Years run by and I'm living with your shadow
Feeling more every day that goes by
I sit alone as I draw away thoughts in my mind
Fight the sun down a hilly road before us
The hazy shape of a boy and a girl
The rays give way, stabbing holes of the heat in my eyes
"Why don't you butt out?"
"Dissapear and never come back!"
Brushing off the hand that helped me
"I won't leave you"
You were firmly yelling
grabbing at the hand that I held back
"You're annoying!"
Moving away to walk ahead
and never looking back as I leave you
Was it the real you that I knew?
Lost Time Memory
"Lesson learned!" I don't need to turn the page of
my life goes on
So, I'll rot away here
A time machine turning back to the day would be nice
Years fly by
But I'm living, 'fraid of dying
And drawing hopes of
maybe someday
Though I know that I am never to see you again
"Don't wonder why,
Wanna die! Wanna die!" Grabbing my own hand
Cursing it to hell as I sat there
Not a thing I can do might as well live it up
While I'm still alive and I'm breathing
"In this midsummer dream, maybe see the younger me that
I was playing before you flew free"
Back in the days where I hid in the haze
But slowly running ablaze and
burning red in my brain
18 years and boy no longer
To wait for her to fall from somewhere
Remembering the figures blurring in the Summer
In a heart beat
Fight the sun in desert school grounds
A smile form ear to ear it resounds
"Why don't we play a game?"
Another round as you go 'round
"You okay?" with a worried kind of wail
Things like you wouldn't ever get me
You act so sad, but it's all in a act in the end
Today's a haze, better become apathetic
Keep up the pace I had yesterday 'cuz
I don't want your heat to ever leave, like in my sleep
If I can't dream
you and me... that I'll see...and we will be so..
Rather hold the past than to let go
Never wake or I'll break from the shaking outside world
That tried to reject me
"But you can't see the day break again without tomorrow"
As if I would care in the slightest
Running by all these arid days
that I'd kill just so they'd go away
YES, I'D RATHER BE ALL ALONE!!
18 years and kind no longer
He cried to god but can't get stronger
Reaching out both his hand to hold to
such a
p r e t t y s m i l e
h e c a n ' t t a k e
Fighting suns in such a small town
Oh god "Why can't you free me somehow?!"
Suddenly every sigh I tried to breathe was stopping now
No can't go back
(That summer day)
It hurts so bad
(Don't ever touch)
Or it might break
A voice is calling out "Can you hear me?" disappearing
Somehow, now clear, Aah so that's the reason
Misummer night dreams as I reach out a hand through the haze
Cry to god, a boy, no stronger
And in "Those days" he stood, no falter
A summer smile I won't remember
No, it stays the same FOREVER
"Guess I died and I'm so sorry"
Goodbye's too sad
And way too lonely
Oh god
no, don't say that you're leaving
Oh no don't leave me!
I finally know those hazy
figures were just
looking for this "me"