Prayer or Meditation?
If there is no God, what is prayer?
Prayer is a by-product
of theism.
You start with a belief in God,
then naturally some kind of relationship between you and God is needed.
That is prayer.
You start praising him.
Of course there is some motivation,
you are asking something
through your prayer.
Your prayer is not
just
a pure love affair, no –
it is business.
Hence, when you are in trouble you pray;
when you are out of trouble you forget it.
When you are
in some difficulty
incapable
to manage,
you pray because you need God's help
The moment you are out of difficulty,
you forget God and prayer both.
A famous Sufi story is
that a ship is coming back
to its home
country.
Suddenly
the ocean goes mad –
great winds,
and the ship is
almost on the verge of sinking.
Everybody starts praying
at such a moment.
who will not pray? – even the atheist will pray,
the agnostic will pray and pray, “Forgive what I have been telling,
it was all nonsense. Forgive me,
but let me reach the shore.”
But the Sufi was simply sitting there, not praying.
The people became angry; they said, “You are a religious man,
wearing the robe,
the green robe of a Sufi.
What kind of a Sufi are you? You should have been the first to pray.
And we are not religious people, we are just business people, and to us this prayer is, too,
nothing but business.
We are offering God: ‘We will give you this, we will give you that, just save us.'
.
Why are you sitting silently?
Why are you not praying?”
He said,
“You have already said it:
because I am not a businessman.
If he wants
to finish us all, good.
If he wants to save us, good.
I am in total agreement with him.
Why should I pray?
For what?
Prayer means some disagreement, something is happening
which you don't want to happen.
You want God to intercede, to interfere, to stop it, to change it.”
The Sufi said, “But
I have no
business of my own.
It is his business to bother whether to save
or to drown us.
If he wants this Sufi to be saved,
it is his business, not my business.
And if he wants me to die,
that is his business.
I had not asked for birth;
suddenly I was here.
I cannot ask about death.
If birth is not in my control, how can death be in my control?”
Those people thought, “This man is mad.”
They said, “We will take care of you later on.
Let us get to the shore somehow and then we will take care of you.
You are not a Sufi, you are not religious;
you are a very dangerous man.
But this is not the time
to bother and quarrel with you.”
On board was the most
wealthy,
most famous man of the country,
and he was coming with millions of diamonds and
precious stones.
He had earned much.
He had a beautiful palace
in the town –
the most beautiful
marble palace.
Even the king was jealous.
Even the king had asked him many times, “You give this palace to me –
any price, and I will pay for it.”
But the man said, “That is not possible. That palace is my pride.”
When the ship was almost sinking, the man shouted to God, “Listen,
I give that palace to you –
just save me!”
And as it happened,
the winds disappeared,
the ocean became calm, the ship was saved.
They reached to the bank.
Now,
the rich man was in a very difficult position
because of what he had said.
And he had been angry with the Sufi – now he was not angry.
He said, “Perhaps you were right just to keep quiet.
If I had followed you
I would not have lost my palace.
But I am a businessman,
and I will find a way. ”And he found a way.
Next day
he put the palace up for auction.
He informed all the nearby kingdoms, whoever was interested.
Many kings, queens and rich people came; everybody was interested.
They were all puzzled to see that, just in front of the palace,
there was
a cat
chained to a marble pillar of the palace.
The rich man came out and he said,
“This palace and the cat,
both are up for auction together.
The price of the cat is one million
dinars” –
their
dollars, one million dollars –
“the price of the cat, one million dollars, and the price of the palace, one dollar:
one million and one dollars.”
The people said, “For this cat one million dollars,
and for this palace just one dollar?”
The businessman said, “Don't bother about it.
If you are interested, both are going to be sold together.
Less, I will not accept.
If anybody is interested, this is my minimum price.”
The king of the country said, “Yes, I will give you the price, but
please tell me,
what is the secret of this cat
and the palace?” And he said, “No secret –
I just got into trouble because of a prayer.
I have told God, ‘I will give you the palace.'
And I am a businessman;
if he is a businessman, I am also a businessman.
The cat, one million dollars – that I will keep.
And the palace, one dollar – that will go to God's fund.”
Prayer
is just
your effort
to persuade God to do things according to you.
And it is
absolutely
your imagination.
In the first place you don't know God.
You don't know his likes and dislikes.
You don't know whether he exists or not,
and you are praying.
This is a poor
state of affairs,
and this is happening all over the world.
I am against prayer
because it is basically business.
It is bribing God.
It is hoping
that you can buttress his ego
that “You are great,
you are compassionate,
you can do anything you want.”
And all this is being said because you want something.
There is a motivation behind it;
otherwise you will not pray, if there is no motivation.
I am against prayer.
I am for meditation.
And these are the only two
dimensions:
prayer, the false dimension;
meditation, the right dimension.
In prayer you try
first to imagine a God there,
and then you project a prayer.
In meditation
you don't have to project any God,
you don't have to believe in any God,
you don't have to utter a single word of prayer.
On the contrary, you move inward. In prayer you are moving outward:
a God there...
and then a bridge of prayer between you and God.
In meditation
you
have no God there.
You search within.
You search within
for what is there.
Who am I?
What is this life energy?
What is this consciousness in me?
If only I can know this consciousness, this life
in me,
I have known the universal life,
I am part of it.
Just taste
the ocean from anywhere and it is salty.
Taste yourself – it is the closest place,
within yourself
taste your consciousness
in silence and peace.
Prayer will be
wordy.
Again you will be talking,
chanting,
using a mantra or something.
No, in meditation words have to be dropped
and you have to learn
to remain wordless,
even for small moments.
But in those small moments
so much blessing descends.
From those small gaps
the whole universe starts pouring upon you.
I am for meditation and against prayer.
The meditator
comes to know
feels reality throbbing within himself
the heartbeat
of existence.
And then there is a thankfulness
that is without any motive,
a gratitude to nobody in particular, simply a gratitude
for all, for all that is.
To me,
if
you want something like prayer…but then that is a love affair,
authentic, without any motive.
It is just a thank-you,
not addressed to anybody in particular,
addressed to the whole.