- Hey everybody I'm Hannah.
Welcome back to my channel.
And this video is going to be a round up reflection
and Q & A about my WHO am I series.
(upbeat music)
So, if you've completely missed it basically every Friday
for the last seven weeks, I've been releasing videos.
That have been different kinds of personality tests.
Different quizzes, different ways of
getting to know yourself.
And if you've missed any of them,
there is a playlist I'll link it in your description.
But this is going to be like, what I've learned,
and now that I've done all of these tests,
like, now what?
And answering some of your questions
from YouTube comments, Twitter and Instagram.
If I sound a bit bummed up, it's because I am.
I was ill over the weekend.
And it's like, almost gone I feel better now much better.
But like, there's the drugs effect you know what I mean.
So before I dive into your questions.
I just got some bits, but I want to share.
Stuff that I think cause
that's what having a YouTube channel is for.
So I had filmed all seven of those videos
before the first one got uploaded.
So it had been a while since I've done those tests.
I think I may be started filming the series in like
March, April time, and then finished filming them in May.
And it is now August.
So I've had some time to reflect and to do more quizzes.
So the last video I uploaded was the astrology video.
Which caused some controversy in the comments because,
yes, I'm dismissive of it okay, we get it.
I'm sceptical, and dismissive.
And we did learn in the Big Five episode with Shan
that I am only somewhat open I'm not very open.
So that might be why.
But still, thank you so much for all of your comments.
First of all, Libra is an air sing not a water sing.
So thank you for that correction in the comments.
Not that I know what that means or what that signifies.
The thing that's always confused me is why
Aquarius isn't a water sign,
like it is literally the water symbol.
And obviously since that video,
I have been doing a little bit more reading into astrology,
not a huge amount because what I have discovered is that.
I very much touched the tip of the iceberg.
And there is so much there's so many different things
going on with your birth chart and astrology and stuff.
And I assume that once you kind of dive into it
in much more detail then maybe for me it would actually
start to make a bit more sense to me
and I'd be able to relate to stuff a bit more from it.
But I also don't have the desire to dive that deep into it
and to spend time on that.
However one thing that I have looked into
little bit more it's Virgo.
'Cause my moon is in Virgo and Virgo I relate to
because every time I read anything about Aquarius or Pisces.
Which is why I'm on the cusp of, I don't relate.
There is not a lot that I relate to in those two signs.
But Virgo I relate to and because that's my mood,
just apparently like the emotions and what's on the inside.
Apparently, it doesn't make a lot of sense
if you released your moon sign more than your sun sign.
So there's a little thing for you people
who are into astrology like I can get on board with that.
My Virgo moon.
We need to talk about the colour code because oh boy,
nothing has been resolved.
I'm still so confused as to
what my primary and secondary colours are.
Even after I posted the video
and showed Stevie the results that I got.
When my parents took the test for me.
She was like, I still think you're a blue.
And then the person who runs that
Colour Code Twitter account that Stevie was talking about
also weighed in and was like, you're a blue.
And I'm so confused.
Because I don't relate to blue at all.
like red and yellow are the ones that I relate to the most.
And so I was looking into the difference between
a primary red, secondary yellow,
primary yellow, secondary red.
Still confused and how it like diving into those two
and I was like, Oh yeah, I can like relate to parts
of both of these they made a lot of sense to me.
And then they were still both like,
but you're a blue though.
So I don't really know what to think about that
the colour code is probably the one
where I'm still screaming who am I?
Whereas the other ones feel a bit more cool.
I know who I am colour code?
I need some guidance maybe astrology will help.
In the Big Five video my guest Shan,
who is also a big fan of personality tests.
Introduced us to two more so obviously I had to do those.
The first was mind pattern.
And the second was your apology language.
So for the mind pattern one is all about rationality
and how you make decisions and come to decisions.
And actually I really enjoyed doing this quiz.
Because it felt more like a problem solving exercise
like you were doing like different things.
It wasn't answering questions about your personality
and things like that.
It was just more like doing little tasks.
It was kind of cool to see how your brain works.
Shannon said that she got the sceptic
when she wanted to get the executive.
- And so I did the mind pattern quiz
halfway through, they tell you which one you are
and like do the executive or the sceptic.
I'm like, definitely the executive.
And then sure enough in the end, I was a sceptic.
And I was like see
this why life is not what you want it to be.
And I was in tears.
- And I'm sorry to say Shan, but I got the executive.
I am the executive.
The structure of mind pattern
works similarly to myers-briggs.
Where there are four different categories
and it's like you're wanting to feature them,
so they're 16 different types total.
So the first thing is,
are you reflective or intuitive, am reflective.
And then subjective or quantitative,
quantitative don't know.
I'm subjective anyway, so I don't care.
Then are you care free or prepared?
Guess what I'm prepared.
And then are you open or sceptical?
Guess what, I'm sceptical.
The difference between the sceptic and the executive
is just being carefully and being prepared.
So the sceptic is Carefully and the executive is prepared.
And I also did the apology language quiz,
which is done by the same people who did the love languages.
And turns out my apology language is expressing regret
shortly followed by make restitution.
So I just need people to be like, I'm so sorry.
And then make up to me.
And now on to the Q & A part of the video.
You guys are curious about some things.
Many, many of you asked
which test did I think was the most accurate for me?
What did I relate to the most
and I think it's a toss up between
myers-briggs and enneagram.
Although both of those things I relate to
in terms of completely different aspects of my personality.
Like the number seven I don't feel like relates to
ENFJ at all.
So I think they're both talking
to different aspects of my personality.
Because I don't see a crossover with the two of them,
which is why I can't pick between them.
Maybe myers-briggs just because it was my first love.
when it came to personality test.
