Punk Duck is a Portuguese video game commentator with 250,000 subscribers. Best known for their
Dark Souls 3 rage montage and their how-to videos in Smite. Where they would take a lighthearted
approach to and provide satirical commentary on the subject of their video. In 2020 Punk Puck
began dating Australian YouTuber Hyojin. Also known online as Squizzy. Hyojin is at this point
very well known in the commentary community as a controversial figure with One Million subscribers.
This is because of the events that occurred in June of 2019 where Slazzo, another commentary
YouTuber was accused of SA by his ex-girlfriend. Which resulted in YouTubers like Hyojin,
I'm Alex and others showing their support with the alleged victim. However, after Slazzo's response
that debunked the allegations, Hyojin and others received backlash for not apologizing and for
defending the alleged victim. With some involved alleging that Hyojin spearheaded the rumor in
an attempt to undermine Slazzo's reputation. In September of 2019, Hyojin did apologize for this
event though that apology is now lost. However, since then Hyojin and Slazzo have resolved their
drama and it doesn't seem to be an issue anymore and though this is the most well-known allegation
this is not the only one. Wikitubia reports that Hyojin was accused of mistreating an animal in the
past by Turkey Tom when he made a video that revealed indirect messages from an anonymous
source that Hyojin had mistreated their animal. Claiming that they had picked up and dropped the
dog and then laughed about it. Hyojin responded to this allegation in a statement where they claimed
they did not do this to any animal and although many people didn't believe them initially. After
Aiden Walker who lived with the dog and its owner came out with a discord post many people's
opinions were changed as it was reported that Hyojin didn't drop the dog on the floor but
instead reflexively pushed it off a couch when it jumped on her. Aiden confirmed this had happened
with multiple other people due to the dog's poor training and that the owner regrets posting this
story about Hyojin to the public and although this isn't the only allegation of this kind
as another person going by the name of Gitty also alleged that Hyojin mocked the death of their cat.
This is the most major one and at present it seems there's no evidence to prove this true. Hyojin has
also faced other allegations surrounding toxicity, racism and predatory behavior however none of them
seem to compare to have relevance to or be even close to as extreme as the allegation released
by Punk Duck today. Alleging Hyojin had abused them. I'd like to make it very clear before I begin this
the video though that I'm just going to be reading you the information and providing very small comments
surrounding it. I'm not going to give an opinion or otherwise present this allegation as true this
is alleged and until we see conclusive proof or Hyojin responds this should be solely left
up to interpretation and the audience should not jump to conclusions. Before I start the reading of
this allegation I would just like to mention that I make these videos for free for you so
if you'd like to support me I just appreciate a subscription. I won't bore you with any more drawn
out promotion, I just appreciate the support. Let's get right into it. Punk Duck's allegation reads the
following: For two and a half years I was trapped in an extremely abusive relationship with Hyojin/
Squizzy that I both could not escape from and could not tell anybody about. I'm writing this now
because I constantly see my ex popping up in my feed thanks to the wonderful Twitter and YouTube
algorithm. I've brought this up to Hyojin directly and while the apology they sent was nice and all the trauma they've given me is
is well and truly for life. I initially planned to keep this private but I reached a boiling point of how much I'm willing to lie to protect their image both to my friends
and my family so it's about time I got this off my chest. Where do I even begin? When we
started dating it was fine, great even for a while. The first six months were mostly fine
occasionally they would do the classic redirect anger you're feeling from unrelated issues to your
partner and berate me. But I kept being promised it would stop and I believed it. They were however
constantly materialistic. Even at the cost of my own feelings. Constant arguments over what I
wear, what I buy, and what I do on nights out were in order. Because anything they would do would be
a status thing and they wanted me to act the same way. So I wouldn't embarrass them. Anytime arguments
would happen they would always be my fault in one of two ways. Either I actually fudged up or
it was- or it was a problem they would cause. I would try and approach them and tell them how
they hurt me and I wanted to talk about it and it would instantly turn into emotional manipulation
and accusations of 'you're just doing this to make me feel stupid just fudging leave then'. I would end up
apologizing and nothing would be resolved. Whatever I had brought up to them would be added to the
growing list of repeated behavior. The main thing I would bring up to them was the anger redirection
which culminated around Narch 2020. they came to visit me a couple days before COVID started
bad timing. After it did we soon realized they had to go back to Australia before flights ran out.
