Hi everybody it's Agnes and this is a success story from Deah. Dear Agnes and everyone who
needs a boost right now, I hope you will share my story to give others - especially those who
have yet been unsuccessful in manifesting their specific person after a long time hope, like
your success stories on your channel kept my faith alive. Please but don't be discouraged but finally
I can tell you like I one day imagined I got my ex back almost three years apart - after three
years. We were extremely happy for 6 years in a committed relationship heading towards marriage,
however the doubt set in. 'This is too good to be true, what if he leaves me, he is cheating,
I'm not good enough, I'm not pretty enough, he'll end up leaving me,' thoughts kicked in so deeply
that I can now look back and see how I built up the momentum of constant self-sabotage and
totally unaware I brought the exact thing into my reality. What happened next - he changed towards
me and eventually ghosted me while I was away, only coming back to get his things and tell me
it was over. He was very upset but left that day. Oh my world crashed. I proceeded to beg,
plead, text, email although he did on a few occasions over the following few months reach
out and told me he missed me. He eventually told me he had created - he had cheated and it
was choosing to be with her and there was no hope for us period. Oh the pain, the absolute agony I
felt. I sank into a deep depression and loathed myself and felt so rejected that I'd managed to
lose this one incredible relationship and he was not someone I recognized anymore. I was in pieces,
I looked for help videos like most I found the quick get your ex back, no contact and spend
time looking at forums that ended up making me feel worse (excuse me) much worse. I cried,
I had a new breakdown and I was spiralling out of control. Unlike some of your success stories this
went on for over a year and I could not get my mind on any thing else. I was desperate and I had
no concept of myself with the law of attraction so unknowingly moved further and further away making
any from making any progress. I eventually found you and although it took a while to really take in
what you were saying I began to realize slowly is what I had brought into my life by focusing
on the unwanted. Through your channel, listening to YouTube's, Abraham Hicks, Neville Goddard and
reaching reading Florence Scovel Shinn and many others I again slowly but surely began to look
at things from a new perspective and maybe it took so long as I really had not realized the
depth of my lack of self-love and my desperation. I know now and realize I was repelling what I
wanted most which was my SP. I found that Abraham Hicks advice for just going easier for myself and
soothing myself even when I felt bad made me feel a bit lighter. I read success stories - every one
I could find and when it seemed impossible to even get a text to say hello I began to imagine
this. But still I had no success as I now know I was coming from a place of lack not a place of
faith. When I finally grasped this I went for it - I spent many hours, morning and evenings and free
time after working on yours and others meditations as well as beginning to try and take better care
of myself. Little treats, days out, holiday, better thoughts, positive thoughts and during
this I felt a breakthrough. I finally no longer hated myself and became kinder and it became a
really amazing habit. I did affirmations on my drive to work and I also the whispering technique
and I did scripting and Neville's before you sleep imagining methods. After many months I reached out
to him - we had occasionally friend friendly chats but he still was with her and sometimes
I just feel like giving up. On these occasions I'd surrender and let go and that wasn't easy but I'd
say to myself 'let go' and wished him. Well months would pass, we'd have the odd chat, he worked away
in another country and although I occasionally had the feeling he missed me he never said the things
I wanted to hear. I carried on with self-love and I drove - no I dove into scripting which for me
was working wonders. 'I am so happy and grateful now that..' - I'd write in details of things I
wanted him to say and imagined him texting saying he missed me and loved me and I did this often.
Well you can imagine obviously guessing the rest as I changed he started to message me more than
phone often. And one day after I asked him why he messaged me a lot now, he blurted out that he
still loves me, he had never gotten over me, he was not in love with her, it was me he loved and
always had he just didn't have the guts to tell me but had been trying for months to open up to me.
since that day we've spoken every day then met and he has told me word-for-word some of the things
I've always imagined and another interesting fact is I looked at my diary I scripted every day and
my diary from a year prior and having almost forgotten about it read back and it blew my mind
as our first meeting after all that time was as near as damn a date identical. Doubters stop your
doubt, this is my imagination that turned into reality by pure belief. It took a long time but
I got there. We have since spent many of our days together and we are both extremely happy and in
love again. Believe people, believe. I love this man and more importantly I learned how to love
myself in the process. Like Agnes says it's the foundation of any manifestation. Save yourself the
time it took me and do this first before any other techniques. When you are ready, sending out loving
thoughts out to them and do your affirmations - do yourself a favour and listen to Neville
and be kind to yourself. Scripting was amazing in my own experience but do whatever makes you
feel good and also treat them as though they love you was another good one and I always practiced
and will continue. I was today wrapped in the arms of my SP, all I imagined him telling me
I was beautiful he loves me and I created this - me. I am so happy and so proud of myself I could
never thank you enough Agnes for you've given me this gift of self-love and from now on that is my
priority and projecting love loving thoughts only. I do self-love as part of my daily regime now and
I will never stop. Although he's back in my life I will continue always. Love to you and everyone out
there, never stop believing. Thank you and if your viewers have any questions I'd be happy to email.
You've said 'you' but do you mean them? I'm not sure um Deah maybe you can answer comments in the
threads then. Alright, so there you go another wonderful how to get a specific ex back story
from Deah. Thank you Deah for sending it in and lots of love and I will put the full playlist
down below for those of you that have missed some of them and I will see you in the next YouTube.