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I'm not going to lie, I'm so stressed that this is not going to work.
I am so paranoid.
Nothing has ever been so difficult with this stuff.
Just her changing her mind constantly, that was always stressful.
And then, going through the airport stuff today,
that was stressful, getting a test that was stressful.
And I'm realizing, oh, there's all these other forms that she has to do,
regardless of the fact that the country is
taking back citizens of its own country.
But you still have to do all this other stuff, and I completely get it.
But holly crap, this is all new.
and I'm having to do all the processing stuff myself
because she doesn't understand computers.
She doesn't even know how to turn a computer on.
And I'm just like, oh, my God.
But I think hopefully it'll work right.
I just hoping that tomorrow the airport,
the airline accepts the test because they told us to go
to this specific place and that they would accept it.
SPEAKER 1: And they said, "You take the test, you get the result and what you
need and you come back tomorrow and you will get on the plane."
But I'm scared of the rest that It's all going to blow up in my face.
Now, granted, we could cancel the flight by 11:30,
but I don't want to deal with that again.
I don't want to have to come back from
the airport a second day in a row.
And I need to sleep at 2a.m., I have to wake up at 8:30.
I am too petrified to sleep.
SPEAKER 1: She's on the plane.
Holly shit.
They accepted the COVID test, I can tell you
this stressed out about the time limit.
Multiple people on Facebook and Twitter so I should be in the clear.
So I won't have to worry about that.
Oh boy.
Am not going to be fully convinced until
I get confirmation from my grandpa Shutler.
And that he picked her up.
But I was just going to drop her off.
I was going to check in, whatever.
She hasn't been on a plane in two decades, so everything's changed,
obviously she doesn't have a cell phone.
So how to do that?
And I'm surprised.
But they let me go in to the gates with her.
They let me go through security.
And I said, fine, I'll go whatever, help get other things situated.
And I guess I waited until she decided...untill
she had to board a plane.
And here we are.
It was it was weird.
And she wanted a hug and I like, " Fine, I'll hug you."
SPEAKER 1: And then, me and the cancer that I am in the very complicated,
emotional person that I am right now with everything that's been
going on with all of this, she cried and I started crying, too.
And obviously I'm crying now.
And when I watched her go in, for the...what's it called?
The tarmac or something.
I went to the bathroom.
I started hyperventilating in there.
Good I hyperventilating moment and then I was OK for a bit.
I went down to baggage claim, exit all of that going to Starbucks.
So but Starbucks ain'there we are.
I don't know why, but I have expected her to like start come running
out of the tarmac and being like, "No, no, I want to go.
I change my mind.
"And that would have been a fun time.
But now we wait until, I think it's supposed to be 2:55PM
Eastern that she's supposed to arrive over there,
probably not sleep at night untill i find out she
arrived so that I don't have to stress anymore.
SPEAKER 1: And I don't know what I'm going to do when I get home.
I think I'm going to get (INAUDIBLE) to take home to eat.
It was a mess coming down here.
It was raining horribly and now storms are supposed to come later.
I think I'm going to go get some ramen and then they get home.
Maybe I'll also go get something from
the sandwich shop that I like as well.
Make it a party and I'm going to shower and figure
out what the hell I'm in and do my life,
because now I don't know what to do.
I'm alone.
I'm physically by myself now in that apartment with two cats.
Now, I don't know how I'm going to do.
And that's something.
OK, let's go.
SPEAKER 1: Hi, (INAUDIBLE).
So it's been a week later, I wanted to do
the other part of this video like a day after,
but things have been so chaotic.
I don't even know what to tell you, to be honest.
So basically, she went through customs and all of that.
She's in Germany now.
She been picked up.
She's at my grandpa (INAUDIBLE) dad's.
And I've just been here.
Admittedly, it's been the first couple of days were weird,
especially the first four days that I was by myself.
Everything felt really empty and really weird.
And I was expecting something to happen.
And I was almost kind of sound just like my 29 year old self
was replaced with my eight year old self for a good bit.