It was a very stressful time for everybody involved but it certainly did not help that whenever my
parents weren't in the room I was an emotional punching bag. Like all of it was my fault and
any help I suggested would just be responded to in screams. At one point they screamed at me that
i was fudging useless and forced me out of my own room so they could stream to raise money for the ticket
Naturally, I obeyed their orders and made them dinner while they streamed when they came
downstairs I apologized to them. Even worse, my mom caught wind of how much they were screaming at me
and was getting increasingly worried for them. My mother wasn't aware that Hyojin had just finished
a fundraising stream or that Hyojin is fudging loaded. Thinking that they were some starving
college kid, she offered to pay for the impromptu flight from Europe to Australia in full.
Hyojin immediately accepted. I felt fudging gross. They only ended up paying my mother back exactly one
a year later with me constantly reminding them for mom. Impromptu tickets to Australia are not fudging
cheap turns out. I visited them for emergency reasons back in the summer of 2019 and still
got fudging yelled at because I had a migraine from how hot it was at one point and asked if we could
go home early so I could rest. They screamed at me saying I ruined their night and they didn't allow
me to sleep in the bed that night. I was promised things would get better. What really made things
spiral out of control was New Year 2020. I had flown down to Australia for a couple of weeks to
be with Hyojin and their family on New Year's itself we bought a tent and planned to be in a
park to watch the firework. It was fun until they once again called me fudging useless and yelled at
me because I was struggling to figure out how to build a tent while they sat there and did nothing
massive scene in the middle of a very crowded park. It was fun. At that point, that stuff was bouncing off me.
A couple days later on January 3rd 2020 my partner had received an early press copy of a game
and asked for help installing it. Turns out getting early copies to work on steam is a fudging ball
lake and neither of us could figure it out. The usual stuff happens yelling, blaming me, etc, telling
me to fudge off so I just go and sit on their bed on the verge of tears. They proceed to in the same
the room I'm in, get on discord voice chat with their friends and start chatting like nothing is going on. I lie there in pure disbelief.I mustered up the courage to ask "Are you actually doing this?"
Bad idea. Very bad idea. Hyojin deafens the call. I told they what they did was fudged up and they hit me
Hard. So hard in fact that my head bounces off of the wall. We just stand there motionless and
without saying a word I ask, "What the fudge did you just do?" they start crying and storm out into
a guest room in their house. This was the first moment I realized I was in an abusive relationship.
For a year it was emotional and now it was physical. So I did what most reasonable people do
I fudging panic. I phoned up one of our friends who lived nearby explained to him what just happened
as quick as possible and bless his soul he saved my life. I asked him if I could stay with him for
the remainder of my trip and he instantly agreed. He immediately called an ambulance to their house
and an uber for myself so I can get to his place. I start gathering my stuff as fast as I can so I
can leave without Hyojin walking in on me packing. However, Hyojin did walk in on me packing and
asked me what I was doing. But before I can answer they realized. They start crying that I've already
ruined their year. I told them I'm terrified of them they run to the bathroom and grab a knife .
At first, they point it at me then it themselves I lunged to try and disarm them and they scratch up my arm pretty bad. I managed to get the knife but it was at this point their mother walked in.
She started screaming at Hyojin saying they're an attention seeker, a drama queen how they always do
this that they're sick in the head and then she just walks away like she didn't see anything.
