My anger is very out of control.
Can you (beep)?
I absolutely take most of my anger out on Jeremy.
Sauce it up, sauce it up.
This is mushrooms.
Okay, I was just asking, (beep).
All right, I was just telling you.
Anything can set her off.
Why would you put it on there lookin' like that?
All right, my bad.
Over the smallest thing,
Victoria completely goes off the deep end.
Why don't you try just actually talking to me
instead of getting pissed off too and fueling it?
I feel like when it comes to Jeremy
everything he says is just on autopilot.
We're both gonna go raging. We're not trying
to talk to you,
when I tell you to calm down,
you tell me, don't tell me to calm down.
You think tellin' me to calm down
is gonna make me calm down?
No, that's gonna piss me off more.
Jeremy does purposely try to make me mad.
I think it's entertainment to him.
Why would you put cheese on it?
You know I can't, (beep).
Like, why?
When we do get into a fight it does start with name calling.
I've called Jeremy worthless piece of (beep),
stupid, loser, liar.
Piece of (beep).
Already one.
Worthless, (beep).
Called me a Mexican piece of dirt.
I said you were a dirty Mexican.
When I get in the rage anything breakable in sight
is going to get broken.
These are all from throwing bowls.
I'll break glasses, I'll punch holes in walls.
This is from a hairspray can that I threw.
I'll slam doors.
She'll grab whatever she can get her hands on.
Maybe a simple I'm sorry for
putting cheese on the pizza,
that'd be (beep) great.
I already did,
when we were right there
and you told me to--
You did not say you were sorry.
Don't lie and say you said that you were sorry
when you didn't.
I said I was sorry. No you didn't Jeremy.
No the (beep) you didn't.
You did not say that you were sorry.
Oh my freakin' (beep).
(groans)
I'm literally shaking I'm so angry.
Glass got all the way down over here.
Wow.
This is ridiculous.
It happens so often that I'm so kinda just,
I guess it becoming accustomed to it.
I blame Jeremy for all of this
because ever since we've been dating
I've been raging.
Nobody that loves each other in their right mind
will try to stress out the person they love.
Every day with the same crap.
All this is absolutely Jeremy's fault.
Okay.
It's good to meet you.
Nice to meet you as well, thank you.
I'm a little confused,
so help me get my bearings.
Are you here to defend what you do,
understand what you do,
or change what you do?
I'm here to understand and change what I do.
I wanna understand why I'm like this.
But you seem to be defending it.
Some of the things that he's saying is not true.
He is a liar and he does wanna make himself
look like the victim,
even though he has said a lot of the same things to me.
But I just don't talk about them
'cause I don't want him to look like a bad person.
Did you chip his tooth in February?
Yes, I did, he was drinking a glass of water
and we were arguing
and he called me a white whore, white b-word,
so I tapped the glass,
not knowing it would break his tooth of course,
but it did break his tooth.
So, he called you a white whore bitch
and you went, uh.
Yeah, exactly that.
If this is the glass,
tap it the way you tapped it.
Like if it's sideways, like that.
Literally on his tooth.
He must have brittle teeth.
Look at his teeth,
he definitely never brushes them.
Did it break the glass?
It did not break the glass.
Just his teeth?
Yes.
Here's an incident report from May,
that was February, then this is May,
and it was made after you were arrested.
Yeah, they were called.
Jeremy and I had been arguing all morning
and I had to go to work
and the cops came and arrested me
after they had stopped at the apartment,
talked to him, he opened the door shirtless,
he had a small scratch right here,
it was only half an inch and it was from our dogs,
'cause we had three german shepherds
and they were jumping up on him,
giving him hugs and kisses.
They were excited to see him.
But I told the cops that he had never did anything to me
that started that,
but what really happened was he was holding me down
and I told him to let me go and he wouldn't,
so he leaned back and flung me off the bed
and started making me hit myself in the face
with my own hands.
Well, they should've arrested the dog then
according to you.
Oh, no, no.
Paws up, you're goin' in, right?
He knew it wasn't what the cops were thinking,
he wasn't pressing charges.
He told them it was just the dog
but in the state of Texas
they can pick up charges
and that's exactly what they did.