hello oh my God I still have you guys just witnessed me pulling a hair out of
my face now that isn't content I don't know what is what are you watching the morning
it's okay it's dead hi hi hello hello how y'all doing okay so I have questions and things I want
to talk about so first things first is Destiny keeps saying how she wasn't around for my cancer
symptoms during that time that is actually when Destiny and I were closest I actually
um this is the phone that I have that I use every single day but I have an old phone that I plugged
in last night and I was like I need to go back and look at text because I swear I'm not crazy
we were very close during that time so a lot in her original video she said that she was trying
to hook up with the girl that she was hanging out with at work that when I was like scared that she
was like emotionally cheated on me like um she was trying to hook up with that girl that night
that she broke up with me and the next day which she admits in the video but then in her last live
stream she said that didn't happen she's lying a lot she is it's just tons of inconsistencies
I also want to talk about like people justifying Destiny's jokes I'm all for like nervous laughter
um laughing off trauma I'm there for it because I am that I am the same way but
people are justifying Destiny laughing that I smell Destiny's saying that I'm a sumo wrestler
um just flat out making fun of me there's a difference between laughing at something that is
making you nervous versus making fun of somebody um I am here to call Destiny out on her [ __ ]
because I'm tired of it and someone said she obviously didn't think you stink that much she was
always kissing on you oh she was obsessed with me so people were asking did I call or text Destiny
during the Pookie Walmart incident and yes I did I texted her and I told her exactly where I was
so yeah I just feel like that whole situation is a big red flag on Destiny and me walking away to
like take a breather is very healthy that is what I'm learning to do in therapy and you can do that
in public it doesn't just have to be while you're in your own home so many people are missing the
fact that like Destiny left me at a store in the middle of the night I feel like most of the stuff
that she's calling tea is just like her exposing herself that's what it feels like at this point
okay so the next thing I want to talk about is people making fun of abuse okay so people are
making fun of abuse um we're gonna use the mountain code red situation as an example I
have said over and over that that did not happen that is not how the events played out I don't get
physical with people I'm not gonna throw things at somebody I am not going to uh threaten self-harm
I have never done that and I won't do that and then when I get upset about something I don't
know how to control my emotions but she grabbed my arm with her nails first time any physical
that was negative and I remember that clearly it shocked me it shocked me really really bad
and it was just I didn't know what to make of it really I just assumed okay I made her mad
but so that shocked me but nothing really happened a little while after that so I
was just whatever she needs to stay away from me or she's gonna get it I don't know why we argue
was her over me wailing on me did I fight back nope not that time why because she kept calling me
there is a reaction Channel Jordy hello um I know you're watching because you were also obsessed
and that's how you make your money uh him making a parody out of abuse is disgusting and just imagine
for three seconds if I was to make fun of someone else's like abuse story or whatever it may be
I don't know how to explain what I'm trying to say like I just feel like people are trying
really hard to stay on Destiny side because I've had so many people contact me like saying like
Jordan I cannot believe jordy's doing this I've been in abusive relationship Etc et cetera like
it just doesn't look good because I just feel like so many people are so afraid to like stand
up to reaction channels and it's a lot what is the worst thing you've gotten lately in your P.O box I
don't really want to talk about that um but thank you for the questions and for engaging in my chat
um but there are some things that I will not talk about okay so my Cameo I don't do a cameo
um there is an option to rebook it always rebook it if I don't do it okay another thing is if you
guys remember um where Destiny's mom like beat me up and they used to have an online Journal
um which I went and found oh my God this online Journal went all the way back to when I lived
in Virginia um it's actually a private online Journal so it's not like public no one can go
find it or anything uh me and my ex from Virginia we would actually um write on there together but
I also would write on that when I was with uh Destiny so um I wrote about the whole situation
with Destiny's mom when she beat me up and I remember telling you guys a story about how I
don't remember what I said in that journal entry I actually put what I said I told her that I hated
her oh my God it was so weird also while I was going through this phone I had a lot of messages
um it was just like really triggering because Dana is like a kind of a good I'm gonna use
Destiny's word witness to like what I went through with um Destiny's mom because Dana
kind of went through the same thing in a way but not um so if you guys want to go back and watch
that live stream where I talked about the whole story I don't feel like redoing it right now
um you can go back and watch that and I honestly could not believe it because I was sitting here
and I was like going through all these messages and I was like because this is the fun that I had
back then and I was like did I tell someone about this like and then I just kept thinking hard and
hard and hard like um oh yeah people are asking why I won't show Dana and Destiny screenshots
it's because it's a personal conversation um foreign what okay sorry I just read a message
that made no sense so I don't want to share like people's like personal stuff how come your pants
always go over your shoes I am short but I like to get tall pants because I do have lymphedema
holy [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] and it's like there isn't a happy medium my pants
are too short because of my lymphedema lymphedema um and lipedema or they're too long because I get
the long pair so I do need to cut them did Destiny ever break up with you before the official breakup
yes she did the official breakup was January she actually broke up with me a couple months before
that in November um the breakup lasted maybe 24 hours it was so Random because like everything
was totally fine and then all of a sudden like she just broke up with me I remember that I was
at home and I was just like devastated because she ended up going to work and I just felt like lost
like I lost my favorite person I lost my best friend what am I gonna do in my life she ended
up coming home late she came home with a balloon an iPod flowers and a card so it's like now that
I am thinking back about this she broke up with me after Dana stopped talking to her I feel like
Destiny because she was emotionally cheating on me as you guys know I I truly feel like she it
kind of feels like I'm kind of glad she did this because I'm able to like heal my own type of way
like talking about this so thanks Destiny it feels to me now her by Dana not talking to her that she