Lovely woman. The police show up along with the ambulance. I told them what happened and they take
Hyojin away. I take the uber to my friend's place once, at the house, he and his flatmates try to get
my mind off of this stuff but at this point I'm catatonic. I was lost. I had no idea where
my life was going to go in the next couple of days. Hyojin texted me and said we were through. Told me
I ruined their life. That it's my fault they were going to get a criminal record and told me I don't
love them. and I apologized. The police let them go with a warning we spent an hour texting and Hyojin
managed to convince me that the whole ordeal was my fault. They forced me to pay for an uber to take
them to the place I'm staying at so they can drop the rest of my stuff off and they make me meet
them outside so we can talk. I pretty much end up begging for them to take me back and they do.
we get back together and I even end up helping them write a statement for the police so they
don't get a criminal record. I was promised things would get better. Forgiving them for this was the
worst mistake of my life letting that go basically opened the floodgates for every piece of textbook
abuse you can imagine. How the mildest complication means I don't love them, constantly telling me that
if I left they would kill themselves, telling me my friends suck and I should cut them off,
and then projecting that I'm somehow the one that hates their friends. My favorite thing about that
was how one of the breakups happened because they had an argument in a discord server with
one of their closest friends and ended the convo on a sour note. Instead of working out privately
Hyojin asked me to berate the other guy I said, No, you guys are both adults and you should talk
privately, me yelling at the guy would just be counterproductive and after i kept declining
they broke up with me. They would also do the classic move. Using my insecurities against
me from using my car accident to belittle me in public service with people, I barely knew
or bringing up friends of mine who had passed away to get a rise out of me during arguments
Incredibly normal behavior. For the last year of our relationship Hyojin would constantly remind
me that me reconnecting with old friends who had moved back to Belgium was making them fall out
of love with me since we weren't spending every waking day together on discord and they'd get
mad at me whenever I'd tell them what me and my friends got up to that day. For all of 2021 I was
basically looking for a way out I knew i couldn't break up with them because they would somehow use
it against me. They are incredibly vindicative. For example, the guy I stayed with during New Year's
shortly after the new year's incident him and Hyojin stopped being friends. Because of this
Hyojin celebrated. Anytime they'd hear any negative news about the guy and was looking forward
to hearing more. Saying stuff along the lines of hoping that they would regret the day they crossed
Hyojin. I was also afraid of what Hyojin would do to themselves if I broke up with them for honest
reasons. So, I waited for something to happen that would allow me to end things in a way that seemed
mutual. COVID was a fudging godsend in that regard and finally gave me the way out I needed.
Telling them that we should break up because it's getting harder and harder for us to see each other.
We didn't talk for a month to let emotions settle we got back in touch afterward and it was fine
until they asked me to never speak to them again. Because their new partner wasn't comfortable with
them talking to their ex. I obliged. We got back in touch a couple months later and they even joined
a discord server with a lot of my close friends. But the more I reflected on my experience the
more terrified I was to have them this close to me. So I politely asked them to leave. They sent thinly
veiled threats my way and removed me on everything. A week later they found out I started telling my
close friends everything you've just read and got mad at me one last time. Calling my behavior
childish and even tried to convince me that I was never abused in the first place. I told them off
and here we are. That about covers it. I kept this hidden for so long because I was afraid of what
they would do to themselves if people find out. They constantly told me, especially after the new
year's event that if people found out about this they would take their own life. My own brain can
only go on for so long covering for my abuser and I was getting real tired of lying to my friends.
Now, I've brought this up to kyogen directly and they've apologized to me and reassured me that
they're seeking help. While that is nice to hear, I have a hard time believing them since the apology
came 24 hours after calling me childish and the quite honestly stupid attempt at gaslighting.
Weeks before our breakup they told me they'd lied throughout our entire relationship about seeing
a therapist and being medicated because quote "I lied to make you feel better" and let's be real it
feels like somebody else wrote it. Needless to say their apology fell flat and I have no intention
of ever reconnecting with them. And because this is Twitter and i'm obviously just doing this for
clout attached at the end of this text block is both their apology where they acknowledged all
of this happened, their attempt to shut me down and the text logs from after they were released
from jail, after the events of new years 2020. Abusers deserve no sympathy if you're trapped in
a situation like this don't wait for things to get better. Leave and do not look back. I believed every
promise every time. Don't make the same mistakes I did. Punk Duck then attaches a google drive that
i'll also link in the description which provides more evidence to support the allegations they've
made. In this google drive is a conversation from Hyojin where they talk about the criminal record
saying that Duck is okay with them being charged and having a criminal record. Blaming Duck for
this entire altercation. Seemingly confirming many of the events Duck claimed happened with Hyojin
asking Duck if they were going to use this as evidence when they got to court. Hyojin would say
they're not pleading guilty and that they don't believe Duck loves them at all. Hyojin says they
were put in jail for six hours and putting cuffs in a police car and said that all of this happened
because of Duck. Within this conversation Duck says Hyojin is not well, dangerous to themselves and
others and that they aren't breaking up with Hyojin. In this conversation Hyojin would say they don't
want to see Duck and that they don't ever want to talk to Duck again. That they don't want Duck to
engage with anyone in their circle including them and that they want them to leave them the fudge
alone for forever. With Hyojin then saying that Duck was guilt-tripping them Hyojin saying they
fudging hate Duck and don't love them. That their whole life is fudged and seemingly confirming that
the hit took place. With Hyojin saying that they told the police that they hit them and Duck saying
yes I did and if I didn't tell them that I would have been charged with a felony.
