guys last week was so good to me i thought this new mindset adopted
was solving all of my problems because it temporarily did do that until this week hit
and let me tell you i've been struggling and nothing has been able to really help
i still stand by everything i say in today's video but i wanted to give a heads up on what's coming
next week because life doesn't always stay on the highest of highs and i thought this video and next
week's video was a good reminder we're going to save the low for next week but here was my heart
hi guys i am starting a little weekend vlog because this past week has been
really really busy for me and it's probably it was one of the most stressful weeks i've had
coming here but despite all of that like i had such a good week and i wanted to like share some
of my thoughts that i've been having that's been making my week so great i also got like
fun interesting things that i want to like haul and show you guys i just want to have
a productive good day today so it's 1pm so like i already took a shower i did my makeup i got ready
i want to pack up my things and go to this cafe near campus that i really like and i want to
study there because i have two midterms coming up and i need to study for that this weekend also
like every weekend i've been very irresponsible and i have not been doing any of my schoolwork and
i literally just do nothing and on sunday i regret my decisions so this weekend i'm trying to have
a weekend where i actually like show up for myself and do the things that i need to do because i have
a lot of work to do and a lot of cleaning to do around my room as well because it's a mess in
here and i'm like literally embarrassed to show you guys everything so the clips i show you guys
are not even gonna be like the messy side of my room because they're like hidden back there
the way i think and like the things that i've been telling myself have been so different lately
that's actually been making a difference in the way i think and the way i do things
so i will be talking about that throughout this video and also i just got
the dyson airwrap which i've been wanting for so long and i don't wash my hair every day because
my scalp is really dry and i heard that washing your hair can like dry it out even more
so i washed my hair every like two to three days but i took a shower or i washed my hair twice
in a row like two days in a row because it's so much fun to just like play with it
there is a korean phrase that my sister tells me all the time when i'm being indecisive about about
buying something that like could be essential like this dyson coming which basically translates to
yeah i got it yesterday and i tried it for the first time yesterday
but i feel like i can do better this time this is not a tutorial by any means because i am still
going to be very very lost but we'll go through it together and before i dry my hair actually
i'm going to use this product which i've been using for a while it's from this brand and
it's the hair polish it's supposed to protect your hair from heat and also smooth out your hair so it
looks more shiny and sleek it's like a very thick consistency and it definitely works because my
hair gets very like fluffy and i can never really achieve the look of my hair looking polished and
like sleek and clean looking but this helps a little bit i feel like it is a little heavy on
your hair though heat setting to medium and the wind probably all the way so it speeds up the
process don't know if you guys can tell but that definitely pushed my hair down so it
looks more smooth but i feel like this step is a little unnecessary like it could be skipped
um i love
all right this is the final look i don't know
i'm so a little lost i feel like my side banks still look very
like fluffy so i don't know how to tame that down we're gonna finish off with olaplex number seven
we're just gonna focus it lightly so it doesn't affect our curls
but this kind of helps with the fluffiness and like the frizziness too kind of did help a lot
before i leave my room i want to do a little haul because i think that's
the most interesting part of this video i really like the things i got so i want to share with
you guys i'm trying to decorate my room a little bit more and add a little bit more personality so
first thing i got is this rug from gloney it's like a little foot mat type of a rug it's not big
but it's a perfect size to put in my room and i like the public colors in it i'm really getting
into colors these days so that's been like a perfect pop of color to my room without being
too much and i also got this cute little tufted wall hanging from etsy and i plan on hanging it
by my photo wall over there and we can do that later together for clothes i ordered
some things from glony this is the first shirt i got i love the red i feel like it's perfect
for like christmas too so i'm gonna save it for christmas but i saw their instagram story of like
how they were about to sell out and i was like no like i need that shirt so like that made me
hit that purchase button real quick this top which is a tube top but it's so unique because
it has a zipper it's more like a thicker material and it has a leather patch that
says gloney like the details are just so pretty like a leather patch are you kidding me that is so
