I wasn't honest because I don't
do like long-term relationships
I don't do it Why not?
I f*** it up Why?
Sleeping with somebody else
Sleepin' with someone else?
Yeah
That is literally why I...
That's your honest answer, yeah?
Mm-hmm
Hi, Ellie Hi
You alright?
Yeah are you?
Yeah, good thanks
You got a drink?
*LAUGHS*
You have as well I see
Still got an alcohol problem
*LAUGHS*
Okay, why do you agree?
What happened?
Because I flaked ya
You flaked me? Fully ghosted ya
Do you wanna know why?
Yeah, I do actually, yeah
Right, so I don't like do serious relationships
So, I haven't had a relationship for two years
and I was gettin' on really well with you
Yeah
And then that s*** me up
I feel like what happened was like,
obviously we'd met a couple of times
And it was goin' really well
and we were speaking as if like, we knew each other
for years or whatever
Yeah, that scared me
And it just came to the point where you just
vanished, do you know what I mean?
Like, the messages was kind of like
it was days and days later that we were messaging back Yeah
I didn't send as many kisses
I didn't want...
I was tryin' to not hurt you
but at the same time, like,
if I don't text him back he'll get the picture
Yeah, but I didn't get the picture
Surely, you would've
got the picture? I'm a geek from
school remember
Right, I know you're a geek
but surely would've got the message
that I'm not texting you back?
Well, when you met me
you give enough signals
to say you wanted to meet me
But when you didn't want meet me anymore
when you back to abroad to work
you could've just been straight up
But you know that's what I do
Yeah, I know it is but
you could've said-- Would you have liked
me to let you know?
Yeah *SCOFFS*
I feel like any person would've
liked it to let you know
I'm sure you even blocked me on something
I'm sure you blocked on Instagram or something like that
I didn't want you to see me, what I were doing
Yeah, but exactly
So, if you are going through that thought process
if you don't want me to see what you're doing
Yeah, but you should've messaged sayin'
"Ellie, what's going on?"
No, you shouldn't because you should
be the person doing that
You can do whatever you want to do
But the common courtesy is to let somebody know
what's goin' on
I think we got on really well
Like I was shocked at how well we got on
Yeah, I think that was the same with me
It was weird
It was like we'd know
each other for years Yeah
I feel like I'd probably strongly agree usually but
I didn't know personally
if that was the proper you What was I like
Yeah
If that was the real you
I didn't know
You wanted to know what I were like, didn't ya?
Yeah, exactly
So
Why are you bothered our relationship ended?
Why am I bothered?
Yeah
I think that, obviously, you've probably gone out
with loads of guys that
you found attractive in the past
Yeah
Because it's been easy for you
'Cause you have been the popular one
You've bein' an attractive girl
Wit me, it hasn't been like that
Do you know what I mean?
So, when I did get this Tinder come through
and we matched, and stuff like that,
it meant a big deal to me
Because I remembered ya
It's not been you know, a couple of years
It's been like, what, 10, 15 years
that I've actually known of ya
I understand where you're coming from
It was just two
or three dates Well, did you actually
go out with me because I'm Ellie
or did you just wanna go out with me because you thought
"Oh, she's a cool girl from the school"?
I liked ya
You would've never fancied me at school
All the boys fancied you didn't they?
You didn't know?
Everybody used to talk about ya
Is it 'cause I went through puberty really early?
*LAUGHS*
Maybe, yeah yeah
I think I missed puberty a bit
You were probably the height of my tits
Was I, yeah?
That's probably what it was
*LAUGHS*
Ohhhhhhh
Why do you disagree?
'Cause I feel like...
So, what did you want from our relationship?
I don't know and
this is why I've chose what I've chose
Or that's p***** me off
That's actually p***** me off
I didn't know what I wanted
I wasn't honest because
I don't do like long-term
relationships Why not?
I don't do it
Why not?
Why?
Because I always mess stuff up
Why?
Because as soon as I get close to somebody
Yeah
I f*** it up Why?
Sleepin' with somebody else
Sleepin' with someone else?
Yeah
That is my...
I could not be more honest with ya, there
I like your honesty
I mess it up
To be fair, I'll be honest with you
that probably would mess it up
That is literally why I...
That's your honest answer, yeah?
Mm-hmm
*SIGHS*
CREW: You wanna take a little break there, Ellie?
Yes
CREW: Yeah, no worries
CREW: We'll take five minutes, everyone
CREW: We'll reset the top camera in that time as well
Don't cry
It's alright
It's aright, darlin'
I find you attractive
Yeah, I find
you attractive too I find you very attractive
I find you very attractive too
I would sit on your face any day
*LAUGHS*
I would literally
I'd be the face
Sit on it
*LAUGHS* I don't wanna ruin your face
but I'd sit on it
Yeah
I just like how kind-hearted you are to be fair
I feel like every situation that you're in
Whether it be, like you say, a taxi driver
or like a crowd of people you're the same person
You're not tryin' to like
act to be a person that you're not
I feel like sometimes you get nervous about
situations and stuff
Just about bein' yourself
Yeah
Whereas, other people get nervous about
being somebody else
I love your eyes
I love your smile
I love the fact that
when we get a taxi
you open the door for me
I've never met a guy who has made me feel so important
You are amazin'
What did you just say again?
Proper amazing
Yeah, that's it
Proper amazing
I wanna see where it goes
I think there could be something good between us
I would too
I mean, obviously off meeting you
the occasion that we did
I think it'd be wicked, I feel like
We get on super well
and stuff like that Don't we?
We do, yeah
We have a laugh every time that we see each other
Your smile, honestly, it's so contagious
Oh you're contagious with my smile?
Yeah
*LAUGHS*
The uhhh
Baby
*LAUGHING*
I like the crowd
Hello, baby
*KISSES*
Sorry
*LAUGHS*
I'm sorry
Oh, was that out of thing?
I had to
*GLASSES CLINK*
Cheers, babe