hey guys welcome to a new video i stopped asking for forgiveness
but you make me kind of nervous
okay so today is february 1st i did not film yesterday and i did do my weigh-in but i was
going to edit and i realized i didn't record it so yesterday my weight was 4.95.0 and today
which is day 32 32 of 100 days of weight in here is my weight for today like it surprised
me because it's nice to see that i'm almost back in the 80s i did eat very low calorie yesterday
like i wasn't doing weight watchers or anything like that i kind of have something personal going
on right now and i just literally was not hungry at all so yesterday i had one of my normal chicken
sandwiches that i have and a serving of hot cheetos and then later on that's literally all
i ate for the whole day and then it was like 10 p.m and i was like oh my god i'm so hungry
like becky has been there when i binge and she tries to help me sorry and like i get mad
i got mad because obviously i don't drive so my girlfriend actually made a pasta dish
that she recently made up and i low-key when i show you guys that recipe because it's so good
so i also had a serving of that so i had easily less than a thousand calories yesterday yeah
this is a sandwich taco that i just decided to try and yeah also i tried crawfish today for
the first time and that's a fat no for me like i did not like it at all i was expecting to it
was like really weird because when i was younger i actually used to catch crawdads we call them
crawdads um depending on where you live is what you call them but my dad would like go fishing
and he would skin fish and he would cook it and he would catch crawdads those are a few good memories
that i have but um anyways off topic so this is literally just a piece of bread a little bit
of mustard a little bit of mayo uh pepper jack cheese chicken and hot cheetos let's go for it
oh
okay girl wow this is so good
i'm gonna have this one and then another one so for both of them
it's only 330 calories not bad on calories at all
hello hi you still watching i hope so so i am just popping in i figured every first
of the month i could do like a little update moment on how much weight i lost in that month
so january i lost 14 pounds and then i go back to january 1st and i see what weight i was
and i was like wait i've lost 14 pounds in january i'm gonna take that as a damn
win so if i lose 14 pounds for the next 11 months y'all i could be like 336 by next january that's
kind of a cool thought okay guys so i'm gonna do a little bathroom makeover me and my girlfriend
are she's actually gonna be the one to like do the manual labor but um i wanted to show you
before and after of each one we got new shower curtains and uh bathmats whatever so this is
the shower she uses this is what it looks like now okay so here is the shower curtain that she chose
it's like abstract a female face and then a i always forget what this is called bath rug
bath mat i think that matches this part perfectly so that is what hers looks like also we both
got one of these little things so i'm gonna have one of those in my shower
and then some of the uh these are just like containers that you put your body wash in
and also shampoo and conditioner aren't those so cute i can't wait to show you guys mine and then
here is mine i currently don't have shampoo and conditioner in here right now which i will explain
in a little bit so this is before on mine so when i clean myself take off my clothes take off my bra
take off my panties turn on my shower and i walk in that [ __ ] shower i use washcloth but this is
going to be tmi um when i use bath body works i use it on every part of my body except for
except for the vagine and the booty if you know what i'm saying reach my arm in
and bend down and grandma because my stomach is in the way no i shower just like everyone
else i do it all by myself that i use a stick to clean myself becky is my caregiver
this angle oh my god okay so before i show you my completed shower moment i decided because this
was a container for a perfume that i used which i use it all so i'm gonna use this for my soap
perfect idea now these are my shampoo and conditioner dispensers
oh my god it's perfect timing that this came in the mail because i just got done with my other
shampoo i started using conditioner again a couple months ago because i stopped for a hot minute
so now i'm gonna add see these are cute i like the look of these so conditioner oh it smells so good
okay now we're gonna do shampoo
looks just like the conditioner so this is argan oil repair
uh herbal smells i really like herbal essence okay so here is my little
toothbrush holder brushing your teeth in the shower is 10 out of 10. and then i do like to use
dial bar soap for my body um bath and body works is bae so that is the body soap that i use body
soap i use a simple bar of dial it does the best for my skin it just makes me feel the cleanest
here is my conditioner and my shampoo oh my god that's so cute and here is my
shower curtain and bath mat mine is a silhouette of the female body isn't that so freaking cute
i prefer this this is in the way okay you guys hello february 2nd so this morning
was super busy so i did not record my weight i wish i would have because i'm at 489.6
which i'm super happy about but today i had a little slip up it is what it is like i'm not
i'm not here to make excuses like a lot of people are like marching being authentic and i'm like
what what you mean like i've literally been sharing my weight i've been sharing my struggles
i've been sharing when i'm on track off track like
i'm being as authentic as i can honestly but yeah this morning was super busy because i we
had to leave quickly because my girlfriend um isn't feeling the greatest right now
so she had a appointment to get scheduled for get a rapid cover test which thankfully she's negative
but she does have a vintage cold she does not feel good at all which honestly makes me so
freaking depressed like i hate when she's not feeling good my main focus wasn't really to
film the way in but i still did the weigh-in and i actually had my clothes on which i usually do
it naked but it is what it is i am actively losing weight i'm probably in a game tomorrow though so
yeah that kind of sucks hey guys so it is february 3rd i'm actually editing this video right now
and i realized you know what let me just put today's weigh-in at the end of it so here it is
so i hope that you guys did enjoy this video and i will see you guys in my next one bye you
say i make you nervous a tragedy i'm a beautiful disaster a reckoning you wonder how i got this way