hey guys welcome to a new video
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okay so today is a let's talk moment so it's gonna be some drama so right now we're just
chilling on my bed a little comfy comfy so let's get into reading the things that you guys want to
talk about if you got diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder would you keep it to yourself
unlike most of your other diagnoses honestly if i got diagnosed as being a narcissist i would
definitely let you all know i can't even tell you how many times i've been called a narcissist
online a lot of people have narcissistic traits but it doesn't make you a narcissist i have seen
comments as you guys know i have not been reading the comments on youtube and i know a lot of people
are going to be like this is stuff that's talked about in the youtube comments it's also stuff
that gets tweeted towards me um dm towards me and everything else i do read comments here and there
the negativity really doesn't get to me so i just scroll through i read a few here and there i don't
read them all obviously but something i see is i have seen people call me a narcissist i think a
lot of people get truly confused by that like i even know my narcissistic traits like i can
admit to them i'm aware of them i've questioned so many times like is everyone right like am i a
narcissist but when it really just boils down to everything and the knowledge that i know about it
and i have met some narcissistic people in my life i just i don't match that type of energy amberlynn
are you a narcissist okay so last question are you in a poly or a monogamous relationship i'm
in a monogamous relationship because i will never be in a poly relationship it's just not i just
can't like i don't want to share the person i love like at all and i know my girlfriend doesn't want
to share me so are you going to address the fact that you stated the date was september 19th and
you're weigh-in so thank you for this question i did say september 19th which i don't know how
that happened you're alive you're a lot cause it's most definitely january if you guys go back
and look like if you guys want to be like your little investigators because i know you guys are
instead of just like going off of a conspiracy i literally had hickey i have had a hickey for
a little bit of time now i have been saying the dates in each video and you guys are like yep it's
september here's another conspiracy uh you guys it's exhausting aren't you exhausted oh and the
same person who asked that question said the fact that those weigh-ins were in september means you
moved in with your girlfriend whilst becky was still dealing with heartbreak and struggling to
get on her feet no no oh my god all because i said accidentally said september instead of january
some of y'all i just truly truly aren't you exhausted by it like truly is it true that
that new car that your girlfriend got you actually bought i bet she's using you for it
no no not even a single penny of mine went into that car my girlfriend is hardworking
she's not a user she has her own money i literally have nothing to give her besides my heart
and that's what she wants and if she's using me for my heart and for my love
i'm totes okay with that how do you feel about disrespecting someone else's breakup
when you through all of your breakups have been heartbroken and cried every single time
you make fun of other people and troll them and yet when haters do it you call us sociopathic
so i guess you're referring to the post where i posted a picture of me and destiny
and i said should i slide into her dms destiny and dana both know my personality i know their
personality type you guys have to realize that i am behind the scenes so i know everything that is
going on i would never do anything to disrespect them they both knew about the post and neither of
them gave [ __ ] you guys have to realize that i would not purposely ever do anything that i
know would disrespect someone else or make them feel bad opinions on destiny saying she
will never get back together with you are you heartbroken that you're one that got away is
gone forever why do people assume you're still in love with destiny okay so we're gonna do a little
t spelling here so when i first got with becky i was very open about everything i want to say
probably upwards to a year year and a half after destiny and i broke up i was still in
love with her destiny is not the one that got away trust me when i was with her i loved her
very much after the breakup i was confused for a couple of years but you guys have to realize
it's been four years since i felt any sort of love for destiny in that way at all i am read would
never be with destiny if she came a knock-in if she came a call-in if she came a walk-in i would
say no like the person i'm with now i know a lot of people understand it because i haven't been
with them for that long but if you saw our dynamic and you were like in our hearts like she's the
person that i want to see at the end of the aisle that i'm walking down when i'm wearing my wedding
dress like she's the one i want to marry and this is nothing against my past relationships because
you guys have realized that like in life you might have a few relationships okay you might have a few
partners you're with you guys might be thinking about marriage here and there but then there's
finally that one where you're like wow so that is the reason why all the other relationships failed
because oh this is what love was supposed to feel like i talked about marriage with my last three
serious relationships it was a discussion that we did have obviously i was even engaged
but it's like the feeling that i feel now thinking about marriage with my current girlfriend i've
never felt that sort of like joy and happiness and just like pure excitement and love every day
i wake up and i just feel extremely lucky amber do you think your half-assed livestream days truly
led to your channel dying or did you already see the decline coming before then the decline happens
during livestream era so i definitely blame it because i can't think of any other reason because
my content now is the exact same as the content that i made before live streaming
plus during live streaming days all i ever heard was live streams are boring i'm gonna unsubscribe
i'm never watching again and it happened you can literally hide an entire human standing behind you
love that for you i love that from you too why did you claim that you never did a copyright
strike on any other channel before apathetic facts but your messages to cali you definitely struck
cxnt's channel years ago so a copyright strike in reporting a channel are two different things the
only time i've ever copyrighted anyone is af's channel and the times i did do it i was very
honest and open about it i had no reason to hide it i even went as far as to wanting to do it again
so i emailed them and i said you know if you don't stop stealing my content then i will copyright you
again but i never ever ever ever ever did it as for reporting i had totally forgot that i reported
a channel before which was cxmt which happened over four years ago name five things you'll
take accountability for that have negatively affected your channel and general reputation
such a good question honestly the first one hands down and sharing my abuse story i feel
like i should have not shared that story online at all and if i did i probably shouldn't have used my
past partner's name like real name the second one would be like the hardcore trolling mooc
bongs third one over six years ago i did lie that i was losing weight which i confessed again over
six years ago have not done it since fourth thing is definitely me having ignorance around certain
topics and the last one which is the fifth one which i think is a really big one is not taking
my health seriously not taking diet seriously going back and forth gaining weight just like
the whole aspect of like my health slash weight in all honesty what creative qualities do you believe
you bring to this platform i don't think i bring any creative qualities to youtube if i'm being 100
honest i literally am just here talking about my life and people are watching and listening
it's kind of strange okay so this next one is going back to the whole when i accidentally
said september and january someone said we can see the home alone lego set on the shelf girl messing
up the timeline once again i'm so glad that you saw that because you're actually contradicting
yourself which i love that for you because you're helping me i didn't get the home alone lego until
i think it was the beginning of december or like the end of november so if it was actually
september then i wouldn't have had that lego set because in september i didn't even know it existed
how's it possible you lost as much weight as you claim you did you look exactly the same over the
past couple years that is crazy because i finally noticed my weight loss a lot especially in um a
torrid haul that i did just yesterday i totally see my weight loss now like in my face and in
my stomach even in my legs um my butt as well i'm gonna have to edit this one scary as hell that is
stop hot damn when you say you've lost 80 pounds are you using your all-time highest weight of
574.2 as your starting weight so my starting weight is 572.4 not 574.2 but that's okay it's
pretty much the same thing at that rate but yes that is what i'm saying because just about seven
months ago i was three pounds away from 572.4 i was back to 569. so yes i have lost 80 pounds
seems like a lot of people are trying to take that from me so if we're gonna judge based on
summer of last year which was like seven eight months ago i have lost about 77 pounds since
then definitely in my arms i'm starting to see it everywhere neck even just like my regular
arm oh and by the way this is a scratch from a cabinet which i have mentioned before but i
have seen people asking that again and now it's just a scar unfortunately but yeah i noticed
my weight loss and i know other people notice my weight loss so i'm not gonna let a comment
like that get it down at all i thought you guys enjoyed this video and i'll see you next week
you said that i should be