Everybody I've got a success story here and it is from Aidah. Aidah says: Hello Agnes and all
the YouTube family, I have a success story with my specific person. My story is a bit long so let me
start from the beginning. I am 23 years old and I am from Kenya, my specific person is 30 years old
and is still from my country. We have been dating for three years now he is such an amazing man,
kind and romantic. When we met I was still in campus in my second year and he was already
working. From the day we started dating he made it clear even to his friends and family
that I was his woman. He gave me keys to his place after like the second time of visiting
him. He never even pursued me to sleep with him it just happened and I didn't feel pressured,
it was actually very beautiful. When in school he took care of me sometimes helped me study and read
for exams. He had never cheated on me despite the fact that I am sort of younger than the ladies he
works with who are even financially stable which is not my case. So we moved in together after I
was done with campus, my specific person is a very sociable person and has tons of friends especially
guys. So after moving in money was somehow tight since I lost the only small job I had gotten. So
for him it would be to go out on Saturday nights and weekends and drink a lot with his friends,
this behaviour hurt me to the core. I would cry myself to sleep at night, I was so lonely and
needy and would call him a million times. This in turn annoyed him but once he came back home
he would we would talk about it and he would say he will change. I didn't believe that he would and
come from the following weekend it would happen again. I started hating his friends and telling
him outright that I hate some of your friends. This is something I now understand that I should
have never said but anyway we are in this life to learn. Now because of my fear he would do it again
he was also struggling financially as he had major troubles at his workplace, but he couldn't control
the drinking he was drinking alcohol daily. Then one day he came home later on at 2pm and snapped
and lost it and we fought. Actually he didn't touch me but I beat him, yep he is so strong
he could have just held me and beat me up but he didn't. Instead he sat there telling me to stop
and I didn't. That event scared him and he said that I had shown him anger and he wasn't ready to
live with me again. At that very moment I knew I had lost his heart and feeling the days that
followed he stopped talking to me, completely ignored me, came home when he wanted and even
stopped providing. This events affected me so much I became suicidal, I added weight, I knew we
loved each other deeply but I had 'effed it up big time. So in late July I moved out and we broke up,
I sought help from a psychologist because I had the worst heartache you could imagine. I couldn't
sleep, I couldn't eat, I had stomach upsets just thinking about him, I felt my stomach making knots
and I felt like I could vomit. Then one day I stumbled upon on Agnes' videos and I binged
watch them especially the everyone as you pushed out series. The message resonated with me deeply,
I knew I had created this mess and I didn't know how to fix it. Then one day while walking in town
I met a friend of my specific person, he told me that my SP was so so broken he was not okay
he was drinking, he was living as if he didn't have a purpose. I felt so bad I started crying,
I had hurt such a beautiful man. I thought leaving him would make things easier and better but it
didn't. So every night from that day I would do ho'oponopono prayers and meditation for self-love,
I did that and prayed every night. I prayed for God to take care of us despite the fact
that we were not okay and we were far away from each other. During the day I read so many books,
I read all of Neville's books and a few other authors. Then when I felt like I had forgiven
myself - him and his friends too, I would radiate love and forgiveness to his friends too. After a
few weeks now I started meditation to radiate love to my darling. I started sending him love and care
while I was walking, I would call his name and say 'I love you deeply, I'm so sorry darling,' I
said 'baby we are we'll be okay.' I was living in the end, I did all this without contacting him. I
felt like I wanted to talk to him I - if I felt I wanted to talk to him I would send a pretend text
on another cell phone number and even reply as if it was him. I would tell him stuff and I would
reply to myself like he is the one who was doing it. At night I would sleep as if he was with me,
I would imagine us laughing, telling jokes, cuddling, imagining anything I wanted. I would
hold his hand, I would touch him anywhere, kiss him and tell him he is handsome and he is mine and
I'm so so sorry I hurt him. Sometimes I'd put on music, light up candles because we used to
be like that then stay in bed as if I was with him. So around September I called him one day,
he was so happy to talk to me I could feel the chemistry I felt it and yet it was only via a
phone call. Then from there we would text randomly but he was reserved, he was very cautious. I
expected that but I didn't nag I gave him time. At this time I worked on myself, I changed my diet,
I went to the gym - so far I've actually lost 8 kilos. I continued with meditation, I did the
5x5 - 55x5 manifestation, I did the drinking water manifestation for five days. I then said St. Jude
Novena for nine days. On the final day as I was on in the chapel I took out my phone and I showed
Jesus a picture of my man, I just told him to help me fix it. I promised to testify about him
and St. Jude if they made it happen for us to meet and be okay. So last weekend he made plans for us
to meet on Sunday - I couldn't believe it, I was so happy finally it was happening. My prayers,
my manifestation, it was coming through I just knelt down - I cried, I thanked Jesus. I was happy
with my mind, my beautiful imagination and hard work would soon pay up. That Sunday of November
when I went to see him he stood up and hugged me. Our bodies when our bodies met he didn't want to
let me go, I sort of felt our hearts beating. He kept looking at my face, staring at my eyes
and hugging me tightly. It was so beautiful I started crying, he had some balancing tears - what
a lovely sentence I've never heard it worded that way, 'he had some balancing tears' that's
gorgeous - and then he kissed me. It was exactly as I had imagined it, did I mention that it was in
a public place so people were really starting to stare but he held me, that he didn't care. He said
that he was so sorry, I was shocked because I knew I had created most of the issues in the hurt and
the pain. We had drinks, laughed, he kept holding my hand he said he needed me in his life again,
he would be better. I know he will because I am wise 23 year old lady now, I know I can shape and
create my own region and I will do exactly that. I know how to be emotionally mature and I know
he loves me. P.S. I want to tell you imagination works - yesterday he called me and said he wants
to tell me something. He told me that at times at night during our break up he would feel intense
love for me, he would feel like I'm touching him and just be next to him. He would try to push the
feelings away but he couldn't and for the three months he never ever went on a date with another
lady or felt anything else. I was speechless, I didn't tell him that I would meditate and think
of him and send him love and care. I think it would freak him out (laughs) so this is for me
to know. So this is my story ladies, thank you Agnes. Thank you so much for the information,
were it not for you I would not have learnt to let go, to live in the end, to meditate and even about
the law of attraction. I wish you all success, I hope that you become successful to keep us in your
prayers though especially financially, we are struggling there but I soon will write another
success story - we will be financially stable, we will it's all in our beautiful imagination.
Beautiful, that's a 'ripper.' Love a good story, that was beautifully written. I love
the 'balancing tears' I just think that's such a gorgeous sentence love it, love it,
love it. Now I'm gonna put down below the viewers 'How to Get a Specific Ex Back' playlist for those
of you that are still new to the channel working your way through I will also put the self-love
meditations down below because that is really important in creating this and anything else that
was mentioned in this YouTube by this lovely lady Aidah. And thank you so much Aidah for sending
that in that's a gorgeous story, you're awesome and well done to you. 23 years old to find this
stuff early - I was about 28-29 when I first came across law of attraction so it's so wonderful when
you have your whole life ahead of you to apply it. But in saying that whenever you come to the
law of attraction, to Neville's teachings, to self-love it is on the right day for you. And
you will then benefit from that day forward and so will your loved ones and so will you
on a big scale. So lots of love everybody and I will see you as always in the next YouTube.