"𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶."
"𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵, 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦."
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Okay, guys so here is my first vlog
Um,
Today I am basically going to tell you guys about myself
because I've never really let you in much and I feel like that's the best thing to do right now to let my um,
Supporters know really who I am and have an idea on the type of person I am and, to ideally strengthen the bond, so
Today I am basically going to be telling you guys about myself
Currently, I'm in a huge state of paranoia. I'm just due to
My past and just the things and the people I have associated myself with previously
So I'm trying my best to escape that room of mind and that room thought in order to evolve into
Not only a teacher but just someone to motivate the youth and to push the youth in a
positive direction to be able to
not ideally like
Control, but to just manifest that type of energy. I want to see,
Like I wanna just have more power in the aspect of
I understand things and I feel like that's why I've been placed in such an important position
Because I understand things and I just understand how people feel in the aspect of, okay, I know how it feels to be alone
I know how it feels to be around people and feel alone, like, I'll be around a million people and I'll like still feel alone.
like
Even sometimes like, alright
like I'll go out even with my own friends like my previous friends and I just would feel alone, and i've just
like, you know, I'm in a position now where I was friends with a lot of people then,
I kind of felt abandoned. I've seen people choose material items over me, (stuttering) people choose status quo over me
I've seen- I've seen people like, I mean when you give them ultimatums, they just choose everything
besides you, 😂
So I've just been um
placed in situations that are very heartbreaking as far as like
people period, so
The only people that I've ever seen kind of suffice for me and offered me the support
always is, is you guys, my people. You guys are my people and,
I felt very attached to the
Family, I feel attached to you guys as if you were my own family
Even though I don't know half of you even though I can't
Really be everything ideally I want to be for you guys, which I'm trying to be. I'm trying to assert myself
Regardless of the stipulations around my name, regardless of all the negativity that I'm fed, regardless of how some people treat me
I've tried to put myself in a position to ideally be able to motivate others to,
I mean for myself to suffice when it comes to this negative shit, cause like bro this shit, It's like trying to consume me
it's almost like it's
I guess trying to get inside of my mind, you know
so I started to look at myself very differently and beat myself up and
You guys are the only thing that gives me hope. You guys are the only things that--that thing that motivates me to
Ideally like yo, be strong you have
Over eight million kids or adults an-and teenagers watching you
relying on you for this hope
So, I wanted to give a bit of advice. I wanted to give a bit of clarity
I wanted to give a bit of an explanation. Now. I'm winging this. This isn't written. There's nothing written here
Just so you know, I'm winging this whole video
So when I'm talking to you, I want you to know that this is genuinely from my heart
"𝑵𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖."
"𝑵𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆."
"𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕, 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆."
𝑁𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝐸𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑑𝑢𝑎𝑙 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒, 𝑖𝑠 𝑎 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟.
(Crowd cheering)
Listen life is going to be very hard. Nothing.
Nothing comes without sacrifice and nothing comes without pain. I don't know
What each and every individuals dream is, but if you believe in yourself, and you dig deep to what you believe in,
You can accomplish it.
(Crowd cheering)
I believe in each and every one of you, Hopefully, that you are all stars,
and geniuses in the making.
No one can explain why you are alive. No one can save you,
but you. You have to put the mind into what you want to put the mind
into. If you believe in something you can achieve it. Now, that doesn't mean everybody needs to be a rapper. That does not mean
Everybody needs to be in the page or an artist. That doesn't mean that way your art can be in your emotion
Your art can be in your mind. Now you can be a doctor and that can be a form of art. You can be
a therapist and that can be a form of art. It's how you articulate. You get it? Articulate. It's how you treat these things
It's the manner that you treat, you get what I'm saying. Even, even relationships and friendships can be a matter of art
It's a matter of mind. Now,
Purpose. Only you create your purpose.
Now, trying to always impress others does not work. now with, with millions and millions of supporters,
and family and fans and, it, trust me. I've tried my best to
impress or
meet this
standard, you know always.
Make yourself happy. If something makes you happy, follow it. Now do not be toxic in that. Do not take my words and
twist them and turn them negative. Do not be toxic
I want, for everybody that follows me, and supports me
To make sure you are being healthy, in mind, being caring
Compromising for the ones you love being loyal to the ones you love. Do not say you love me
Cheating on your, your people (?) Look if you, if you look, if you love someone, you're supposed to be dedicated to them, right?
I don't want to promise someone something and then not keep my word because of how much I've been hurt
You are the actor in your own movie
You get what I'm saying. And you are the person that you desire to be. If you want to be
pretending to be a princess
Carry yourself with the mannerisms of a princess. If you want to be a prince, carry yourself with the mannerisms of a prince
No one can create your purpose for you. No one can tell you who to be. There is no such thing
No one can tell you who to be
So in purpose, you have to create your own purpose. And in evolution, you have to evolute towards that purpose
It's easier to live when you have goals to meet. You understand? If you have goals to meet then you don't feel
so voided, and you understand
Why you, why every day you're looking at this person in the mirror?
Because that is the cool part about the game. You get to be anybody you want to be
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵, 𝘰𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘵, 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥.
𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳.
Another thing that I noticed helped guys
Is
Keeping a journal. Write down your thoughts. If you don't understand and remember your thoughts
You can't amount to them. Write. Down. Your. Thoughts
I want you to start a journal, and I want you to start writing down your thoughts
For now, write down in your journal
𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞 & 𝐄𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞.
now the purpose of creation,
will be - in the purpose of creation in your, in your journal, will be to create different goals for yourself
Different opps,
like different, different things you want to do or different things you want to be and see in, and to play with that as a
purpose and to play with that as a pattern and a schedule, it would create a schedule to evolve
Now when elevating my current state of mind, what am I going to change?
Now naturally if someone says something to me that I do not like, I naturally respond. "i'M gOnNa BeAt ThIs pErSoN uP" or I'm gonna go,
I'm gonna go beat this person up. I'm gonna go get angry. I'm gonna act crazy now the
version of you would
respond in a different manner, you have to see manners about yourself that you do not like and
Problems you create for yourself that you do not like in order to live a happy life. And if you love yourself
Other people start loving themselves because they have to spend more time to themselves alone
But people, people - look you're not supposed to be alone
And then start hating yourself bro, you're supposed to see things about yourself and change it.That's what it is, you have to change it
In order
To reset next, next level of happiness. You have to love yourself. You have to take time with yourself
Listen. Take advantage of time. It's not always in your favor. Take advantage of time
Now, take that
Please and I hope a little worse than I did say
Did motivate you and I'm sorry. If I didn't give you any sort of clarity. I was scatterbrained
Like I said, I win this I just simply wanted to speak to you guys.