So you don't keep in touch with any of them anymore? No, no. Shane...
I don't know if you remember him. Yep. Yeah, he's been sending me some thirsty messages.
And I could pull them up on my phone here. They're like, hey man,
hey bro, you were right, I was wrong. No way. I should have had your back.
And that's, you know, I was hurt by Shane not having my back. Because like, he knew all this
stuff and he could have chimed in at any given momen. And said something. And said something,
even to the effect of like, hey, Deeps, why are you playing victim? Like, if it was so bad,
you could have ended it. And the truth is, it wasn't bad at all. It wasn't. I
made sure the time we had together, I treated her exceptionally. And I brought her out to all
my friends to meet all my friends. I brought her to my DJ sets, like whatever I could do. I did.
And for what? For her to get on this high horse and act like I... Anyway,
Shane was somebody who had intimate knowledge of that and could have spoken up
and never did. And so I was kind of like, yeah bro. That pissed you off.
Yeah, especially considering how many times I've been there for him. And these are stories that
I'm not willing to share. But, I'll just put it this way - there's been instances where he could
have been in pretty big trouble if I hadn't been there for him, and not just once. So just to feel,
you know, that I'd done my part and it wasn't there back. I'll put it this way - I've never
once thought oh, I wish I was friends with this person or that person. Okay. Just yeah.
Yeah. Sounds like they just didn't fall through.
Yeah, and that's alright. I mean, the cool thing is, I had a great life before the show
to fall back on. And that's what gave me the confidence to say this stuff. How do you mean?
The reason a lot of these people changed in my eyes is because all of a sudden, they had an
image they had to protect. They had this potential "fame" that they were after. And they knew that
associating with me would be bad for their image or defending me would be bad for their image. I'm
the villain of the show whereas she's the kind of like hero of the show. So you better choose what
side you want to be on - that type of thing. Maybe they wanted to leverage the fame from the show
into some new business opportunities, or whatever. Me, I already had a career as a veterinarian and
I was getting plenty of DJ gigs around Chicago and having a great time. So had I been really.
I thought you're a vet. Yeah, I mentioned that. I said I had a career as a veterinarian,
and I've been DJing around Chicago. So I already had this kind of fun, exciting life where,
yeah, I didn't have a special person to share it with, but I had a great life. And it's not like
I was looking at the show to give me that. And so I was able to call things out when
they happened. Whereas other people, it's like, you know, they don't want to bite the hand that
feeds them type of thing. They're unwilling to call things out because they're just trying to
preserve that relationship and get as much as they can out of it. For me the hand was
feeding me but it was also slapping me. You know what I mean? So I was like,
I don't need this. I'll find my food elsewhere if you're gonna keep slapping me like this.
Some people were you know, and like I said, I was good friends with these people. Some people
were really relying on this show. They're like, I can't wait for the show to come out so I can have
a whole new life doing this or a whole new life doing that. Like maybe I'll find an apartment and
they won't even make me pay for it because I'm... because I have this many followers.
You know, I mean, when you're that... when you're looking for
going on a show like this to change your life radically, you're gonna play it safe.
And playing it safe sometimes means not being truthful. And that's kinda my... I think it's
a pretty accurate guess as to why things played out the way they did for most of these people.