hello welcome to a new vloggy vlog
okay you guys so hello i'm currently not wearing a bra let's normalize that okay we're in the safety
of our home but i decided to put my hair down just in case i've officially started a little life
there's over 700 pages but what makes it even better i got a damn kindle remember my last vlog
i was like i need a kindle if i had that candle which is so cute it's so cute it's just like a
cute little white moment also a black option but i noticed that like white options for like
technology just seems more like clean and modern looking i got the really tiny one and it's white
um i love it so i actually started this on my kindle and i got to page
on page 26 but i have started it so that's all you need to know because nothing that
interesting has like happened um spoiler alert i guess one of them has like really bad legs
relatable so oh i also got a new um which we'll call it memory card but i haven't put it in here
so definitely need to do that because i'm just like genuinely hoping that it's not the camera
that's broken because i'm not trying to spend 800 on the camera right now like what i'm about
to do i got this container for this like drawer situation i have next to my desk that i keep like
my journals in when i tell you it's literally only like a centimeter or two too big you think i was
being pumped like literally i was so excited i was like that's perfect but it's too big so because
my earrings are not organized at all they're just like in this so i figured i can organize
these and if you guys are new here i used to run like a whole like small business of um earrings
so those are like nothing compared to what i have small business lasted about a month i got rid of
98 of my earrings so it's just when you have this many earrings you don't know how to like keep them
organized or anything like that so let's do it i think this is my memory card yes it is so i got
the 128 gigabyte the one i use now is only 56 i think and hopefully this one treats me well
so obviously first things first i'm gonna take off this little oh sticker okay that did not go
as planned why put stickers on here if customers are not always right okay this
is just proof i needed to do it just a little bit slower ellipsis i'm an idiot
and as i sit here looking at all of this jewelry i realize i don't know who i am as a person like
what's my style what's my vibe like i have dark green fringe i have gold snakes bright pink stuff
pink beaded which i know who i am like i think hoops honestly are my favorite earring which you
guys will see that because i'm sure i will keep plenty of my hoops oh my god look how tangled
okay you guys so i have finished these are the ones that i am getting rid of and it
feels so good i think i'm just gonna give these to goodwill honestly um and now here is the completed
situation type deal my girlfriend also had a container because we both have the same drawers
next to our desk and she said she wasn't gonna use it since it doesn't fit and she had no use for it
she let me use it which i'm grateful for because i still kept a lot of earrings some tassel type
deals some i think i noticed i say type deals with my brain that doesn't want to like cooperate and
use actual like real words here are some studs um my little poof ball earrings which i love honestly
i used to have like every single color but these are the ones that i would use the most so
we have some gold hoops my colorful hoops my plastic earrings so this actually looks
so much better okay so update this is the first clip that i am doing
with my new memory card is it my memory card or my actual camera i'm taking bets on memory card
but um i do have another camera it's like an actual vlogging camera
that sony made sony like made an actual vlogging camera for vloggers but i'm wondering i use the
canon g7x mark ii and i heard that mark iii heard that mark 3 is actually really bad
and the quality is even worse which is weird because oh this was a minute clip and so far
my memory card's doing good so hello welcome so it is the next day i am currently having
a cut up apple that i just cut into fours this is a caramel premier protein shake in here this
is just a reusable starbucks cup it's actually color changing so it turns this like really pretty
orange color but the actual drink is like this off-white tan color also drinking me some water
there's a lot that i've been keeping from you guys some things are stupider than others i'm
kind of open so it's like i feel like i have to like tell you guys these things first one being
i had an emergency tooth removal i did in between the what i ate today series in the 500 pound girl
series long story short it's like so weird after i had my hysterectomy two years ago i don't know
what it was but i was like obsessed with brushing my teeth i don't know i just remember waking up
from my hysterectomy like having this urgency to like feel a toothbrush on my teeth it was
so weird for a few months after that i kind of struggled with brushing my teeth several times a
day seven to ten times a day um and i would just stand there and just be scrubbing my teeth it's
not that i felt like my teeth were dirty i didn't feel that at all it's just i felt like i needed
to feel the toothbrush mixed with a feeling of the toothpaste it was so weird i don't know
but i've ruined my teeth um my teeth sensitivity is insane um even just chewing this apple is gonna
be hard um because of texture and because of the coldness because i do like to keep my apples in
the fridge i think they taste better when they're cold by brushing my teeth too much
i don't know what happened um but it made one of my teeth up here crack so my tooth cracked and
i started having this horrible pain like it was like all right here it was so bad like i rock
back and forth and then i noticed the tooth next to it was getting discolored and i was like cute
okay i've never had like teeth problems it's not something that i've really dealt with um i have
had a wisdom tooth removed in the past obviously that's super common i need to choke some of this
water hold on so i ended up going to emergency dentists because it got so bad that i just
that i couldn't function the pain was so bad i literally half of my brain was not working they
did the x-rays and it turns out it's not the tooth that's chipped that was causing the pain
it's the tooth next to it i had a horrible abscess they said we can't save this tooth
honestly so traumatizing because like getting a tooth taken out for me is pretty extreme you