like it's such a nice detail to a basic piece you know they saw that i placed an order
and they added extra things to the package which they did not have to do but i was so
touched by it they sent me their cardigan in green they also sent me this adorable hoodie again
like the detail is so pretty the little textures going on these pants i just got from abercrombie
um just black ripped jeans they're straight the length is perfect sorry for the feet
and the rice is like super high rise they're stretchy and i've been hearing really good
things about abercrombie's basics and to be honest i've always liked abercrombie so
yeah their basics are actually really great my favorite pastime activities have been searching
through depop it's such a rabbit hole like i can't get out of it once i get into it so
i've just been browsing and i got this is giving me very christmas flies but i got this green
corduroy overalls and then i got this bodysuit and i thought it was interesting because it's like
the graphics and mesh it's not see-through mesh but like the texture of it is
pretty unique so i got that to layer under jackets or like a
cardigan i thought that would be pretty so that's it for my haul let's go study
i really don't mind walking like i used to love walking everywhere in korea
but i'm a little tempted to buy a skateboard because everyone skateboards here and it looks
so much more convenient and faster and yeah and it seems fun like even if i don't use it as a
method of transportation around campus i feel like it'll be fun to just skate around with friends
so i might add that to a wish list that's just my side thought that i wanted to share
i'm now at target and i need to buy a couple of things but first i need to buy like a hair gel
because i don't own one and i kind of want to have like sleep back hair sometimes so i did not do any
research which i should have done so i'm just gonna look through the aisles and find one
and i'm also gonna buy some like snacks that i can eat throughout the week i just got back to
my dorm room so i'm gonna do a little target haul to show you guys what i got at target
the sad thing about this target was that it's a different one than the one i went to in my
what i eat in a week video so they didn't have as many like frozen items because i wanted to go back
and get the soup dumplings and like the asian frozen meals that they had at the other target
they didn't have any so i just got pf chicks these little egg rolls i have no idea if they're
good or not but we're just gonna give it a try i also got this good and gathered brands
fettuccine alfredo apparently you can microwave this i don't know how it's gonna work or if it's
gonna be good but we're gonna give it a try i got the coconut yogurt these are my favorites
i have just a can of celsius this is my favorite flavor and then i finished my trader joe brands
cereal so i got uh target brands frosted flakes i talked about how i wanted
hair gel i couldn't find any that really caught my eye so i just got hairspray i'll probably
do some research and then just get something that's actually worth my money instead of like
just getting something random and not liking it and then i just got one avocado and that is it
i'm trying to clean up my room and do some chores before i have to go eat so i'm gonna go throw this
trash away not the cops i'm gonna go throw this trash away and then i'm gonna do some dishes
i want this hat to sit on top of this like that how would i take that there i'm just gonna try it
i'm pretty sure that's gonna fall off somehow but we're just gonna keep it there for now
that's so cute i love it i have the sunset lamp and that little pink cowboy hat which is so cute
and that little rug which is also a nice pop of color and then desk wise
i have like those little cups that i actually thrifted which also adds a bit of color and
then here i need to clean up but i kind of like having that nike box there's like a
box to just put random things in so it doesn't look as messy and it's a nice pop of color as well
i'm currently getting ready because i'm going to go to a thrift store and look around for a
bit i don't want to spend too much time but this was something that i wanted to do this weekend
so i'm gonna go do that before i actually have to do more schoolwork but i want to turn the camera
on while i'm getting ready because there is one thing that i really wanted to talk about in this
video and it's about how i've recently really shifted my mindset and like how i make decisions
in my life it's huge because it's just been giving me so much confidence and decisions i make the way
i want to describe it is that my life feels more colorful i feel more like myself and i feel better
about myself and i'm like proud of myself whenever i feel the instinct to want to do something
instead of waiting or giving myself excuses not to do it because out of my comfort zone
i just do it and see what happens the thing about me is that i always compare myself i'm so prone to
comparing my life to other people and i always look at someone else's life and see whatever
they're doing and think oh i want to do that but i can't i don't know why i do that i always just
limit myself to just the things that i normally do and don't allow myself to explore as much i just
