I have swam around this topic for a while but now is the time to reveal all
the T is being spilled keep your noses out the most I've been paid for a brand
deal is so it's been a bit of a while since I've just sat down and had a good
old natter with you guys so I decided to ask you guys on Instagram for some
questions and this time I'm going to answer the ones that I usually avoid I
was heavily inspired by my pal Hannah for doing this video so thanks Han and
yeah I thought we'd have a good old natter if you don't already follow me on
Instagram go do that because then you can be involved in the next one I just
moved the camera a little bit because the lighting on my face was annoying me
the first question worst thing that happened to you at uni I oh my god I've
kind of talked about this before but I've never really elaborated too much
because what is this because basically I didn't want to cause drama the worst
thing that happened to me was it was in first year it was the night before
Halloween all through the house was still and I
was gonna go out like out-out but I changed my mind
so I stayed in and I was the only one in the flat and everyone went out about
half 10 and by 11 there was a knock on the flat door I opened the door and it
was a friend of friend of like one of my flatmates he was there for pre-drinks I
knew him like good pal well got good pals but acquaintances you know and so
he came in and he was off his face I think he was high on drugs of some sort
because his eyes had gone insane he was obviously very drunk and he was also
dressed as a bit of a zombie with ripped clothes and fake blood and stuff
so it was kind of intimidating and he was looking for the girl that he knew
from my flat she wasn't in he came into our kitchen all guns blazing was
shouting where is she where is she and smashed up loads of stuff in our kitchen
he liked do you know after pre-drinks there's glasses everywhere there's bottles just
cr*p everywhere he smashed all that onto the floor he did a lot and which
obviously really scared me it was shouting and it was just very intense
and I was just like oh my god I do not need to deal with this so I grabbed my stuff
that was in the living room and ran back down to my room literally ran and he
followed me he chased me down into my room so I had to lock myself in my uni
room he was hammering on the door like I'm so sorry Alice
like screaming at the top of his lungs I was in my bedroom in like pretty much in my
underwear like pajamas panicking because there's this drunk probably drugged up
guy who I barely know hammering on my bedroom door like at the top of his
lungs and I could hear him smashing things around in the flat and in the
corridor I was like what is going on what do i do so i was like frantically
like trashing my own bedroom trying to find some contact details for like the
security in our accommodation and eventually i found it and this very
skinny weedy looking guy came and by the time he got here the guy that was
causing the chaos had like run off and gone to someone else's flat so they put
out a big big old hunt for him meanwhile my flatmate rang me and she said that
the police were looking for him because he stole a bunch of doughnuts from
McDonald those of you that know Lincoln pavilions is where I lived in my
accommodation and McDonald's is on the corner and apparently he'd picked up the
display shelf of not donuts muffins from McDonald's and run out of
the shop with them so McDonald's had rung the police
so alongside him completely trashing our flat and scaring me half to death
and the police were actually after him for theft and oh one thing I missed out
as well the first thing he did when he came into the flat was pushed me
backwards into my dorm into like my bedroom pushed me on my bed and jokingly
like dry-humped me that wasn't a joke luckily for me I knew martial arts so I
got him off me shoved him off and because he was drunk he didn't put up
much of a fight I think again he was joking but that was not a joke so yeah
he came in dry-humped me trashed the kitchen scared the living daylights out
of me and we rang the police and he got arrested and then the next morning my
flatmates accused me of making it all up so that was fun and don't get me wrong
uni got considerably better after that day I
moving out of that flat and it was a great decision another question about
the worst thing what's the worst client Commission experience you've had I saw
this question earlier and I was trying to think and to be honest I've not
really had a bad experience like nothing like no one's really paid me late the
irony once is that my ex-boyfriend hired me to do a job when he was my ex
like we'd already broken up at this point and he paid me late or his friend
paid me late so I had to chase that up which was super awkward but that's not
necessarily bad that happens all the time I don't know and the one thing that
stands out to me was when I did a job for free as a part of my like uni degree
one of the departments wanted a poster making so I got nominated for it and oh
my god they were so picky honestly it was for like a degree show
or something and I had to put photos in this thing and I did it and it looked
amazing I was very happy with it my tutor was happy with it but the person
who wanted it do it was just the most picky person in the world don't get me
wrong I'm alright with people being picky I like it when people know what
they want but she completely changed what she wanted and she changed it like
a couple of hours before it was due to go to print so I had to like drop
everything to fix it which was a bit of a faff but yeah luckily I've actually
been quite quite good with my clients which I'm very happy about along the
same theme how much do you earn per month by graphic design in this is
really difficult to summarize because every single month it's different for
example this month I am doing two projects small projects and from those I
have earned one hundred and twenty pounds so it's not much at all I said in
this video that most of my income comes from YouTube so it's like Adsense and
brand deals and stuff that's where my money comes from at the minute my
graphic design stuff is a bit of like a hobby still which I quite like because I
like having something that I don't need to rely on you know but yeah it differs
every single month so that's a hard question to answer
and I don't know the answer myself to be honest and I feel like if I kept an eye
on it too much I'd start obsessing over the numbers and
that's when it becomes unhealthy and that's when it isn't fun anymore longest
