When you think back to our wedding, what is one moment you'll never forget?
I almost lost it, so I was like, my dad was walking me down and as you know our relationship is interesting so I was like
and I just stopped for a second and I just, it was the weirdest thing because I like literally about to just go
I know, I was like, I wanted it, I was like ready
I know you did, and I was like I just paid to get my makeup done. I was like no!
I like took it all in but then, I didn't know that all of this stuff was going to be so beautiful, so just walking out
and then when ? started praying, and I was just like holding your hand, you had your eyes closed and you
were looking down and then I was just like looking up and the scenery was just beautiful
Yeah that was crazy
So that moment and, they took pictures of that moment, so that was one of my favorites
That was a test and you failed, it wasn't the song that I wrote for you
I knew you were going to say that
It wasn't this beautiful, majestic song and the two song symphony orchestra violinist I hired,
and the concert piano player that I hired
I mean, yeah, It was all part of it
And the secret rehearsals you didn't know about, no that wasn't it
no I'm just kidding, you've heard enough songs, I'm just playing
No Ioved that part
I did love that part
What's more important to you, our marriage or your faith, and why?
What's more, like my faith in God?
I mean, I guess
I mean I think there's such an intertwining of what it is.
The sequence of what I feel like is the most right is like my faith in God has to be the most important, you know?
Because everything for me like flows out of that, like that's my source for everything, creativity, love
You always told me, I said why do you love me and you said because God told me to
Not because I always do, but because God told me to, which is a great answer
And then I feel the same way because I was just going ugh
Like I know that I love you but I do not like you very much
sometimes
But that's just sometimes! If people were being honest they would say that!
Seriously?
Alright, ready? What was the most painful comment from the internet and why?
I was just kind of, at first like, whatever, that's not a big deal, whatever. But then when it started getting to be
where it was a very clear, distinct team Corey or team Lynette
whatever
Don't marry her! This and that and I was just going, what?!
Yeah, I was like thanks for the advice big guy
I was like hold on, I wish I could do a video and people could see what I have actually been through
because it made me look like a total brat or whatever you want to call it
And yet, who on the other end was really going through so much shit because you were kind of like
diddle daddling around for years, me!
It was kind of like a new feeling because that was, you know, everyone of our family. Family, friends,
Corey needs to figure it out, Corey needs to do this So it was just interesting
It wasn't hurtful in the sense that they're saying all these things because I'm like eff it, they don't know me at all but it was more like
because you know me, I always have to have the last word, I'm like let me just
Yeah, like that's what I'm sensing coming out of you right now, it's more like
Well because I was like, you don't know the story!
It was more of your...
It was my pride
Your pride and your ego
Cuz I'm like I don't even care, it's so stupid
We're all working on that
I'm married, I don't care anymore, but it's more about...
You don't know the whole story!
The full story
I mean, even the very few comments I heard about, with the video was kind of interesting.
Maybe interesting is a soft word, but, hurtful. Hurtful in the sense like, when I saw like, people chiming in that
I haven't heard of and really, to be honest, from my home church
Meaning, from Arizona, right
Yeah, like my home church, the church I was born and raised in for like, over twenty years
and people that had, it was like almost
Vindictive
Yeah, it was like, like
vicious
To feel that from somebody that like I have zero relationship with and to hear people who are
complete strangers, furthermore, saying really really specific things and really specific judgements
I hope I never do that to somebody else
I hope what I've learned is, the way we respond to that and hope that we never do the exact same thing
right
I hope we lead in a good example of being like, look, if you don't know somebody's story, you don't know until you know.
It's not about airing out your dirty laundry, it's about growing, and it's about evolving, and sharing from real experience
What would be the worst thing that I could do to you? That's a heavy question, that's a lot
Well, I mean, jeez, now I mean that's an easy one to answer, only because we just got married
So it'd be like annulment! or something
Yeah, prenup! No I'm just kidding
Having some sort of, I think yeah, obviously leaving or like cheating on me but I know you would never do that
it'd be the worst, yeah I mean vise versa
leaving or cheating, which would never
quitting
yeah quitting, quitting or cheating, which again, both I'm not concerned about anymore
nor am I
I was never concerned that you would cheat on me either, but, I'm saying leaving, leaving and being fully fully done
You're not allowed to leave. It's a jail or it's a haven baby.
Okay, I'll shift gears. Okay so with everything that's going on, you know, career wise, it's very exciting, you know
obviously we have no idea how it's going to pan out but a lot of great energy and good things happening
what are your thoughts and what are your feelings on you know, that could be very much a part of what you do
You know what I mean?
yeah, no this is a good question because I've had a little epiphany that we haven't talked about
it's almost reverse like you have more baby fever than me
And it's not to say I don't want to have kids
Not really
At all, but it's just more
ugh in a few years, or whenever that is, I'm going to be pregnant or just have had a baby and you're going to be
going off and I'm totally going to have f.o.m.o! And the thought of that really irritated me, truthfully
I was like, ugh, I don't want to be the one that's like sitting at home just like breastfeeding, like that sounds terrible
That's how it works!
Isn't that terrible though?
You just bring them on the road!
To me, I'm obviously still very young and I just haven't quite gotten there, so when you were just like
joking around even this weekend you were like oh ha ha ha I have baby fever, I was like
I didn't say the words baby fever just to clarify
well whatever, yeah you did
Did I?
Yes
I don't think I said I have baby fever
okay well
I like babies
And again, I think it's great and so sweet it's just I'm so not there yet
It's not our time yet
but if it is, it is, what are you going to do?
no
I'm just saying! If it is, it is.
Well I mean this year alone has just been a whirlwind of all sorts of crazy good stuff
I just think, between you and I though too, I think a lot of growth
yes
Do you feel like you've already sensed a lot of that happening just in the last month, or no?
No, I, one hundred percent I feel like every day we get these like new, newer opportunities
and in the context of marriage, they just seem to be much clearer