Hey how are you?
Oh, you have drinks?
I brought you a little.
Oh, my gosh.
Thank you.
How are you?
I'm good.
OK I thought we were going for a walk.
Well, these are walking shoes.
Yeah, they are.
I can walk in them.
Meredith and I have not in two years
had a one on one productive conversation at all.
How are the kids?
Good I have two seniors, senior and elementary school.
Oh, gosh.
Senior in high school.
I mean, I'm walking this path with Meredith
and all I see are hazard signs.
So yeah, I'm definitely going to be cautious moving forward.
I'm trying to graduation coming up, too.
Oh, Chloe.
Oh, my gosh.
Is she excited?
She's really excited.
Oh, I'm a little bit ambivalent about seeing her right now
because I know that I want to make an attempt
at a fresh start with Lisa.
I just would like to set us up for success
rather than failure.
And I'm thinking maybe we could sit
down one on one, not in the group
and have a little conversation.
But I don't want anything that happens
today to damage my ability to make that fresh start.
But I guess I have to see her in order to start the process.
What's going on with the college search?
It's changed.
Jack is he's deferring.
And yeah, Jackson would defer and he's going to serve
a mission for our church.
No way.
Yeah so he's aware.
How does that work?
Literally, he can go anywhere.
He can go to Idaho.
He could go to Southern California.
They pick where you're going.
His friend, he was just at a like I guess
it's kind of like a reveal last night
where he got where he's getting called.
So one's going to Switzerland.
Another friend just got called to Milan,
and I'm like, oh, my gosh, that would be amazing.
And Jack's like, mom, it's not a shopping trip.
And not for him, but for you.
Maybe so.
Oh, well, anyway, I wanted to have a chance
to chat one on one because I feel
like over the last few years we've had trouble.
You speculated.
I don't lie.
In piece of sh--.
Garbage whore.
I hate her.
She's a whore.
She's half of New York.
I used to feel like I was a safe space for you.
And I'm sorry.
You are not a safe space, Lisa.
I had one bad moment in our whole friendship,
and you're like, don't go.
Whatever don't go there.
We've had this long relationship and I
think we both made mistakes.
I think we both have regrets.
I think we both are sorry for things we have done.
Said whatever.
I feel like it's been really dark for the last little bit
and I don't like the way that feels and I want progression.
I don't want to like go backwards
and things and situations, especially with friendships.
I grew up in New York.
I'm not a very trusting person and if I were to list in order
the people I trust, it would definitely
be anyone that signed an NDA.
My husband, all of our lawyers, because they are bound by law.
But with Meredith, I think I'm going to make an exception.
We have a lot of years behind us.
I'm not going to go backwards.
I'm going to look forward and put my blinders on.
I'm like a thoroughbred in a race
and just trying not to see everything on the sides of me.
You know, I'm very sorry about my hot mic moment.
Like I know my words hurt.
You and it made me feel horrible.
I don't want to hurt you or your family, ever.
I'm sorry that I made a reference to rumors
being out there about.
I should have just left it alone, and so I apologize.
Yeah his room always for growth.
And, you know, and I just I mean,
I miss having like our families together and doing fun things.
Oh, my God.
Signature think alike.
Hi, gorgeous.
Oh, my gosh.
I'm loving this.
Thank you.
Look at this.
And this. Love it.
I'm going to cry.
Don't cry.
Because then you're going to make me cry.
You know, it's nice to walk in a room and you're like,
those are my friends, you know?
And I've missed that over the last couple of years.
You know, a lot's changed, and I don't
expect it to ever be the same.
I don't think it can be the same.
You can't go backwards. You can't.
And nor do we want to.
Let's be honest.
No, I think we can just hope for the best moving forward,
you know?
Well, give me a hug.
Give me one like.
Yeah