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i'm fine
[Music]
are you and if okay
being nice yeah aside from the not
sleeping
the jumpiness constant overwhelming
crushing fear that something terrible is
about to happen
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i thought i could fly
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trying to distance yourself from
everyone else so they don't drown
i invented there it them
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work
got to change all of this no stress no
pressure nothing that will
cause unnecessary exhaustion i can you
have to
what do i do
you're not the one who needs fixing
there is nothing wrong with you
don't let anyone tell you that there is
i mean what if it just gets worse
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it's like it's a panic attack i tried to
scream you know like i can't even
breathe
yeah they called me weak
like i'm not just somebody
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did you ever have thoughts of wanting to
escape
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is this when i become in the future a
woman who's
failed everyone
i had a dream
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i woke up why are you yelling at me i'm
the only one here i didn't ask you to be
it's just easier it's also really lonely
[Music]
you okay no good
there are some things we should never be
okay about
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i had forgotten i used to be strong
i knew i could be again i had to
rescue myself
so if you're drowning
and you're trying to keep your mouth
closed until that very
last moment but if you choose to not
open your mouth
to not let the water inside you do
anyway it's a reflex
uh if you hold off until that reflex
kicks in
you have more time right
if you're going through hell
keep going
you