hello
I have a few things written down that I want to talk about
um just to like answer I've noticed people like saying stuff about it or whatever so
I feel like it's important that we talk about certain things okay so um the first
thing is like I I truly feel like Destiny is doing this for money and not to heal because
when um chantal's husband like was making a fat joke about me and like everyone got so upset and
like enraged at him like um I feel like there's a lot of like hypocritical people and it doesn't
make sense um how you can have two people who do the exact same thing one side is allowed to get
away with it while the other side isn't so people are saying that it's glitchy my internet sucks at
this time of the day um because feline uses a lot of the internet as well so in Destiny's
newest like live stream moments like she's saying how I hold money over people's heads
and it's really [ __ ] annoying because like in her first video she literally said Amber Lynn
likes to pay for people because she's a good person and out of the goodness of her heart so
it's like she's literally lying um why do you want to go to North Korea I didn't know what
was going on over there I was so confused and I realized that like South Korea and North Korea
they're all different what am I supposed to be doing looking for Russia Russia is
precisely I just want to say I was never taught this okay so we were in school but
you weren't listening geography they didn't teach you geography
I missed a lot of school where where you have to point to it point to it with your finger come on
girl went like three different places
I'm not a geography girly I for the longest time thought Alaska was a country that's Canada that's
Mexico this wait where's Alaska and that's all you need to know wait what's that where's Hawaii
this that's Hawaii no it's not that little thing do you know where you know what that
is no that's uh Canada that's Canada y'all I'm learning that's Cuba that I do not know
world problems that I should know so I'm very very sorry we weren't in school but you weren't
listening um and then the code red incident like she was saying how I freaked out because she
wanted to go see her mom which means her mom was not around right so she wanted to go see her mom
and I wouldn't let her but yet in her newest live stream she said and I quote the only person who
was a witness to this was my mom how could she have been a witness to the code red incident
if she wasn't even there that doesn't make sense your face doesn't make sense so it's like she's
really trying really hard to like use these like big words like witness and everything else what I
love how someone said you're obsessed with Destiny this would not be happening if Destiny wasn't the
one who decided to do this first oh I never never ever physically abused Crystal my relationship
with her was the calmest most kindest most gentle relationship I have ever been in hands down
um why do you block so many words from Super chats example 20 piece nuggets is the only
way I can say that that's not true um I do block words that are like offensive or
things that I don't want to talk about but you could definitely say 20 piece nuggets
because I am not ashamed that I have had plenty of 20 piece nuggets in my lifetime
so we need to talk about the sa thing A lot of people are getting too isolated um situations
and stories confused and conflicted because this is something that happened to me as a child into
me as a teenager first things first I was I don't want to use the word so I was physically
essayed um when I was six or seven years old because I remember where I was living when
it happened um it was my cousin who did it and she was a female so then in a q a on Instagram
that I did um I said that I had like when I lived with my dad at that time at that age
um when I was 14 my dad had a lot of like men who were on lots of different type of drugs different
types of drugs when I said that they would essay me when I use the a word assault I consider
harassment as an assault is because there is a reaction Channel named Jordy hello he said this
assault just means you made someone scared as a 14 year old girl being hit on men in their 30s
I was [ __ ] terrified I was scared all the time for someone a man
um snowflake to be questioning if I went through that as a a little girl as a six and seven year
old and B as a teenager who was 14 you're disgusting you are everything wrong in this
world because those stories are true and they did happen to me and this is why victims do not speak
up exactly next to me two of them it's not okay yes I said I was molested that was when I was
seven years old and so many people have reached out you guys are so kind and you guys are the
biggest reasons why I feel safe enough to speak about this and to clarify exactly what happened
so if it keeps glitching I'm just gonna get off um next thing is someone was asking like when um
Destiny's mom um beat me up if she was drunk or if she was so um no she was sober when that happened
thank you
so another thing is I'm like being called a cheater and stuff
and I want to clarify that I once was before Christo there was another girl
another girl while she was with me her name was Paige or something when
I was a teenager I definitely was I'm not gonna lie now she was talking to Crystal
about six or seven months before we we broke up no actually probably longer than that probably almost
a year talking to her almost a year before me and her broke up but the last time I cheated was about
16 17 years old oh another thing she says that she tries to make herself look good I was in
a long distance relationship with um as you guys know his name is Casey
nothing her poem was called rain and petals Eve eavesdrop a lot of people think that I was an
adult when me and him started dating were actually only a year and a half apart um I was 16 when we
started dating and we were together for almost four years and I was 20 when I broke up with him
so yeah I I did cheat on him um when I was 16. so when me and him were actually living together
um I several times tried to break up with him and then I would feel guilty and stay I
remember this clear as day there was our bed was in the living room next to the bed was a dresser
in front of the dresser was a table between the table and the bed was her over me whaling on me
did I fight back nope not that time why because she kept calling me
so I just took it I took it and I just laid there like what just [ __ ] happened so I came up with
the idea of Let's do an open relationship I will never do that again it's like she wants like
I don't know how to word it she's Paulie but she
she doesn't want to date other people just you know okay it is what it is so we were in
an open relationship and it was very hard for the both of us um oh my God is it glitching
sorry I just got a call I lose my train of thought and stuff so
oh yeah so I suggested okay let's be in an open relationship then because I was not happy I was
