you asked me what do I want
I should ask you rather than you asking me
because it depends where you are if you are identified with the body
then yours your wants will be different than food and sex will be your only ones only desires
those two are animal desires the lowest
I am not condemning them by calling them lowest
I am not evaluating them remember I am just stating a fact the lowest rung of the letters
but if you are identified with the mind your desires will be different music dance poetry
and then there are thousands of things the body is very limited it has a simple polarity food and sex
it moves like a pendulum between these two food and sex it has nothing more to it
but if you are identified with the mind then
mind has many dimensions you can be interested in philosophy you can be interested in science
you can be interested in religion you can be interested in as many things as you can imagine
hard then your desires will be still of a higher nature higher than the minds
you will become more aesthetic
more sensitive
more alerts
more loving
the mind is aggressive the heart is receptive the mind is male the heart is female
the mind is logic The Heart Is Love
so it depends where you are stuck at the body at the mind at the heart
these are the three most important places from where one can function
but there is also the fourth in you in the East called the turiya turiya simply means the fourth
the transcendental if you are aware of your transcendentalness then all desires disappears
then one simply is with no desire at all with nothing
to be asked to be fulfilled
there is no Future and no past then one lives just in the moment utterly contented fulfills
in the fourth your one thousand Peter Lotus opens up you become divine
you are asking me Krishna what do I want that simply shows you don't know even where you are
where you are stuck you will have to inquire within yourself and it is not very difficult
if it is food and sex that takes your major part then that is where you are identified
if it is something concerned with thinking then it is the mind if it
is concerned with feeling then it is the harsh and of course Krishna
it cannot be the fourth otherwise the question would not have Arisen at all
so rather than answering you I would like to ask you where you are enquire