These conversations seemingly reinforce the allegations Duck has made. However, these are still allegations
as Punk Duck mentioned, they did get a discord dm before they released this post from Hyojin.
That message is an apology that reads "Let me start this off by saying that I don't need you to reply
I get it. What I say doesn't matter but regardless I'm sorry. I owe you a very very very big apology
I hope it doesn't come off as calculated or ingenuine. I just need you to see it because
It's the least that I can give. It doesn't mean anything. I know. But just know that I am genuinely sorry
for everything i've done. Sorry for how I acted when you asked me so nicely to leave the server.
Seems my entitlement and anger hasn't changed since you've known me I took your patience
for grante, mistreated you and really took advantage of you. In the entire relationship
i don't think there was a single thing you've ever done wrong. I regret not talking about what
occurred on new years more. I feel like that was something I should have talked to you about and
you definitely had every right to do what you did. I'm sorry for never being apologetic for that.
I'm sorry for taking my anger on you about in general. Misplaced anger is a problem I need to
sort out everything you feel about me is deserved. You deserve to talk about it. I sent what you said
to almost every one of my friends just to force myself to self-reflect. I've lost a lot of trust
from them but that's okay because nothing that happens to me will ever undo what I did to you.
I'm never gonna excuse what I did to you. You met me at a time where I never wanted to take
responsibility and where I was toxic, paranoid and horrible in general. I'm sorry for how I treated
you whenever you got hurt. Treating everything like a joke. Making people uncomfortable on purpose
just because i got a tiny laugh out of it. I'm sorry for hitting you literally over nothing
again angry at something misplaced on you. Feels like a lot of stuff that happened always fell back
on you. You were always the fallback to my moods constantly. Nothing can undo what i've done.
This message isn't to rekindle anything as far as I know I'm dead to you which is what I deserve.
I don't deserve a reply. I didn't type this up the weapon as a victim complex which I did a lot
I think i do that in a lot of scenarios which is why i reached out to literally everyone i've done wrong.
I reached out to most of my friends some ex-friends and just want to let you know that
even though this bridge is burned i'm not planning to hurt anyone like that in the future ever again.
thank you for doing what you did. I think you saved a lot of people from how horrid I am.
I see the person I am now. Clearly i'm narcissistic, abusive, and I misplaced my anger and hurt everyone
around me. I'm codependent, I weaponize my mental illness and again my victim complex is huge.
there's no excusing anything. I'm the root of my own destruction. I've believed for so long
that it was the world against me. But I was the problem and it's shitty that it's taken this to
realize that so again thank you for doing this. If you hadn't I would have fallen back on the
same pattern of earning validation by lying and acting like a victim. Hurting people by continuing
to never change and lose more people. I've lost people and that's completely okay. Everyone has
their limits and i'm not asking to be forgiven at all. I just want to change. And again I'm sorry
it took this fudging long and this fudging much for me to wake up. I don't want to hurt any more
people than I already have and while this is a discord message so we can never really tell
if this is true unless Hyojin confesses to it. If this is true this would obviously be very
concerning and if they have really admitted this Jesus Christ that's concerning. I'll leave the link
in the description if you'd like to read the full allegations but for now I think i'm gonna end this
video here. With that being said if you are new to the channel please do consider subscribing as
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