I'm not going to get into why I wasn't happy okay because we we already know and yeah so whatever
um okay so Cassidy was very sexually strived like is that even a thing I don't know and I stopped
feeling that for her like I didn't tell her that I would just like make up things like oh I don't
feel good or oh I'm on my period like even though I wasn't when you say no to someone whether you've
been with them for like a month or whether you've been been with them for like six years if you say
no to a sexual act your partner should accept that that is where I firmly stand so yeah I was an open
relationship and I wasn't the only one who had um other like girlfriends in that relationship
made me realize that like this is not what I like and stuff so it was very much an open relationship
I just had to like clarify that that I'm not a cheater and oh yeah another thing is like a
lot of people were like ask why weren't you more worried about bleeding for as long as you were as
like when you when you do a simple Google search you know hormonal issues and stuff like that
and like doctors did say that they said you know because you're white because you're because you're
a weight um I had a lot of like reasons I was telling myself because doctors were also telling
me Oh it's because your weight or because of the UTI or because of this and because of that so
um yeah sometimes like I feel like I leave my body a little bit it's it's like hard to explain
I don't know but uh people were sending me like screenshots of things that Zach was saying like
how he hates my live streams because he has to actually put in work and like sit and watch them
and I was loline so hard why are you reacting that if it's so much hard work on you to sit and like
watch me at two times speed like what are you doing and was asking if I paid for my own food
yes I did because like I said I was making money from YouTube um but I was able to pay for my food
and I was able to um give her money and stuff like that thoughts on Destiny's sister saying
you smell Destiny's sister was always so [ __ ] sweet to me so that like definitely shocked me
um was it your cousin your dad's friends or your previous partner get your story straight why can't
they all be true like that's so weird could you please say hi to my best friend Frenchie
she steals cats huh okay hi Frenchie oh are you talking about FFG okay yeah that's kind of creepy
not gonna lie the whole story is confusing yeah imagine my whole life has been freaking
confusing where do you and Destiny stand I we're not friends I highly doubt Destiny is here yeah
I don't think it's her watch I could literally text her right now uh I'm gonna say is that you
you oh my God it is it is her her God so you're literally at work watching me you're a creep
why are you texting her because she texts me oh thank you people are saying my makeup's pretty
speaking of it I have something in my eyeball um would you invite Destiny to the live yeah
I would I would I'd be like tell your lies here tell your lies here um why won't you address Libby
there's nothing to address um Libby was just like Destiny's sister but like not with blood
because Destiny felt like family so then Libby like felt like family and you know
Destiny's mom felt like family did I oh my God someone just said did you ever sit on Destiny no
I did not do that explain what you do with your sex life that he likes to be squashed
but this reminds me of my last live stream where I said that I sit on fleen to me this
is dangerous he could kill himself every time he does this I've got to say he's already working
three ribs you know this can cause brain damage this kind of Suffocation I meant
like I sit on her lap like how girlfriends do la you're La a lot of people took that as like
um a feeder thing like ma'am no you know nothing about feeders and it's highly addictive because
it feels so good and do you ever think Destiny would do this did I ever think that she would
do this no because we talked about it before and Destiny's like I want to do that to you you know
I'm not that type of person but it's like all the tea that Destiny has on me isn't even [ __ ]
tea it's like lukewarm water it's like Mitch what is this like I don't understand Destiny
says you smell like seafood boil okay Carla I love that meanwhile me 120 pounds feeling
too heavy to sit on my boyfriend trust me when celine's like sit on my lap like I wouldn't do
it I wouldn't I never would do it and it's like she wants to treat me as if I'm in a smaller body
for so long I felt like I've been nothing but my weight so she tries to treat me as a normal person
and it just it means a lot to me because like for so long I felt like just inadequate as a person
um so yeah um did you apologize to nerkler I'm not gonna apologize to her um like personally
no but I did post a community tab um have you completed your 12th therapy appointment I have not
um if Destiny wasn't a coward she'd call you
I don't want to call me it'll mess up with my uh live stream stop licking your lips no
I am who I am I'm gonna like lick my lips even more now people telling me not to
let's open one of these I open these this is from a subscriber and
um I open one randomly thank you rabbit for the Super Chat I appreciate it
do not go where the path may lead go instead where there is no path and leave a trail oh God
I likey I feel like there's something in my eyeball um yes feline pays half the bills uh
when I get plastic surgery it depends on for what no I'm not gonna show my legs um if you
could design a Lego set that hasn't been made before what would you want it to be oh my God
ancient toddler that is such a good question thank you oh I like buildings maybe like
um a mall would be really cool where it's like several different um stores that and
you have to like build the stores on the inside as well I really really likes the small details
why love Destiny after the breakup if she treated you so poorly because you don't choose love
I don't know she was my first like I wanna I wanna make this very [ __ ] clear though
because I know a lot of people are gonna twist this I do not love Destiny anymore
I want to make that very clear you still talk about her a lot though because of her
literally because of her be back it was actually the other way around she was the one who was like
Whispering I love you and I was saying it back to her are you not filming because of Destiny yeah I
feel like yeah partially um it's a lot easier um to just like talk about this and like let's just
do this now and not have to worry about it like because me like vlogging and like showing what I'm
eating or like showing you my outfit like that's like stuff that doesn't matter right now I just
want to know and stuff so I just feel like this is easier anyways I think I'm gonna go now uh so
yeah and if Destiny has any more lukewarm water that she's gonna spill on me I will be back to
clarify so a majority of you but I appreciate all of you and I'm grateful for all of you my
mind
get away