.
When I wrenched my eyes open, it was still so bright.
My eyes remained complacent.
Though I accept everything, I’m not accepted.
I still conceal my fragility.
I want to be forgiven, so I secretly wander, always.
This song is about things like smiles, tears, and love.
My mistaken dream will surely amuse you a little.
Beneath the clouds, in the rain, I was wavering.
Don’t shine a light in—it’s still painful.
I am alone, deep in my consciousness.
I won’t touch anyone else, so I won’t let them touch me.
I remain in meek danger.
I sealed away those days, in which I was flayed, undone, and shunned.
I put my heart to sleep.
Translated by Releska