Good morning everybody
I'm cutting my hair. I'm feeling a lot of feelings. I'm really emotional right now
I feel really excited because I'm gonna have a fresh new look that hopefully will look really good
I tried a wig recently and a lot of you guys told me I should do it
Most of you guys say like 95% of you told me to do it. So I'm trusting in you too
I'm terrified because I've never dyed or cut my hair really short. I've never had a major hair transformation in my life
I started modeling at 16 since then I was under contract and I had to keep my hair around the same color like a
Darker blonde tone and around this length
So this is gonna be a big change for me and I am terrified
I had nightmares this morning that the haircut went horribly wrong, and it was really bad
but I couldn't tell the
Hairdresser that I hated it because I can never tell the hairdresser when I don't really like something I feel too bad
um
Babe, how do you feel?
This is the last time you're gonna see this hair. I don't know. Let's see. Do you want to stroke it?
Touch it join you bring it home for you. Oh, look, they're having a funeral for my hair
Today marks the end
After all the years of clickbait
misleading titles and even waves
To only be let down with the subtle changes to her lie your highlights and a three inch trim is Carrie
Almost 30 years old and finally turning 13 three and a half months so you can finally say I'm one was thirty
Well, you've been saying you for five years now
despite being terrified and her boyfriend saying
She's belong don't cut it
Don't get it dreams be the first big change to her hair is her
I'm excited guys, you know, I'm over my hair. I'm over my long hair. I never want to do it. It's heavy
It's always just put it up in a ponytail. You guys are sick of the ponytail. I'm sick of the ponytail
I'm ready for a fresh new change
One of the things I'm most nervous for is to show you because you're the only one that's like
It's gonna grow fast anyways I can put in extensions, but I'm hoping all you'll be like off
Marry me no, let's go sign, babe
What
Don't fast-forward through this video to is not clickbait. It's happening. It's gonna be emotional. I hope I don't cry when she cuts my hair
You have reached your destination on the right hand side
Oh my god, is that just literally the sound of a blow-dryer
Okay, that's pretty okay say, goodbye
So, let's start with the length, oh, okay, we're gonna cut it first yep a little bit of it all preference
Just cuz there's no use in
Should I
How do you wear your hair everyday be silent
Yeah, absolutely
Guys, this is amanda. I'm at twin image salon, and she is doing my
Transformation today actually, thank you so much for coming in on a public holiday and she came in just for me
Glad to do it. It'll be fun. Ready. Can I cut tonight? You oughta cut it? Yeah
All right ready, yeah go here anywhere you want doesn't matter you can do it
Hey and that's where it's gonna sit I just have to fix it up oh
My god, right? Oh my god
Yeah, that's pretty much all the way up has to throw me. I can't do this so pretty tough
Yeah, this is actually so liberating now, right?
It's just no more happiness and it's gonna naturally dry a lot better
Just because it was so heavy. So this is pretty much gonna be your length. I'm just gonna strain you up and
die, oh
No, it's so bad I literally just got in here and you're like, all right doesn't even have time to think
See, that's why that's good
So ye in this camera, I know
The bleach is on doing its thing
We're just waiting for it to hit the right color. Then we're gonna wash it out with Tony and then do the cut
This is the first video. Oh
My god, it's so Orange. Oh, yeah, right
Thank you, you don't think it's a little bit too orange now
Coding yeah
For a second, I thought I had no hair because this looks like my skin color right here. Oh, it looks like my scalp
Oh guys
Yeah crazy
Yeah, cuz you cut off like another
Boy so why trade yeah, it's like the wig
Why didn't I expect
It's not alike this time to be frouchy good good. Yeah, I feel I feel like good and fresh and it's not heavy and
It's good, I know I'm like it
Okay, you sure
Let's go and look at my cute pony to hold for details
Hey, so it's been a couple of days and I have gone through a few phases and I think the best way
I can explain it is it's sort of like breaking up with a long-term boyfriend and finding someone new that is how I feel
What?
I'm talking about my hair. So phase one I was super super happy super excited
Of course the color and the cut was exactly what I wanted
Amanda did an amazing job. I was super happy. I loved it. I was ready for this fresh new start and then
when I came home at night, I was kind of like I
Don't know. Am I doing the right did I do the right thing? I really wanted to have roots grow out
I felt like I really needed the contrast there and then by the morning time I was like full-on
Breakdown like I made a mistake. I don't I shouldn't have done that. I loved my old hair. It was good to me
Why did I do that? And I emailed Amanda and I was like, can I come in?
Can you darken the roots of it to give it some contrast maybe or like darkening of it?
And then by the afternoon I calmed down and I was like no I made the right decision
I started taking some selfies and you guys probably if you see my Instagram you'll know that I'm not really active on there lately
I never I don't even remember the last time I posted a selfie. I don't know. I just wasn't feeling my look
I felt super uninspired and when I started taking Sophie's again
I was like, I feel idea and refreshed and super excited Amanda actually, wrote me back and she was like, you know
What your hair is gonna it's kind of strong at first, but when you wash it, it's gonna soften a bit
Your roots are gonna go grow in pretty fast
If we darken them you're gonna have three colors at the top because maybe I won't match it exactly to your natural
So that's gonna look a bit weird when it grows out and I was like, yeah, you know what, it's good
I'm going to embrace this look because it actually looks fine. I think it's just I just wasn't used to it
I wasn't sure but I'm all good. Now my boyfriend thinks I look like Legolas Legolas
I forget how you say his name from Lord of the Rings or he said I look like a Russian spy
or a 9 year old grandma which honestly
I'm okay with all three of those Russian girls are drop-dead gorgeous and they're super fashionable. I love elves. They remind me of Christmas
They're probably my top three favorite things next to food and grandma's blood grandma's. They're hilarious
They have a lot of wisdom to pass you
I love being around old people in general and we have a little fun with it
you know, sometimes we roleplay he shoots a little arrow little
from the side and I'm like Lydia come on who died and
Hurt all the russians watching me that was over blocks and you don't sound like that at all
Yeah, it's making in the least sexual way - today. I'm wearing purple eye shadow. I've got little cat wings on
My makeup spicy my outfits
Rainbow, I feel like it's quite bold
Make some other bold fashion choices. I just want to thank Amanda again. She came in on her holiday to do my hair
She thought it would be a fun project and she got super involved. She was so nice to me
She did a really great job as everything. I wanted she worked super quickly
I'm very very happy with the results and happy with everything. She did I will link her below
If you're in the Toronto area and you want to check her out she is a lovely person and does really great work
So yeah, I'm gonna end this video here. I'm gonna pick up the next video from here. I'm going home to see my family
So you're gonna see the reactions to my hair. But yesterday I wore it in a cute little pony. I
Can't wait to wear like pigtails and experiment with other cute short hairstyles that I've never tried before
Yeah, I'm excited for this this new thing in my life. I feel refreshed
Think I've already said this so many times. Okay. I should just go. All right. I'll see you guys
Thank you guys so much for watching this video