So this is what you've been staying in?
Yeah.
I mean....
off and on it just helps me kinda clear my head and forget about everything that happened.
Where do you go to the bathroom at?
Around... It's not really, I mean... I
It's kind of like back when we had the tents at your house or Eagle's landing
You know I just shitting in the woods
In the woods?
Seems like you don't have any you know...
blankets or anything in here. How do you keep warm?
How did you find me?
Ou.. out here?
I don't understand
It wasn't easy
once we figure out you were in Switzerland
I had to guess
How...how did you... how did you know in Switzerland though
Like what
Oh, well me and Tom were trying to figure out where you might have went
and we have started thinking about different places
and we remembered that you so always say
you know that...uh that you wanted to go to Switzerland all the time
You used to talk about the horn all the time and everything that was the first place I went was there and
you weren't there so I just started going town to town and finally I'm gonna
tell you what I've been doing this to piles up three months now looking for
you Monika Nestor dude I came across this
young girl and soos Ellen greeting cards on the corner and I had asked her I said
I had a picture of you and I showed and she said that she actually is a fan of
yours and she showed me a screenshot that you took with them and she said
that you come to town quite frequent. Yeah I remember, did she say anything? Yes!
she said that she has she wishes that you would make videos again.
(LOW Tone) FFF FFU.., I mean I I
I gave all that up I didn't...
After what I did I couldn't bear to you know I can very talk to them anymore after you know I didn't want to
be my dad.
I understand and I you know I I put it out there I put it out there
because I I wanted to show these kids hey you can make something of yourself I
wanted to show that I prove my dad wrong and and that they can prove their dad
wrong but it wasn't the right way and I didn't go about it the right way & it is so
toxic I had to stop I mean like I haven't been able to go back to doing
that I love it exist that I can't go back to that I mean I was just in the
last week ironically when you came then I've been
able to just play games again without feeling a like a shame
my... fucking dad
But Jess, I mean everything's okay now you can come back
um I don't see how I can return I mean what it what does everyone think of me
what does my mom think? It was a rough time for your mom it really was but
everything is okay I mean she wants you home she wants to see you because she
(LOW WHIMPER) How could she want me back???
Because she loves you that's why she wanted that. After what I did is none I deserve to be
alone. We all make mistakes, we all do but it's not it's not that you dwell in
the past you've got to move forward you got to go on from there and that's where
you got to go now you having a wall full nice job
female mistake she told me... you told me... to do it. I didn't tell you to do it I
told you that I wanted to do. Yeah yeah so you could see I'd wanted to I want to
do it but I just think, you know, it was in the moment and I'm-- I'm not when I oh
I don't think going back, I mean, my brother he lord knows what fucking he
thinks. He's he understands why you did it it's not that anybody is happy that you
did it but they understand why it happened. Okay and how are you how are
you uncle Larry??? I came to get you what do you mean how am i? what do you think
of it? I don't think that you should have took that step but I know that you made
a mistake Jess yeah understand that you just need to come home now. And you
you're fine you're neck??? I mean I'm it's a little sore still but
it's basically okay I'm okay! And what about what about Tom
wouldn't. Tom still at Goodies, he's out of college now he's got a job everything's
going good.
Dianne, hows she?
DIANNA!!!
What are you talking about?
How how is she doing? What does she think? What do you think what are you
talking about Diana??? Your wife. I told you not to bring her up.
I'm just curious I mean-- NO!!-- I wanted to know how you felt!! I told you not to
break damn it Jesse I told you I gotta get out of this thing this is absolutely
ridiculous I told you you can't bring up my wife. I'm sorry I'm bringing it up I
just want to know what she thought of everything?
what are you doing??? I'm getting out of that friggen thing you have me in there
it's ridiculous you got us doing a scene inside the stupid little tent!! hold on hold on what???
Look at this thing!! Are you FU... huh are you fucking kidding me
you said my wife's name I told you you cannot put my wife in the video. What did I say?
What did I fucking say - that we were going to explore your past relationship we need
to address that equation. And I told you you can't do that. You cannot have my wife thank
you I and cried!! You cannot fucking accurately
and that was something really good I don't Phunk kids do great job but I'm
telling you right now it doesn't make any sense Jess I mean look when I
ain't freaking in Switzerland right what a fucking Poconos here can't see a
frickin the house is right here, you got American flags here!! What's the American flags for??? For people being
spiritually because the psycho kid maybe like once the represent America and the
fucking little bathing tent is all that he could afford and he wants to fuck a
rave and we're going to look at this and they're going to say well what the fans
know that fucking mother is that meticulous that it requires parked right
there supposed to see the fucking car this is how fluid videos and the other
thing is not only even understand you're going from one scene inside the house
right oh my god you wonder why because you fucked up your lives you fucked the
demand and I'd upload the fuckin video you wanted that video why would you
upload that video because I have not told something because he's fucking kids
want it day by day and I said four videos a day and you fucked up you could
have just cut it you didn't have to do the ng that particular cut it I cannot
tie it because you trade off you're like oh you should come home I don't know
what I'm saying I don't know what the fuck to do these
kids it's high pressure okay we have so many situations would even doesn't even
make any sense whatsoever so you went from that take to this take I don't we
got to lightly make I have fine I am trying like that and just shows the
fucking work for me wait how many times that we had to do work with you how many
times how many times we to do this take it doesn't man you keep complaining just
for easily I bring my wife into this I told you that okay okay well we had
talked and and and then just so we're clear
okay you sign the fucking contract yeah so I didn't sign a contract for my wife
I can't tell I know you didn't but you said that you would do whatever I say
and you sign that and I will fucking hold you to that I'm sorry we came all
the way out to the Poconos we're doing this shit oh fuck that you were in there
no way I'm not doing I'm not going to write a paper
no I'm you side eye on you put Larry Abraham on that fuckin pan I put me on
there I didn't put my wife on that so she so let's do this we'll do this
without her name being brought up you son
no bullshit I'm son sometimes I'm told you people oh I'm not the winner
there's my wife is not everyone until just fuck you I'm done I fucking quit
yeah yeah let's just do one more take down just let's do one more scene nobody
you mean comment Jesse Jesse hey just do one more take man the coffee bullshit we
had an agreement and it's hard enough I'm trying to for Matias fucking
celebration fucking turn into two years leave the landing fuck this shit
doing this will just read Jesse we could do one more take come on
you gotta bubble do not fucking bother me I'll do another tape