And then another thing that a lot of you wanted to know was,
what have I learned?
Is that anything that I'm going to do differently?
Does anything surprise me?
And yeah, there's kind of one thing
that I want to do differently.
I don't really know what I've learned basically.
I want to get my own set of tarot cards.
Because I feel like I have these identity crises
fairly often, or just like, what do I want to do?
And I like having tarot is like a tool
I can wipe out to help with decision making.
I'm completely sceptical - Tarot is real
- About it, being able to predict the future
or tell me what to do or tell me who I am.
But more just like throwing ideas out in the world
and seeing what sticks me.
And what I then attach to says,
well, it's all about me not the card.
It's just how interpret the cards.
But yes I enjoy doing the tarot spread with Rosieanna.
And i want my own cards, but I don't know where to get
my own cards or like where to start with finding them.
Any tips and help please let me know.
Okay, on to some more specific questions
ranking of all the tests.
Okay, so I'm going to exclude 23 in me and tarot.
Just because neither of those two a personality tests.
So only going to rank the things that I kind of like about
your personality and things like that.
Okay, so this is how I would rank them personally for me.
Number one, myers-briggs number two, enneagram
number three Big Five, number four colour code.
But only because it doesn't make any sense to me
and because you have to answer questions as a child,
and I can't remember and that is annoying to me.
But other than that, I do like it.
I wish I liked the colour code.
I wish it fitted me somehow.
And then number five Astrology obviously.
Like obviously I was going to put it last sorry, not sorry.
Do you think you connect more with your Hogwarts house?
More than any of the personality tests you've done?
Yes I definitely think I connect with Hufflepuff
more than anything.
And I don't know what that says about me.
And I think that's okay.
I think I connect with Hufflepuff more
on a like symbolic level than on a practical one.
Cause I do feel like that are practical implications
of a lot of the personality tests
less so with your Hogwarts house.
Great question from Lena.
Do you feel more of an individual
for doing the all or less of an individual
like all we all just character formulas?
This is a good question that I haven't really thought about.
Here's the thing.
I don't think doing any of them has taken away
from my feeling of individuality.
And when I meet people who are like the same type as me,
I just enjoy that moment of like, Oh my God,
we can relate to each other.
I don't think it like takes anything away
from a feeling of an individual.
But on the flip side of that
when I meet people who are a different type to me.
I think that makes me feel like more of an individually.
Because when you get in your own head, you just think that
that's just the way everyone is like,
surely everyone thinks like this.
Surely everyone feels this way or everyone is good at
and bad that this is just human nature, right.
No, cause suddenly you meet someone they like,
What the hell are you talking about?
Like, that is not what I'm like
or what I want to what I desire at all.
I desire and function in these ways.
And then you like, What?
You think differently to me?
Wait, this is just a me thing.
Except it's not just a you thing it's a type seven thing.
I always kind of enjoy those moments of just being like,
wait, I just thought everyone felt this way.
No it turns out no.
If you could ask any one person to do any one of the tests,
who and which would it be?
I would get my partner Dan to do all of them
I managed to get him to do the mind pattern one.
Because Dan considers himself a very rational human being.
And so it's like it tests your rationality.
Don't you want to know how irrational you are?
So he did that one and he came up with out as a sceptic.
But I really want him I think to do the enneagram,
because I can't decide if he has a six or a three.
I can't figure it out I think he's a six.
But also he hates these things.
So he'll never do it, so frustrating.
Why do you think people are so interested in these tests?
Are we just obsessed with ourselves?
Yes, I think to an extent we are obsessed with ourselves.
And I think that is okay.
But I think we are also obsessed with other people.
Because whenever I do these tests,
I don't just stop up knowing myself.
Like, oh I know what my type is.
I know what my four letters are I can end that.
Now I'm happy.
No, I'm not happy.
I will not rest until I know
what the mryes-briggs, enneagram, colour code, Big Five
result saw for all my friends I need to know.
Because then I can like learn more about them
and know what that deepest desires are
and how they function.
And so how I should act around them.
We're obsessed with our friends
and we're obsessed with our relationships with people.
Why would do seven videos on things
that you think are bullshit you're wasting your time?
I think not.
When answering questions for tests, do you find it difficult
to differentiate your true response from your ideal one?
Yes, I do.
The way I try and combat that is either go with my
got instinct of what my answer the question is.
Or to try and remember a scenario
that was similar to the question and answer.
Actually, in the way that I behaved or thought
in that situation.
The mind pattern quest has a 22nd timer for each question.
So you kind of have to do it fast.
Although I never saw the timer.
When I was doing the test.
I think it might have been bluffing,
but I ended up doing that one really fast.
Someone just commented Strength Finders.
And so obviously I googled it
and I had to do the Strength Finders quiz.
I only did the one where it gives you
your top five strengths.
And I've not had a chance to like properly read into them
but mine are futuristic, activator,
input, significance and focus.
whatever that means.
What will be your next series?
So I don't know about next series in general,
but I am thinking about doing a WHO am I series part two.
which would be like sex and relationships related quizzes,
maybe let me know if you'd be interested in that.
And I really liked this next question.
And I think it's one that I would love to hear
your answers to in the comments as well.
What are the main ways you define yourself?
And I'm not going to use
any of the personality test categories for this because yes,
I do identify as an ENFJ and the Hufflepuff.
But I define myself as hardworking, organised,
determined, full of imposter syndrome.
Very excitable, kind of hyperactive sometimes
sociable and curious.
I don't know I should probably have thought about
the answer to that question but well.
But those are the words that I would use to defend myself
off the top of my head right now.
Thank you so much for watching.
I really hope that you've enjoyed this whole series.
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And again, let me know in the comments
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Ooh boy we did it am sweating.
Its so sweaty in here.