broke up with me we were happy of course there were things not every relationship was perfect
or anything like that but like the big problems started when she started talking to Dana it was
like I'm gonna break up there Berlin so she talked to be with Dana but Dana I think bought
a boyfriend so then she tried to get back with me like destiny gross one last thing is people are
saying that Destiny and I plan this definitely not definitely not um what's one of the worst
things Destiny ever did and I don't even know if I want to share it to be honest but she had a dog
named Cash who I actually would babysit um when he was a puppy um this was by the way when her
and Dana were together so this dog was not mine and I guess cash wasn't trained very well cash
ended up biting like a little girl and she was like I'm gonna have someone put down cash I'm I
literally have the text messages in this phone and I was like no don't like literally get your dog
trained like train your dog like dogs can change like your dog is still young so long story short
I don't believe in putting down animals unless like they're on their actual deathbed and they're
like old like ancient when Destiny said that she was gonna get cash put down in my head I thought
she meant like at a vet but she meant that someone was actually gonna like shoot the dog
that's it time for doggy to go the way of Old Yeller oh yellow all right out back no ma yeller's
my dog I'll do it that is the worst thing that Destiny's ever done on period so I don't know
where cash is now I have no idea I don't know if cash is still alive I was like Destiny is
a piece of [ __ ] and I don't know if you guys remember in my live stream um live stream ERA
with uh Becky where I was saying how Destiny is a piece of [ __ ] that is what I was referring to
someone said BBG shaking that's not funny that's not funny um and that's even something that like
I messaged I message Destiny actually I said are you gonna tell them that your mom beat me up and
are you gonna tell them that you tried to kill your dog I said that like if you want to expose
me what have you exposed like everything that you have said about me you have exposed yourself like
fully and wholeheartedly and when it comes to like sexual harassment a lot of my dad's friends yes
but I was never like from what I remember I was never sexually or physically touched
by my father's friends no um when you were harassed by your dad's friends as a teenager
did they ever touch you it all happened because he touched us um they would like touch my leg
he touched his hair as with my hair um touch my arm brush against me on like on purpose
and yeah um things like that and yeah um it just made my stomach like turn for sure
I was never sexually or physically touched by my father's friends no next question when are
you going to go back to making videos I actually am going to be starting a new YouTube schedule I
will talk more about what I want that to look like um I guess in a video uh when will we get a weight
and diet update definitely in a video coming up so that'll be soon um another question you once
said you could live a fulfilling life without leaving the apartment do you still feel that way
no no no no no not at all I said that during like a depressive episode because I would go
I would get very depressed and I'd be very low and I would not want to leave my home like at all like
walking Twinkie is like climbing Mount Everest like when I said that it's because I was like
going through like a massive low um I don't think that way at all I can understand where people are
like we don't know the real amberlynn and I get that because I have been so freaking just like
I've messed up really bad with like medication it's like now that I'm like taking medicine and
stuff I'm able to start finally like feeling like myself um so yeah do my legs leak no Destiny said
you knew about the surprise party with Charlotte when you all were together is this true um I did
know I did know and I had to fake not knowing and the only reason why I knew is because that
was around the time where Destiny was emotionally cheating on me hiding text messages from me being
super suspicious etc etc so during that time like everything that she did was so suspicious to me
and everything was like heightened and like I couldn't trust her at all and I didn't want to
hurt anybody um that was planning the party so I did say that I didn't know because I didn't want
to hurt anyone um someone asked have you watched the whale yet I still have not seen that movie
um neither has feline um why do you keep spreading the rumor that Destiny is flirting with Dana I
never said that I said that Destiny message Dana I never said that they were flirting I'm
not mad that Destiny's using her voice I'm mad that Destiny's lying and also sharing things
at our um private are you in Destiny texting we're not like texting that's that's not what's
happening we're not like texting like hey how you doing no if something comes up and I need
to say something to her I have texted her and vice versa so would I get another pet no no not well I
have these three fur babies they all Mission Mash what's the word they just go together perfectly
your critics are weak-minded and just follow the crowd with their comments you're not the villain
they make you out to be I care about you thank you so much and I completely agree with that
like there's good examples of that like the whole you know swamp ass thing being posted over and
over right now it's like small minds um follow crowds that's what it is she's making up these
questions they're literally on here I don't know what you're talking about just fling like my legs
I wouldn't say that she likes them no I don't that's a weird word for it she accepts me as is
supposed to oh my God expose you like it's so hard for me to get comfortable with somebody obviously
like it took so long for her to like see my legs and now it's like if I ever feel sad about my legs
she'll kiss them I don't see how anyone could look at my legs and be like oh that's hot like no but
once you're in love with someone you find flaws about them just to be beautiful naturally and now
it's like if I ever feel sad about my legs she'll kiss them uh do you think you reframe specifics
to victimize yourself and villainize others just the way you retail events is not entirely honest
I think it is I think It ultimately hurts you I don't think that I do that no thank
you for soup chat how's my weight loss surgery going I will talk more about that in a video
where did you get your diploma from high school I'm confused New York or La I'm gonna go with LA
yeah it's always been like a little weird little mini dream of mine to live in LA I don't think
that'll ever happen but you never know oh you guys are being super sweet calling me beautiful
and stuff do I miss Tucson no we are not working together for views nope because trust me if that
was the case I wouldn't do live streams I would just make this um into video forms so yeah because
I'm actually losing money with these live streams yes I am no this is not a live stream era I want
to make that very clear no videos are coming back so yeah I think that's about it um I hope that you
guys enjoyed this live stream I will be back with a video I'm still trying to plan it out I think I
know I think I know what my um schedule's gonna be like but I don't want to say anything in case
I change my mind realize and I appreciate you guys a support and for being a part of my live stream