- I've never ever seen my boobs like this.
(guitar strumming)
When I was like 11, my boobs started growing really fast.
Then they just stopped growing
and they never continued.
- Growing up I definitely had boob envy.
- It doesn't matter how much weight I put on,
they stay the same.
It's so frustrating.
- The only time I ever feel like I really have boobs,
is when I'm PMSing.
Boob touching cleavage is not something that I achieve ever.
- It's like something I've wanted forever,
like I'd love to have cleavage.
- I'm not sure how comfortable
I'm going to feel walking around.
I just feel like people are going to know I'm faking it.
- [Chloe] I've seen this all over Instagram.
I've actually seen an article written about it too.
Some people say it was good and
others said it didn't work at all.
So like, I'm really interested to see
if it would work with me.
- Cleave me up.
- Oh my God!
There's a spot so your nipple doesn't
have sticky stuff on it.
- I haven't even laced it up yet and I have cleavage.
- I classify myself as like, an A for the video
but I think I need I needed a B
'cause I'm falling out a little bit.
That's OK. Let's see what happens when we do this.
Oh.
Well.
OK.
- Oh my goodness.
OK.
- Look at them touching.
- I'm nervous because I...
Don't understand what it's like to have boobs
and I don't know what to expect.
But I'm just curious to see if this
does change how people look at me.
- This I'm a little uncomfortable going out in.
It's like, very much on the market, on display.
- I do wonder though if from the side,
they might look flat as a pancake.
Look how flat. I have no boobs from the side at all.
Like my fucking ribs are bigger than my boobs. (laughs)
I will say it looks quite good
just straight on with my hair down.
So that you can't see any of the weirdness of the sides.
- I feel like I have a bounce in my step.
Because there's something to bounce.
Stairs.
- I've just been informed that I have like a double-boob,
'cause my bra ends here and then like, have more here.
Because it's trying to like, push them up.
So yeah, that line actually doesn't look too great.
- The bra gives me cleavage for like 10 minutes,
until I move.
And then it's just like...
(blows raspberry)
- It stayed on most of the time
except for when I drove 20 minutes in the heat.
My whole bra area is so sweaty and awful.
I feel it beginning to unstick.
- Because the bra is a size too small,
it keeps sliding off of me.
So...
I have a plan.
And this, ladies and gentlemen,
is what we've been waiting for.
- And my sister knew what it was immediately.
She was like "Is it that one with the lace?"
Do you notice anything different about me physically?
- You've got bigger boobs.
I was like, wait a minute.
She's got cleavage. That's not normal.
- I'm so not used to it I don't know what's too much
and what's, it just looks normal, you know?
- Yeah. Take it from me, that's normal.
There they are.
- I feel like I care way more about my boobs
than my boyfriend does. Is that weird?
Do you notice anything different?
- You're wearing clothes?
Are you shorter?
Oh you're not wearing a bra.
- Of course, oh my God, what?
They don't look bigger?
- No. (Megan laughs)
- My boyfriend tells me all the time
how he really likes my small boobs so uh...
I don't know how he's gonna react.
- Doesn't look natural, I don't like it.
(Chloe laughs)
I like you the way you are.
- [Chloe] Aww...
- So I've been sitting around with this awful stomachache
and I couldn't figure out what it was,
but I think the pressure that this bra is like,
cutting into me right here with this thing that I have on
to ensure the cleave is happening.
I think it's pressing on my stomach
and making me feel sick so I'm gonna take it off
and see if it makes me feel any better.
I already feel so much better.
Having those boobs is not worth
having a massive stomachache.
Having cleavage was fun for a moment,
but it required so much work that it just didn't matter.
- It was like a novelty to have a chest for a day,
but I felt really insecure with it actually surprisingly.
- I went out to lunch and I did surprisingly notice
more people looking at me.
I would just look around the room
and notice that their eyes were already on me,
and I've never really experienced that before.
- One of my male friends when he came to say hi to me,
just like stared at nothing but my chest,
and like I've never had that happen before,
and it made me feel so uncomfortable.
- I always wondered what it would be like to have cleavage,
and I wondered if I wound find myself
more attractive or more sexy,
and through this I think I've realized that I don't.
I see women with small boobs who I think
are super beautiful and super sexy all the time.
- I definitely learned that
I'm not as into cleavage as I thought I was.
I thought I was really missing out but,
considering how insecure I felt when I had it,
I don't think I'm that desperate to have it anymore.
I think I should just be happy with what I have.
- Whatever level of boob you have,
non-boob, big boob, small boob, middle boob,
there's no wrong way to feel sexy.
Whatever makes you feel good
is the right way to be doing it.
(jovial music)