Everybody wants to say girls gone wild.
My managers, everybody.
I'm like, "No."
If you're picturing Snoop Dog when you picture this song, it's wrong.
Nate Campany is a wonderful person to write songs with.
He has this face that he makes when I'm doing something that he loves, or say something
that he loves.
It's like your parents when you're on the monkey bars, "Look, look, look, look, look.
Look what I'm doing."
He makes this face and it just makes me want to do more.
I certainly didn't look in the mirror growing up and be like, "You should be seen.
You should be on camera."
It was kind of like, I really want to sing and then it was like, oh Jesus what do I do
about the way I look?
I think that first line is just feeling like discomfort at doing what people wanted me to do.
I don't feel necessarily any more at home with my own type of people.
Even when I'm like my most comfortable peeps, I feel a little bit like a lot of people do.
Still like in my own head and outside.
I always feel guilty about how renewed I feel when I meet someone new.
It worries me that, that could change my whole outlook.
You know, alcohol, drugs.
All those things.
All those things you're not supposed to do.
Women.
My lovers.
Sometimes I get too worried.
I get to in whatever their vision of me is.
My favorite is when someone's like, "I'm going to AA now."
I'm like, you don't even drink that much.
Don't do drugs kids.
Okay?
They're bad for you.
Don't be gay.
Don't drink.
One of the things that I think is very different I think about LA than New York.
You meet all kinds of successful people, or people and they're hustle in New York.
Some of them are entertainers, but not all of them like in LA.
Everybody's on their hustle and just tapping into their wildest self.
How many times do we know that we're just going down a path of just how much we're steered
by somebody.
With relationships, I was always like very reticent to go with anybody anywhere.
We're going to move here, but I've seen people do it.
I was mad at her at the time.
I was just like, why don't you just take everything.
I’m like spewing all this stuff that's she's going to see online at some point, so sorry.
I'm sorry.
We were in a fight.
I was pissed.
For me, same sex relationships are a bit more cerebral when it comes to sex.
It's not as elementary.
Sorry straight people.
Your sex is elementary.
It's like, hey what goes where?
Who's who?
In who's head?
It's a really delicate place
I'm in love with you.
It's not bad.
It's just right now we're not in sync and it sucks and I miss you because we're never
together because I'm always on the road.
That's just me projecting that if we break up I want you to be happy.