so you get these requests from uh from your fans they want you to like obviously they're guys they
want you to like show and do as much as possible um do you ever feel a way like do you have any
fans who are married or have girlfriends and how and does that make you feel conflicted
sometimes it does sometimes it doesn't i mean there are people that are very
unhappy in their marriage and you know they talk to me and they actually feel
more relaxed and they feel like you know they get more energy and they can be happier at home
then there are times when you think hold on a minute this is not appropriate you know
like if someone just had a baby or something like that you know there's always the amount
of guys that have reached out to me right when their like wife or girlfriend is pregnant or
right after they've had the baby there's something about the birth of a child or
the like the child about to be born that makes guys i think freak the [ __ ] out i think they
they're they're considering their like virility or their masculinity or like if they're still hot
i don't know it's it's i swear to god it's like something goes on in their brain totally and you
know what i find it so inappropriate like to me that's really inappropriate i don't like that
because if i was a woman i just had a child and my guy sitting there chatting with some other girl
i would not be happy i mean imagine foremost everything that you're going through
feel like abandoned or used and i wonder if it's i wonder how much of it is biological like a male's
biological imperative is to literally spread his seed and reproduce and it's almost like
is there something in the back of your brain that's like okay i've done that let's move on to
the next one because it's like you've crossed the finish line as a man in a sense it probably is you
know it really is it's like men are hunters yeah and it's like and also men really like um you know
like diversity like all right maybe it's like if something's goes off and you're like all right now
i'm gonna try to get a different looking woman pregnant i'm making excuses i'm making excuses
for bed you know do you ever so like have you ever had to draw the line have you ever had to say like
back off or like focus on your lady does that and that must ruin the next day so i've done
that time so you know exactly like how i said to you wouldn't someone just had a baby and
things like that i'm like i'm not comfortable generation you should really go home and spend
time with your with your wife or girlfriend and yeah and then there are times when guys i mean not
all guys are lovely not all guys are nice i mean they're guys that come in and just super abusive
um you know when i call you names and this and that and i just don't tolerate that
do you just not respond or do you just talk i just tell them to get off my page and just block them
you know like i don't need that that money like i'm not gonna tolerate anyone abusing me yeah so
yeah definitely not then there are the guys that you know
kind of want to emotionally blackmail you like you you you know yeah they're all a cow well i've had
guys that you literally like just want all of my attention no like an energy vampire yeah you know
i cannot do that like i have i'll give you as much attention as i possibly can but i do have
many fans you know i can't just be you have 80 000 subs on only fans i do so you know like it's
obviously not all of them are constantly chatting to me or i would go crazy but i have my core guys
that i talk to you know and my boyfriends it must be hard too because we all know that feeling like
after you've talked to somebody where you're like you're exhausted and you feel like oh like there's
people in your life they either give you energy or they take energy away yeah and you'll know who
that person is like when you're done fighting them if you're like i gotta take a nap i gotta lay down
and uh yeah you ever you set like certain times of the day that you spend just to respond to messages
so that it's not like consuming your whole day yes yeah i do i try to you know i try to keep some
sort of schedule but obviously my boyfriend's like you know they whenever they're online i go online
you know so what does someone have to do to be in the boyfriend category
it's just there all the time you know they would talk every single day every day you know you know
morning videos and we're talking about it it's really cute it's super sweet yeah that's cute
they send you videos back sometimes they do um i had a wonderful boyfriend even wrote me a song
someone wrote me a poem the other day and i was like
wow i had to go become an only fast girl for someone to write me a song
right you don't have to like bang a bassist that sounds better that's so nice do you ever so
they'll send you like pictures and photos back and then you're just like okay that's nice yeah it's
it's really nice that's good do they get jealous of each other like they must know that they're not
alone but you know at the end of the day like i i do have my favorites you know yeah
but i guess they don't try they try not to ask too much no have you met you're not to know
have you met any of these people in person no you can't you can't do that and i don't think i would
you know it would kill the fantasy yeah because what if you meet them in there
yeah thing that we have you know and i i honestly believe that you can generally have a relationship
with that meeting you honestly can now just really though but they can't install an air
conditioner that's true that is true but i mean the connection is just as real if you if it's all
like i really honestly truly believe i appreciate it yeah everyone's different like some people like
you can get your needs met just um yeah through talking and it's like you're a pisces so it's like
you're all into like communication and feelings and like that connection it's like you may not
always necessarily and also depending on like what your love languages are too it's like you may not
need to see you know someone in person exactly this is this is this is all very new to me this is
all this stuff i find out like now with my only fans that you can actually feel something for some
someone that you never met you know oh yeah like pen pals you know yeah and you have great sex too
are you yeah so are you dating are you dating anybody right now
no but i have you know what i don't have the time i have my boyfriends
and i'm perfectly happy with them okay my boyfriend's to have my oxford
oh yeah you have to lock him out you have to lock him out if you're having alone time yes exactly