Towards my firmly locked
Room where I lie alone
Love silently creeps closer
The scars I had hidden,
My young memories are suddenly
Brought to light as I writhe in agony
Ah, everyone wishes that their feelings
Could be shared with others, but
All the same… “eyes wide shut”
For me it is a cruel weakness
Please break my loneliness in the dark
Wrenching open the rusted gates
The light streaming in
Rips away the images of myself I had built up
The seven colored melody
Shines with a sad strength
Defiling in its purity
Ah, just how frightening it is for
Everything to be understood
All the same… “white out black”
For me it holds the sweet fragrance of taboo
Please break my loneliness in the dark
Embrace my bared inner core
I pretended to have forgotten everything
My true face shivering in the shadows of trauma
My smiles, my tears, my heart all a lie
My ego tied down by my own persona
All the same… “eyes wide shut”
For me it is a cruel weakness
Please break my loneliness in the dark
I want to be connected in ways beyond words
Please break my loneliness