know that tooth has been with me my whole life i smile you kind of see i have a missing tooth and
i don't know if anyone's noticed i don't know if you all have noticed i don't know
but the reason why i'm bringing this up is because i'm suffering with really bad tmj i'm still having
horrendous pain it's especially right here um but it causes my teeth to hurt causes my head
to hurt causes my ear to hurt i've been taking ibuprofen daily for over a month and it's because
the pain was so bad i can't even explain it to you guys like so bad i'm not a medicine person
but i was taking ibuprofen daily twice a day for over a month and that's not good for you
so by doing that i have now caused myself to get these massive headaches up in my forehead
if it's not one thing it's another this doesn't end here this doesn't end here oh my god there's
like more there's more so as you guys know back to the hysterectomy talk i had a hysterectomy
after i had the hysterectomy they done told me so you're gonna have to take estradiol every day
for the rest of your life so if you guys don't know what that is it's just one milligram of
estrogen that i would take daily and they made it seem like i truly had to take that taking it for
two years now but when i get a refill they always do three refills three months just call it a day
and normally it's smooth it's smooth running sometimes there's a little confusion because
for some reason they have my old address still i keep telling them my new address it's just a mess
but that's okay this time someone new answered was like we have no information in our system
that you take this medicine and i was like i've literally taken it for over two years
so don't know what that means i was like so confused and he was like honestly my
expertise is i don't know why you're taking this you shouldn't be taking it and i was like
what what like i freaked out and he was like no people that have had uterine cancer should
not be taking this pill your office has been having me take this for over two years now all
of a sudden i'm a out of the system ma'am and i shouldn't be taking it so he was like you know
what we're gonna schedule you for an appointment because this is super important we need to get
you know you've seen figured out like why are you taking this because you shouldn't be and i'm
like i'm just following doctor's orders i'm over here googling and oh it's not good it's not good
people with uterine cancer shouldn't be taking this pill because it could cause other cancers
in a few days i have an appointment so that's another thing so i got my dentist scheduled
i got my oncologist appointment scheduled and i'm just like what is happening
like what is actually happening but my next thing i want to say is i did recently have a complete
panel done of my blood and everything came back normal you guys when i tell you i was terrified
because like when i had cancer my blood was coming back crazy like i had high platelets my white
cell count was super high and like doctors would constantly say oh it's just because you have a uti
turns out it was cancer but everything came back normal i am not pre-diabetic
i was terrified of that i don't understand how i'm not because diabetes does run in the family
i have a massive sweet tooth i am super morbidly obese um i am scared that it is coming for me
but i am trying to do what i can to prevent that but i have gone as far as
today is gonna be my second shot of ozempic
so i have been on osembik for a full week if you guys don't know what that is it is an
injection for people with diabetes hold on i don't have diabetes it has recently been
approved in the united states as a weight loss treatment so my doctor wanted me to go on this
months ago it's very pricey um it's a thousand dollars about a thousand
dollars a month and i don't like medicine and you're telling me i have to give myself a shot
once a week today's monday so last monday i took the shot and i was expecting it to work i was
expecting to lose my appetite it did not happen it's on the 0.25 milligrams which you do that
um for the first four weeks and then you go up to 0.5 and then eventually supposedly you're
like doing 2.4 which is like crazy a lot i will say i did have some symptoms though it's just
lack of appetite was not that so something that ozempic does is it slows down stomach emptying
so it makes you go to the bathroom less and it's true i have gone poo poos in the kitchen chantal
i can't be the judge if someone's mentally unstable chantelle has been very honest lately
about her mental health and where she's at with her mental health and i just hate that people like
call her mentally unstable and people forget that chantelle's like a person
oh my god you pick yeah
this is a literal person confiding in her audience speaking of chantelle
i know there was like a whole lot of drama and i said i wasn't going to speak about this but
i will continue to support chantal i enjoy her as a person and i will continue watching her
like she's the one who invented poopoos in the kitchen and now i can't stop saying it
but um i do like chantelle regardless of what has happened between her and i
well that's what i was saying i have gone to the bathroom less um i have had some
uh gas if you will i'm not really a farty person i'm not but since i started taking olympic i have
farted a little bit more than average i was a little bit bloated for a minute the first day
i took it there was like a fatigue moment especially the second day as well so just
like random symptoms like that but like the whole appetite moment hasn't happened yet so i do take
my second shot today i have not taken it yet i am like figuring out my life oh and i love this my
psychiatrist i don't know what's going on but i do take limitless loft uh the mixel for bipolar
zoloft for anxiety for some reason um they're not answering the phone i don't know why i poked mine
uh the whole last week they were not answering the phone so i have not been on my medicine in
like five days i don't like that because i was doing really good with taking it daily but i
have an appointment today so that's good we're gonna get my medicine going y'all i'm just being
open transparent honest with you guys like this is my life so long story short i feel like crap
and obviously there's some other little hidden demons i'm dealing with um that i will just have
to figure out on my own because i don't know if i'm comfortable sharing that but i'm going to
finally eat this apple and drink this watch on youtube edit a video and go to my appointment
i know i can't take it anymore