time you've gone without s*x just thinking about the fact that my
parents are gonna watch this video nope
is it yours or your boyfriend's decision to keep his identity private initially
it was definitely my decision because I learned from my previous relationship I
didn't want it to be as public but I don't think he Minds, either way, he just
respects my decision he supports what I do and I think when it comes to
the time when I start to show him a little bit which I am gonna do at some
point because it's my little video diary especially in the weekly vlogs it's
probably mainly my decision although I did mention to him that I'm going to the
capital Summertime Ball and he's coming with me and that might be the video
where I end up showing his face because it's gonna be such a good moment I'm not
gonna want to censor it and why should I like we've been together for like 7
months now so yeah it was definitely mainly my decision but he respects that
oh are you jealous that your audience isn't as big as your friends honestly
yeah I'm jealous I like imagine doing working in a job and having like some of
your best mates in that position with you they get promotion and you don't it
just feels a little bit like part of it feels a bit unfair because I
feel like I'm doing the same as them and I didn't get that promotion but to be
honest in a way I'm very glad I also don't have like I didn't have an instant
oh my god she's got 200,000 subscribers because I don't think I'd have been able
to handle that very well the pressure would have been a lot so I am very
grateful for what I've got now and I'm happy that I've worked hard for it I
haven't had it handed to me on a plate not that my friends have they've worked
really hard for it but I'm glad I've had to like work for it and I don't know I'm
just glad that I had to work hard for it and I appreciate the value of it more
because of that I think that means when I do achieved the goals I want to for
example I want to get 50,000 subscribers by the end of this year
fingers crossed when I achieve those goals it's gonna mean even more to me but it
wouldn't be it wouldn't be normal if you didn't have a bit of like healthy
jealousy jealousy helps me strive to become better and get the things that
they're getting what's the most I've been paid for a brand deal the most I've
been paid for a brand deal is four thousand pounds and I actually looked this up
yesterday to check what it was they paid me to do so it was six videos on my
channel six videos and a day of filming on their channel and six social media
mentions so basically when my videos went up I needed to share them so that
is 12 18 is that math 18 pieces of content for 4000 pounds so that's a lot
when I was told like at the time I was like holy sh*t yes please like that was
a lot of money to get in one big chunk so yeah 4000 pounds divided by 18 222
pound per item so that's really good and I know that's a really well paid job it
was a job that lasted over like maybe like seven or eight months so again
split that up in two months not that much but yeah 4000 pounds I think that's
pretty good and I was buzzing about that why did you really break up with your ex
I have swam around this topic for a while
but now is the time to reveal all basically we didn't suit as well as we
thought I think we jumped into it all guns blazing we rushed into things we
were very quick to say I love you and all the feelings were on the table very
very quickly putting it down to the very basics we were just so different like
different in personality different in lifestyle we've been brought up
differently like there was too many things that we were different in to be
honest I really can't think of what we had in common other than the fact that
we were kind of semi creative together like he was drama student I was
obviously what I do but other than that we just I don't know at the beginning in
a relationship it seemed amazing like it was lovely and all happy and honeymoon
phase but then I think as we came back down to earth we realized how different
we were I think in a relationship you should be motivated to be a better
version of yourself so you can give that person the best version of you so you
should kind of motivate each other to become
better versions of yourselves that didn't happen in that relationship I
gained a lot of weight I got very lazy and that's not what I want to be or what
I want to do but I was kind of mirroring his life oh the tea is being spilled not
my kind of cup of tea I'm afraid I learned that the very hard and upsetting
emotional way it was an amazing relationship at the beginning was slowly
we just realized it wasn't meant to be and that's fine because I've got a great
boyfriend now so lessons have been learned how many people have you slept
with you know what I've been asked this so many times and to be honest there's
nothing to do with anyone but myself and probably my partner keep your noses
out I'm never going to answer that question how did you manage to link your
business to a lifestyle blog I wouldn't say I have a lifestyle blog I don't
really have a blog I think my business is a result of my channel so it wasn't
that I had a business and then I created a channel to go alongside it it's that I
have grown up with my channel and as my channel has improved and I've learned
how to be a bit of a businesswoman then I've implemented that into my
business and that's the thing I'm now trying to like develop it's like I've
planted a little seed of business it's got a few stalks but I need to make it
flourish I don't think I can categorize my business is successful because one
and my world's worst critic and two I don't think I don't earn enough to like
sustain myself and a house and a family and a life
you know I need to build on things that will help me sustain that but I'm happy
for now and I'm putting a bit of money away for a mortgage so yeah I don't
think I've got a successful business at all maybe it looks different from the
outside because it probably looks like I've got my sh*t together but I
definitely don't I have bad days like everyone and it's nice to think that you
guys think that so hopefully I can keep progressing and making my business what
I want it to be well that was quite a nice way of ending this
I hope you've enjoyed this video I hopefully learned some things about me
definitely still didn't answer some questions but that's just too much some
things need to be kept personal even in the internet world I am allowed to have
my privacy I hope you enjoyed this video if you did give it a thumbs up don't
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for another video bye