got really tired of myself doing that and being jealous of other people and what they do like it's
my life and i should be able to do the things i want as well so it can be small things like
if i wake up and think i kind of want to do a cool makeup look today instead of being like
oh people are going to think that's weird i don't know if i can do it well i don't know
like it's just not what i do i'm just going to do it and see what happens and let me tell you
what happens it will boost your confidence level it makes me confident in the choices i make small
actions like that i feel like it's building up and it's giving me the confidence and it really
shows when you're actually with other people because i'm not as afraid to really project
myself and my personality and like what i like and don't like because i always used to hide like
what i liked and what i didn't like because i'm scared that people will judge and
like if they think differently i'm scared that they won't like me for that but nowadays i'm just
like this is what i like that's me this is what i do i think i've decided to be more of a decisive
person as well because i am a very i can be very indecisive in the things i do but i've been
pushing myself a little bit to just decide on something have a position in an argument
and just stick by it and be happy and confident in the society choose
and it doesn't have to be complicated either like it can be something like
you have a lot of work to do but your friend invites you to a dinner instead of being like
i don't know like i don't know if i can go and like being stressed about it you either decide
to go and just deal with your responsibilities later and work harder later or just don't go and
be happy with that instead of feeling the promo i do think that there's a clear line between
um like a good adventurous moment and then irresponsible wild decisions but if you don't
take actions in the first place you're never going to know that line and you just have
to experience everything also another thing is that again comparison i'll look at someone else
and be like oh my gosh like they have they have changed a lot for the past like two years
and change change is more like appearance wise as well but for me i don't change dramatically
and that is not a bad thing but i feel like it also has to do with
just me not being brave enough to do the things that i actually like i'll always just hold it in
and hope that someone will notice that i like certain things but no one's gonna know unless
you do it here's the outfit for today um i wanted to just try on the new things i got so i'm wearing
the clothes from glony and i'm wearing these yoga pants that i also recently got from arie i
love the whole crossover waistband and they are so comfortable like honestly i would choose this over
lululemon leggings it is so comfy and way cheaper but and i want to say cheap they're just more
affordable to add to my whole ted talk earlier um allowing myself to wear whatever i want and
feeling confident in it and like actually liking it and not just wearing it to wear clothes
has been helping a lot i'm not trying to blame it on my family but i feel like as i was
growing up i always got comments like we're just going to the store why are you so dressed up like
that small comments like that always killed my confidence and it definitely kept me inside the
box because i love clothes like i have always loved clothes ever since i was little i like
i like certain things and because there is a norm to what you wear to high school and like
there are trends it's harder to wear whatever you want especially for me because i'm not the type of
person to just not care because i won't care and i care about those comments that people make on what
i wear i'm just learning to not care about that as much anymore and just dress up because in college
no one cares and people actually dress up here so that also motivates me to wear whatever i want as
well i wanted to say that because i i swear if i wore this and this is because my sister and
i always just blew each other but if i showed up like this to our third things she's gonna be like
you should have just worn a t-shirt and shorts you're gonna be trying things on your shopping
why are you wearing a tube top like that is so inconvenient but i wanna wear it girl
oh my god i'm so stupid i was gonna i just went outside to throw away trash and i was gonna bring
back my laundry on my way back and i forgot so i have to go back but i finished one of my
schoolwork or my homework and now i'm in a rush to clean my room do the dishes vacuum my room
fold the laundry get ready and leave to go eat dinner with my friends so a little stressor now
because i don't want my roommate to come back to a dirty room so i'm gonna have to
clean it up i frantically cleaned up the room so exhausted right now but let me get ready
for dinner you do want to get a cute halloween instagram picture
here's my costume if you like this might be a good place to say for this video thank you
guys so much for spending the weekend with me i try to have a productive weekend but like
did i have a productive weekend i don't know hope you guys are doing great
go do something that will make you confident today and i will see you in my next video bye