i've been uploading every day to show this journey and people think i'm
lying okay so i have a new youtube schedule which you can see right here monday vlog tuesday
let's talk wednesday weigh-in thursday vlog friday what i ate today video saturday and
sunday i am not going to be uploading so in this video i am going to show you what i ate
we're gonna be eating we're gonna be taste testing i'm gonna be talking about my weight
how i feel etc etc and i think it's gonna be super fun and i'll be losing weight on the way
i wouldn't show you guys the scale step it on oh no i have 18 everything i literally just ate
dinner oh 5 20. what's happening um wait let me see what i weigh without that in my hand
519. okay tell me how this weighs the whole last pound i wouldn't
show you guys the scale which i have i wouldn't show you guys you know me exercising i wouldn't
be uploading every day like if i wasn't on track like you guys wouldn't be getting that part of me
you got you i'm saying like and it hurts so bad that like so many people finally wanted
me to do that and it's like now that i am like people still doubt me i mean
i get it like i'm always gonna have people who aren't in my corner
people who actually want to see me fail it's just it's disheartening
because it's like what more do i have to do to prove myself to you
do you like fruits and vegetables i do not like fruit so i don't even eat fruit
i do have apples in the fridge you guys saw me buy them okay time for a little snack
we're gonna get an apple looking good so this is how i cut the apples
kind of like chips
no god no god please no no no
i haven't even touched them i don't like fruit can you list out a typical day of eating okay
today i'm not gonna say what i eat today because i have a vlog that i filmed today that i'm kind
of gonna talk about like that um oh god what was yesterday my memory my memory is so bad
okay think really hard okay i wake up and i won't eat for like four hours four to five hours
so usually then i'll either have something breakfast style which is very rare because
i'm not really like a breakfast person okay guys so my first meal which is breakfast is two eggs
that i scrambled with some cheese and then we have two turkey bacons so for my first meal
which is breakfast i will be having two slices of turkey bacon avocado toast it's like an oatmeal
bread which is so delicious with obviously the avocado an egg moment and cholula you guys know me
okay you guys so as if you guys know me i don't like eating when i first wake up
okay so obviously for my first meal we have some coffee i'm eating two pieces of turkey
bacon this is a multi-grain waffle by the brand vans and i put half a serving of peanut butter
between the two um i try to make it like i don't watch carbs i really really don't watch carbs but
if i notice that like say my first two meals had carbs in them i make sure like my last one doesn't
i mean that's not totally true i'll eat vegetables with carbs
this is what i chose for lunch it is saffron road mantras curry and chicken meatballs
with basmati rice okay you guys so it is dinner time my next meal this is one of my favorite
meals that i have it's similar to earlier's meal besides this is not indian food so we have some
rice we have some tomato spaghetti sauce and we have meatballs they're turkey meatballs and then
some broccoli but like say i have brown rice for one meal and then like i had a wrap for another
meal because i have been having a lot of wraps there are these 50 calorie like spinach wraps
all right you guys it is dinner time and i'm having chick-fil-a but what i get from there is
their wrap this is what it looks like looks like that and it's so good if i notice that i do that
then like for another meal i'll literally just have like meat and a vegetable we have some fresh
broccoli thin pork chops and this is like a mango avocado salsa so there's mango avocado onion and
fresh jalapenos um i think that also helps with calories because i struggle really hard with
wanting rice and i want you know just like harvey things obviously
so um i saw some people um recommend like me trying like healthy recipes that would be fun
because i hate following recipes i don't think those are the same i have maybe followed one
my whole life hated every moment of it okay so right now i'm making dinner what we have here is
some chicken wings oh my god this lighting hi it looks like i have raccoon eyes sorry added
all of these seasonings but just a little bit and then i shook it the bag
you know all that so i'm just gonna add a little bit more of each we have ground pepper
add some ground cumin cayenne pepper and some onion powder and i'm actually gonna be baking
these in the oven and i'm just gonna put a little corn starch on them because it actually makes them
more crispy and i'm also gonna be having broccoli with it such a good dinner love it do you ever
have plans to publish your writing in the future i would like to publish my poems i just i don't know
would i ever write a novel i actually am currently writing a novel how many words are you at in
your novel right now i actually have um google doc so it counts all the words for me and i'm
over 200 000 so clearly it is longer than a novel so it's like um yeah it's over 200 000 words
yup do you write music i don't but i feel like some of my poems could be like a pretty good song
like billy eilish style r-a-p-e rain and petals eavesdrop i used the wrong word
rain and petals eavesdrop i used the wrong word
ryder lynn sucks i love how like i'm like trolling ryder lynn gramerlin fatlin
journal in journalin who the hell just said that you uh journal in
like your journaling but your journal in
that journal and uh
you guys oh my god that is so beautiful i love that that's the best one i've heard
because it's like a play on words right but some things that i have noticed today i guess is i need
to start drinking more water and look how much i already drank out of it i am very proud of myself
because i haven't been drinking water at all i want to talk about my water intake i do try to
drink two of these a day half of this is um this whole thing is half of a gallon so two is a gallon
obviously i have been drinking tons of water pretty much a gallon of water every single day
i noticed for the rest of the night i'll barely pee that means i'm holding on to all this water
i'm not giving excuses hey before i end the vlog i just want to remind you drink your water
get me out of here
you