Where's the dressing room?
I definitely don't want these Amish clothes no more.
Like I want to have, you know, maybe like, a tank top and shorts and take a good swim and
just, you know, have a good time.
Like these Amish clothes.
Absolutely not. Made for the beach.
Just bottom line.
Hey, just like magic, this is how we do.
It's so. Holy moly.
Whoa. Hey, hey.
Yeah. What do you think? Just like.
Magic. Hey, just like magic.
This is how we do. It's so ecstatic.
Abracadabra. Just like.
Magic. I think that's awesome.
You look really good.
A lot better than your Amish clothes.
Yeah.
Yeah, you look good. I love it.
Do this.
Ray looked very stylish, like he had had his shirt unbuttoned majority of the time.
Oh, you were looking at his chest?
No, that's running right past it.
Abracadabra. Just like magic.
It's awesome to be out of the Amish clothes.
I feel so much lighter.
These Amish clothes are just crazy.
They're heavy, sweaty.
They're hot. And the English clothes, They're awesome.
I like it.
Not a big fan.
Kenneth and Amish clothes.
There's nothing to look at but Kenneth and English clothes.
He's not bad looking.
So does it feel weird being being in those clothes?
That's comfortable. It feels.
Better. The guys are having so much fun.
You guys got enough eye candy.
And I feel like the guys just have a more easy way of dressing.
Let's do this. Where is women?
There's so much harder to dress and actually look good.
Fanny, are you okay in there?
I'm okay. I'm not coming out there in these clothes.
I'm putting my dress back. Huh?
I'm not coming out there in those clothes.
They don't fit.
She said she's not coming out.
I completely understand why Fanny didn't want to come out of the dressing room.
Because her whole life, she was taught to dress very modestly and pretty much no skin
showing.
You want me to come in there and check them out.
Because they fit?
Barely. You want to.
Win a beautiful hooker?
You're looking at beautiful.
Porcelain and freaking ham.
You freaking out and asking yourself.
Nope. Sorry.
She's not feeling it.
No, not feeling.
And you can kind of tell in her face and just by her body language that she just didn't
feel comfortable for Fanny.
I think the culture that she grew up with is just a mental war in your head.
After Fanny came out, it was just me and Johnny left.
I'm so excited about my English clothes that I can't wait to go and try them on and go to
the beach.
I mean, growing up Amish and always wearing the same clothes, it's exciting to try on
English clothes. It's something different.
Throws. That looks good on you.
Oh, snap.
I like it.
Johnny seemed really upset.
I get it. I wouldn't want my girlfriend dressed like that in front of other men.
Amish man wants his woman to stay covered up.
So naturally, Johnny being an Amish guy, you know, his woman coming out in front of
everybody wearing a bathing suit, obviously, he's going to be upset.
Did you like seeing your sister dressed like that?
I did not. Did.
I'm okay with us trying out English clothes, but not Rosanna trying out bikinis and stuff.
I'm not okay with that.
It's too much.
It's like everybody looking at her.
That's not who I want to be with.
That's not what I want.
I said, Calvin, don't.
You give me a doughnut too?
Yeah.
Yesterday, Johnny got upset when I came out in a bikini.
And when we got home, he just went to bed.
I want to feel beautiful about myself.
And I totally did not feel beautiful about myself because of Johnny.
So how did you like everything yesterday?
Trying on clothes.
Yeah, I was trying to make it fun.
I mean, when I was a little a little uncomfortable.
About what?
You were in a bathing suit.
I got really upset yesterday when Rose put that bikini on in front of all the guys I
grew up believing a woman should cover herself.
You know we're not supposed to.
Well, that's why I left the Amish is to go out and do stuff like that.
I was just taught to always said, We don't do that.
I don't think it's right that you come out in front of Jeremiah and all the other guys
like that.
If we're going to go to the beach, that's obviously what I'm going to wear.
It's my bathing suit. Yeah.
Well, Fanny knew better.
She didn't come out in her bathing suit.
Well, just because Fanny is not going to wear a bathing suit doesn't mean I'm not like I'm
not. I'm still going to.
Like, if that's what I want to do, that's what I'm going to do.
Every meeting for also set only to be added to in public.
I want a woman that can be modest.
And I love you.
I'm not trying to control you.
I'm just. It's just the way I was taught.
Yeah.
But we all make changes in life, and it's what I want to do.
Yeah. Johnny doesn't even realize what he's doing.
The Amish, they never shamed the men, and they don't know how it feels.
I want to be proud of myself and my body.
I mean, you got me a little tricky.
Maggie don't knows a bathroom on me.
On me. Should. Adam.
You just have to give it more time.
You'll get used to it.
You know, every time it's like this, you always say, I'll get used to it.
And it really doesn't seem like I have gotten used to it anymore than I did.
I know. I'm just saying like, because like when I first left last time, that's how I
felt anyways.
What can't you at least the body is back there?
Well, my body respect.
Isn't that why we're both out here is so we can try different things and do what we want.
I don't want to stay here and share you with everybody in the English world.
I think you should just hold on for a while.
Even harvested a batch and.
No, no. Guess.
Give it another shot.
I don't think Roseanne understands how much I really love her.
I feel like I'm giving up everything I believe in just to make it work for us.
You're done. And drink your coffee and you'll feel better.
You went and down it?
Yeah. I'm not hungry.