And it was just this weird time, it wasn't feeling,
I wasn't feeling right.
And then, for a couple of days later I'm doing pretty fantastic.
Yeah.
SPEAKER 1: Now, of course, this whole thing doesn't just end with
her going 3000 miles away, because long story short,
I'm going to prefer to do all this information
in its own separate videos,
because am I going to be talking about this on my
channel for a while now that it's finally done.
Well, 3000 miles away, I am still being guilt trip,
not by her specifically because she doesn't
know how to turn on a computer
and she doesn't own a cell phone and doesn't know how it works.
But family friends, emailing me.
Although that finally stopped.
But now we're resorting to being called by other people.
Oh God, it's so frustrating and I am so close
to blocking everybody because it's just...
Oh lord.
You'll get the whole full story on whats happening,
when I did a Q&A on Instagram and people I like,
why she leered, why you want to move?
It's been a two-year journey when this whole thing officially started.
It's been a whole two plus maybe just two year
journey of manipulation back and forth,
booked flights, canceled flights and all the other stuff.
SPEAKER 1: And right now, I wanted to go back and actually wants to come back.
And it's a whole drama filled moment.
But yeah, I actually live by myself now,
sort of mostly like 99.9% of the time.
This apartment still my dad's, under my dad's name.
He pays for it.
This is the family house or if you will.
But because of his job, I'm pretty much the whole time.
So I'm just going to call it my apartment.
Things are getting cleaned officially.
If you knew how messy this place was, it's horrible.
I've gotten help from my friend and her cousin.
And we're going to continue this weekend.
If you are a channel member,
you will get extra videos about the process,
kind of, maybe like a little bit about tour work thing.
So if you're interested in extra videos every month,
be sure to click join button down below.
Right now, we've been working on the downstairs and then eventually
we'll work on it upstairs, which will eventually become,
I will have the room I was supposed to have this
whole time and it will become a new office.
So will probably be like a bedroom office.
SPEAKER 1: But because it's bigger, it should work in
a way that won't make me feel suffocated,
like my other situation, my old situation.
It'll probably be like a bedroom office because when my dad is here,
the rare time that he's here and he wants to sleep here now, finally.
Because nobody torturing us about it.
He had my old room.
So I've still got to have that, think.
But hopefully by the end of April at least,
the basics of my new room/office will be done.
I will have at least the desks and the computers set up so I can
my streaming on one side and my laptop and stuff on the other.
And I can film anywhere else in this apartment
without really having to worry about it.
Because as you can see right now,
I'm in the living room in front of a couch.
It's amazing.
Hopefully the lighting is all right and whatnot.
It's still a bit messy in here.
It's a progress.
It's a journey because there's so much stuff
accumulated and she never really cleaned.
She hasn't cleaned in like two years.
So it's been that.
SPEAKER 1: I'm kind of excited to finally, one, not be stressed all the time,
depressed all the time and hopefully I actually get some work done.
And I have two speak engagement lined up this morning,
so I need to work on those,
and hopefully that means more videos will come
out more consistently because I won't
be in a bad mood all the time now like before
I was supposed to start filming.
I'm going appreciate you being patient with me for this month,
especially maybe next month and a half, two months,
just to get everything settled because, hi, disabled person,
I get tired so easily and I need help.
And it's hard to know where my dad's going to be here
to help with furniture or anything like that.
Unless my friend can help, if she had some other help for us.
It's going to take some time.
It's not going to be quick, though.
I mean, I guess until then, I can just film videos right here.
Why not?
SPEAKER 1: That's all I wanted to say, just a quick update for the endless video,
leave you on a happier note,
and then we'll get more into the nitty gritty and future videos.
It's a lot to unpack honestly.
We can all celebrate together right now in the comments.
So go ahead, a little celebrating emojis,
we can leave them down in the comment.
Who's excited?
I'm excited.
(INAUDIBLE) this video.
Thank you for watching.
I very much appreciate it.
And I'll see you later.