you can figure it
out so there's a card in it right mhm
good this one
a oh my God oh my God okay I made it
it's a pillow talk right yeah so we're
talking about what
happened FR on
Friday yep so I made this video with my
uh ex-girlfriend what did you think
about that
the video in itself it was good it was a
very good video I like this you know
look in the past and what you did you
guys did When We Were Young what I
didn't like is that I was very hurt I
was actually very very hurt and uh I
know Casey very well and uh I really
she's a very very lovely person and you
know there's nothing going on between us
absolutely absolutely I have no doubt
but that video it hurts to see it
because of what happened before you know
on Friday when we came
back from our trip outside I was not in
a good space yeah I was like you not
doing very well and then when we got
home I said um I need to do a couple of
things and then I will be at your place
and so I texted Casey right and I didn't
know that you just needed somebody to
talk and you texted her
but then when I called you and I said
I'm done I'm
coming you were very cold on the phone
I'm very detached and um and then I said
I'm sorry but case is coming over I was
very hurt
because because it felt like um I wasn't
included and it felt very awkward it
felt unexpected it felt out of your
character it felt like out of my
character of always being available
exactly but you're never available yeah
I know this was the one time when you
weren't doing anything and I was busy
with something else exactly but for me
it was kind of like with a second I'm
busy with work so it's it's something
serious no but you have like three
different types of work you have your N9
to5 work you have your
extracurricular film making work and
then you have your
kid so I don't have I cannot be present
for you all the time and uh which and I
understand most of the time most of the
time to be honest yes in the past few
months even weekends where we're really
busy because of the latest project I've
been working on you're only there when
you have like a little bit of free time
and I really needed somebody to talk to
so I texted Casey as soon as I messaged
her she was very sweet sweet and she
said let me come over I'll bring over
some wine and you know we'll talk about
it and I couldn't say no to that and I
didn't know how long your work thing was
going to take it could take all day from
experience and I I didn't want to be
that 50s style housewife just stuck in
the house waiting for her you know
partner to come home I was not doing
very well to be honest and but that pain
led me to
understand and to go more into your
perspective and understanding
exactly exactly what you felt all the
time I was not present for you was this
the first time when you needed me and I
wasn't there it was the first time the
first time the very first time that was
that was a lesson and and I and I get it
I mean it's I would have done the same I
would have done the same to upset you
really yeah if you were in my shoes yeah
yeah now you're going to feel what I
felt and my revenge yeah I think that
there's
not the perfect relationship in the way
that a relationship is
there to
grow
and you know when you grow physically
and you're small and you go through
growing
pain it's I think it's the same this is
our growing paints right of our
relationship right that's a nice way of
looking at
it yeah I love
you love you
too I feel bad though cuz I didn't mean
to hurt you that much I meant to hurt
you a little
bit it went way out of
proportion I didn't think you would care
that much
now you know I been caring a
lot is that it
yeah wait a second let me try
[Laughter]