It’s too late.
Everything has vanished to the bottom of the ocean.
I’m not dreaming now.
Like the full moon beginning to wane,
My cold past runs away.
You don’t seem to understand, right?
This is only a castle of sand
Had you were under the delusion
That there’s your place you would be in heaven
I laughed, pretending I couldn’t hear your voice.
I turned away from my feelings reflected in the mirror.
Break this lie.
The illusion is all smashed up.
The note you left behind is still blank.
Close my eyes.
I leave only my pain behind.
The beast inside me keep in sideway
I’m lost in the shadow
My heart yearns for sweet dreams.
I can’t wake up.
Break this li(f)e
The glass flower was smashed apart whilst still a bud.
Its fragments dully shine
In memories that could not become ‘memories.’
How much longer must I hold my breath before I can dream?
My right hand is still clenched. I’m lost.
Flames illuminate tomorrow.
Don’t vanish, don’t vanish…
The azaleas have grown cold.
Don’t wither, don’t wither…
Tell me who I should scream at!
Aah… why can’t we tell we’re having nightmares until they’re over?
Where the “Backspace key” ?
Still awake…
I struggle in vain.
The daybreak I hold in my hands is so fragile…
So, break this lie.
The illusion is all smashed up.
It vanished behind my eyelids.
Close my eyes.
I leave only my pain behind.
The beast inside me keep in sideway
I’m lost in the shadow
Break this lie
Close my eyes
Break this lie
Close my eyes
Translated by Releska